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since i became an indie vtuber...

honestly i am still soooo worried about everything dayo🥲！！！！

now its all my own pace but still im so nervous dayoooooo~~

and thank you so much you guys for always supporting me and cheering me dayo!

indie means it feels like more responsibility for me idk so im still really worried about my future dayo🥲

i have been just crying alot alot its been a really rough dayo TuT

losing one of my family, betrayed and so many issues to take care of...

Honestly, I have been feeling really depressed since alot of things happened, and maybe you guys noticed but lately I have not been able to provide the long stream dayo...🫩

and i feel terribly sorry about it TwT

Thank you for always giving me huge support dayo T-T

and even its really tough right now i am really greatful that i have an amazing community, friends, and family dayo!

i couldnt come this far without any of it dayo

im pretty sure I'm gonna take a long time to fully recover but hopefully one day i can get over all of this dayo

LIFE IS PAIN DAYO but SOMEDAY IT WILL GET BETTER DAYO...maybe

個人勢になってからはや数か月たちますが正直まだまだすっごい不安...🥲！！！！

なんか個人勢ってやっぱ全部自己責任な感じがするから気を張っちゃう～～

でもそんな中いつも応援してくれるみんなには感謝しかないよ；；

最近まじでメンタル病んでてしんどい～～～

ここまで身内の不幸や会社爆散、未払い、それに付随するあれやこれやでさすがに心がしんどい感が否めないです...

そんな中でもやっぱり自分は応援してくれる人や素敵な友達、家族がいて恵まれてるなと再認識はしてます

本当にみんないつもたくさんたくさんありがとう

最近長時間配信全然できてなくて本当に申し訳ない

長時間楽しく配信出来る気力、気持ちがついていかなくてどうしても短い配信になってしまってます...

いつもたくさん心配や迷惑かけてしまってごめんね

いつかこの時期を乗り越えてあの時はやばかったね～～～って語れる日が来たらいいな

みんないつもありがとうね