(It hurts! It hurts!! Please forgive me! Just let me poop already! Aagh, I’m gonna cum again! Why do I cum even if it hurts!? I don’t understand!)
With all limbs restrained and my nose pulled up to the point of almost being torn off, the back of my throat is relentlessly being tortured by a dildo connected to the pacifier. Inside my stomach is a mixture of 5 days’ worth of poop and enema fluid, that sloshes about causing extreme pain. I pushed with all my strength in order to escape the pain, but due to the anal balloon blocking the exit, not a single drop of poop came out. The vibrators that were connected to my nipples, clitoris and vagina all continuously emitted signals of intense pleasure, and the accumulation of those signals exploded in my mind repeatedly in the form of orgasms.
Between the pain and pleasure, I began to reach my limit physically and mentally.
“It should be extremely painful, but it feels so good that you’ve cum repeatedly and feel like you’re going crazy. I wonder what would happen if I just left you here. Would you go mad or become disabled? Should we test it out?”
When I heard those words from Master, I felt dread that I had never felt before. It wasn’t fear from the fact that this hellish pain would still continue. I am of no more value than to be broken and thrown away. That’s what Master’s words sounded like to me.
To me, being thrown away by Master is scarier than death itself. To the point where I literally would rather die.
Noticing my face freeze in fear, Master laughed.
“Hehehe, I’m just kidding. If you break, I won’t be able to have any more fun. Kagome, you’re my beloved slave, so I wouldn’t do such a thing. I’ve given you quite the scare, so why don’t we go ahead and end this. Alright, now cum while pushing out everything in your stomach!”
As soon as Master pressed the switch in her hand, the pressure inside my butt disappeared and the long-awaited pooping myself started. Master cares for me. Without any time to feel relieved, an intense wave of pleasure came over me.
(Mmaaagh! Pooping feels good! I’m cumming! I can’t stop cumming!)
Once I began, the pain in my stomach quickly subsided. On the contrary, the pleasure of pooping myself increased rapidly. The balance between pain and pleasure collapsed in an instant. The continuous signals of intense pleasure exploded throughout my whole body, causing my muscles to repeatedly tense up and contract against my will. If I wasn’t restrained, it’s possible that my limbs would be flailing and hitting things, causing me to hurt myself. That’s just how intense the climaxes were.
Once everything in my stomach was released, my body became limp like that of a puppet whose string had snapped. Seeing this, Master decided that the excretion had finished, so she turned off the vibrators and removed the dildo pacifier from my mouth.
Master looked down at me happily, as I was unable to even move a single finger due to extreme exhaustion.
“Kagome, no matter how much pain you endure, you always end up cumming intensely, so it’s worth doing these things to you. I’m thinking of a more painful enema for next time, so I hope you look forward to it.”
Master seemed to be satisfied with today’s training and my reaction. On her face was an expression of ecstasy, showing that her sadistic desires were fulfilled. Her face slowly began to blur. I began to lose consciousness from the extreme fatigue.
As I slowly drifted out of consciousness, all that I could think about was the next training, and the pain and pleasure to come. After being exposed to such terrifying pain, I begin to crave the pain and pleasure even more. The reason being that I am a masochistic slave. I can no longer live without Master.
After reaching my limit, I dreamt of the next training as I lost consciousness.
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“Huh...... Where am I?”
At first it was so bright that I couldn’t see, but once my eyes got used to the light, I was able to see a familiar ceiling.
(Where was this again...? Wait, was what just happened... A dream?)
As I faintly walked the line between dream and reality, I heard a familiar voice.
“Mama, Kagome-chan woke up!”
“Oh my, really? Thank you for telling me. You’re such a good girl, Yuna-chan.”
“Ehehe!”
“Kagome-chan, you were grumbling so much. Did you have a bad dream?”
I awoke suddenly when I saw the face of a woman peering in at me.
“Huh, Mama Konno!? Does that mean this is Mama’s house? Huh, why am I here?”
Not knowing the situation I was put in, I slightly panicked. That is because I had no recollection of how or when I came here.
Seeing how confused I was, Konno-san seemed to have realized something.
“Oh my, today we have the adult Kagome-chan. That’s a first after taking you here.”
“What do you mean taking me here... Agh!”
I finally remembered what had happened. It was on that day when Master was late to come home. Konno-san had made a surprise visit, suddenly picking me up at the front door making the other side of me come out......
I have no memory after that. Which means, I must have been brought here. I was kidnapped by Konno-san. However, there’s no way Master would have let that happen. Because I belong to Master.
“Konno-san, you can’t do this kind of thing without permission from Master...... Huh?”
I tried to get up in protest, but I couldn’t move my body the way I wanted to.
“What... Is this...?
Once becoming aware, I realized that my whole body was abnormally heavy. It felt like lead weights were attached to my whole body. It wasn’t that I couldn’t move, just that the effort required for each movement was unimaginably great.
In the end I wasn’t able to sit up, so I remained in the same position, only being able to look up at Konno-san.
