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Hi guys Sorry for the whole lacks of update Its been a while since I start creating content But the reason is I been thinking what content I have to create and for some reason I lose a bit motivation,as you can see I sometimes stop posting a while (fanbox still has update sometime just slow) and other people who post daily Or whatever…overall its really feels like I cant Catch up… To be honest I know what im doing and it doesn’t improve at all at least its what im thinking Nah I think I put it like this I did improve but cant get even better I dont know about it I didn’t even ask you guys about this, Does my work look good or not? Improve is really important because if you don’t fans will realize you just doing the same thing Thus become boring and then moving to other artist because why not plus other people works is Better than mine im sure you guys realized it right? I know that because my view really drop lmao and im not blaming anyone too I don’t really care about the view but in order to share,spread the post it’s the most important thing and yeah…motivation too Like other artist(Im not blaming them too but admire them I promise,those artist is the reason I start creating content from the beginning because they motivated me) They are good and actually improve everytime they post and start doing pledge or something and I got my supporter too (at least a fill) I guess what make me lose a bit and a bit motivation to draw is the content I post on fanbox,I don’t really know what the fans like it or not,do they like my post or not And other artist they really good! I know I like it even in the first glance (again im not blaming them) And im too embarrass to ask them how to do this or that honestly its just awkward You won’t believe me if I say I scare someone comment on the post and its ‘’your drawing sucks bro’’ Your draw doesn’t realistic’’ others is better…etc Of course I can do it too but the content sometime is the same its just without censored or not (i’ll be honest here) I really appreciate the supporter who support me I really hope they can still support me But appreciate alone doesn’t not do anything I know I have to do something create something To return the favor I really like create content drawing especially R18G And I want to kept doing that too But im lose motivation and im Not quitting it I just want to ask you guys what should I do What content do you guys like about What content you want to see (i mainly draw some fetish only though) Or maybe draw some fictional character I want to try for real this time Would you guys give me chance please… (i know I ignore some message because I don’t know if I want to accept or not And I don’t want to reject them too…) And I know I been saying this for a while I own the supporter on fanbox a apologize For no posting which I will post more often from now on I promise Holy sh*t Sorry it’s a long note But if you do read until here Thank you :)