They might have administrated some kind of drug to prevent me from running away. Just as I was about to question her, Konno-san seemed to have realized something.
“Oh my, your pacifier fell. Your mouth must be lonely. Ok, say aahn.”
“Aahn.”
I did as Konno-san said, opening my mouth and accepting the pacifier.
“Look at you, such a good girl for doing what you’re told.”
Something felt off immediately after putting the pacifier in my mouth. Why did I just open my mouth like that?
There’s so much I want to ask, but the pacifier gets in the way of me talking. I tried to spit it out, but I suddenly felt a wave of guilt come over me. I felt that it was bad to purposely spit out my pacifier. However, I have no idea why I felt that way. With my body not responding the way I want it to; it is certain that something was going on with my body and mind. But I don’t know what. I was overcome with an indescribable anxiety.
Whether Konno-san noticed this or not, she continued doing things at her own pace.
“Hm? That smell... Oh good, you finally pooped. I was worried because it had been a while. I was trying to decide if we should just an enema or not. But we can relax for now. I’m sure your butt feels icky. Let’s get you changed.”
I noticed the large mass inside of my diaper once she said that to me. At the same time as my butt became uncomfortable, the smell of poop made its way to my nose. It seems as if I had pooped myself during my dream earlier.
There was so much that I wanted to and ask Konno-san. I also wanted her to quickly do something about the uncomfortable feeling from my butt. Conversation can wait until after the diaper change. I decided I’d have her change my diaper first.
“Oh my, 5 days' worth of poop certainly is a lot. You even have some sexual fluids in here. Did you have a dirty dream? That’s not good for a baby.”
Konno-san said that while swiftly cleaning up the poop. She was so on point that I felt embarrassed and shifted my eyes away.
“Now just to close your romper... Ok, all done. I’m sure the new diaper feels good.”
“Yeah...”
The uncomfortableness from the poop on my butt went away and was gently wrapped up in a soft smooth diaper. Due to the refreshing and pleasant feeling, I found myself naturally nodding along.
“Good girl, you’re being honest.”
“Th-That’s not...”
As I mumbled a response with the pacifier in my mouth, there was a sudden knock at the door.
Master might have come for me. Thinking this, I used all my strength to rise up and face the door, but the voice came from someone else.
“It’s Yayoi from Nyuwaen.”
I was devastated when I realized the person at the door wasn’t Master. However, I did have a slight suspicion. The reason being is that I’ve been here at Konno-san’s place many times before, but this was the first time someone other than Master came knocking on the door.
“Ok, hold on a second while I clean up this diaper. I’ll unlock the door right away.”
“Alright.”
I heard a seemingly kind response to Konno-san’s reply.
In came a kind looking woman who was holding another woman. Just looking at the woman being held; I could see that she was wearing a diaper too and was obviously in the same situation as Yuna-chan and me. The woman that calls herself Yayoi mentioned “Nyuwaen,” which must be an organization who does this kind of thing.
“Konno-san, sorry to keep you waiting.”
“Good thing you made it within the year. I thought I would tell all the other Mamas about the new 3rd baby when we saw them in the new year. I wanted to take a picture before the end of the year for that reason. I prepared rompers with snakes on them for the photoshoot, to represent next year’s Oriental Zodiac sign. I’m glad they won’t go to waste.”
“So that’s why you seemed to be in a hurry. I’m glad I was able to make it on time.”
I was horrified hearing their conversation. Next year’s Oriental Zodiac sign being the snake meant that we were now at the end of the year of the dragon. The day that Master came home late was the end of the year of the rabbit, which means a year has passed since I was brought here.
That’s where I realized why I couldn’t move my body. Standing up in Konno-san’s house is prohibited, and there is no exercise either. Also, everyday things such as eating and bathing are all done by Konno-san. Being in such a situation for a year, it is only expected that someone would lose muscle mass throughout their whole body. That is why my body felt heavy.
I’m sure it’s the same for when I naturally accepted the pacifier from Konno-san, and why I felt guilty spitting it out. Relying on Konno-san for a year, I unconsciously began obeying her. So, if having the pacifier in my mouth was considered correct, then spitting it out would be considered wrong.
There was fear in the fact that unknown parts of me were changed. I was so overwhelmed that I couldn’t stop shaking.
“Hmm...”
The woman that was being held seemed to have woken up and let out a dissatisfied groan. My heart pounded hearing that voice.
“Oh my, you’re awake.”
“No need to stand around talking, I think it’s about time I put her down. Where would be a good spot?”
The voice was very similar to that of Master when I would wake her up every morning.
“Can she sit up?”
“She’s lost a lot of muscle, so it’s a little dangerous when she’s just woken up.”
No, that’s not just a similarity; it’s the exact same voice.
“In that case, you should have her use a baby sofa chair. Hold on, I’ll bring it right away.”
“Alright.”
But I don’t want that to be true. I want it to be someone who just looks like her. If not, then there will be nobody to come take me from this place. I prayed from the bottom of my heart for that woman to please not be Master.
“Alright, have her sit here.”
“Hm...”
“Morning, Manami-chan. Still sleepy?”
“Yeah...”
“N-No way......”
The person sitting on the chair that Konno-san had prepared was without a doubt, Master. The Master that trained me, gave me so much pain and pleasure, and the person I trusted the most. That Master was now a baby sucking on a pacifier, in a big puffy diaper, wearing a cute romper. The shock of that overwrote the shock of finding out that I had been here for a year.
“Master...”
I whispered like a breath escaping my mouth.
The moment she noticed my voice, her eyes widened like she was surprised, and her eyes shifted slowly to where I was. Her pacifier fell from her mouth the moment our eyes met.
“Ka-... Gome...?”
The voice that called my name was unbelievably weak. To understand the situation, Master slowly began to look around and take in the surroundings. Her eyes stopped once her gaze landed on Konno-san.
“Ko-Konno-san...”
“It’s been a while, Sagara-san. Oh, you don’t have a family register any more so I guess I should call you Manami-chan now. You’ve gotten so cute since I last saw you.”
“Y-You...”
“I always thought it from the moment I met you. Being a cute little baby would suit you so much better than a Master that trains people.”
With Konno-san’s words, Master’s expression filled with rage in an instant.
“I knew it was your doing! Not only did you change Kagome, but you also did this to me! You won’t get away with this...”
“Huh? Did I say you could speak like an adult?”
Yayoi began speaking, as if to interrupt Master. Although she didn’t raise her voice and spoke in a gentle, calming way, I could feel an indescribable pressure with each word.
Master’s demeanor changed instantly the moment she heard Yayoi-san’s voices.
“Huh! Agh... Aagh......”
Anger instantly disappeared from her face, leaving what looked like a small, frightened animal.
“We had a promise, right? That you wouldn’t use adult words anymore.”
“N-No... I didn’t...”
“What will happen if you don’t keep your promise? Did you forget already?”
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I won’t talk like that anymore! No more adult talk! I will keep my promise! I don’t want the scary room!”
Not just her words, but the pitch of her voice suddenly changed too. Just to what extent did they have to put her through to make her have so much fear for someone? What did Yayoi-san do to Master? What in the world is the scary room? With confusion, I watched their interaction.
“What should we do? You’re a bad girl for not keeping your promise. I think you might need to study just a bit more in Nyuwaen’s scary room.”
“Hiyah! P-Please, not the scary room! I promise to stop! I’ll be a good girl!”
“I promise I’ll stop... Please... Forgive... Waaagh...”
Master was so terrified that she burst into tears. This version of Master was the complete opposite of how I’ve known her. Not an ounce of her dignity was let. What was left was just a small child begging and throwing away their dignity to escape the fear.
“Yayoi-san, Manami-chan’s so scared that she’s crying. I’m not mad, so you can stop there.”
“Isn’t that good, Manami-chan. Mama Konno is so kind. Come on, say you’re sorry to Mama Konno.”
“I’m sorry... Hiccup I used... Hiccup... Hiccup... Grown-up words... Hiccup...”
“It’s fine, I’m not mad at all. You’re such a good girl for saying sorry.”
“Hiccup... Ugh... Hiccup......”
“Manami-chan, I’ll let it go this time. But the next time you break your promise, I’ll bring you back to Nyuwaen and lock you in the scary room, even if Mama forgives you. You’ll get more spanking than you did before. Got it?”
“Yeah... I won’t break my promise... No more grown-up words...”
“Good. You’re a good girl when you listen.”
I saw the moment when Master’s heart broke. She was crying and apologizing to the person she should hate and resent. Even if she were to make it out of here, there’s no going back to who she was.
“Ok, no more scary or sad things. Now that we have the three of you together, let’s take a picture. I’ve prepared the cute rompers, so let’s get you all changed.”
“Can you go ahead and change Manami-chan’s diaper while you’re at it? Seems like she peed herself earlier when she was crying.”
“Of course.”
“See, Manami-chan. Mama Konno said she’ll change your diaper for you. Try asking Mama Konno to change your diaper.”
“Huh... That......”
“Manami-chan, from now on, Mama Konno will be the one changing your diapers.”
“But...”
“Don’t be so selfish, ok? You don’t want to stay in a dirty, icky diaper, do you?”
“No...”
“Then ask her if she can please change your diaper. Also, if you whine too much, Mama Konno will ask me to bring you back to Nyuwaen. Are you ok with that?”
“No!”
“Alright then, ask her.”
“...My diaper... Is icky from my pee... Mama Konno... Please change it to a soft one...”
“Oh, Manami-chan you’re so adorable. I’ll change your diaper to a new soft and fluffy one right away. Also, from now on you can call me by just Mama, not Mama Konno. Ok, Manami-chan?”
“...Ok.”
It was painful seeing Master in such a weak state, that I averted my eyes. The Master I knew was gone. Accepting that reality was hard and sad.
After being changed into the rompers, we sat in the spot that Konno-san told us to sit.
“Mama, there’s a snake tail! Look!”
“Oh there is! Yuna-chan, you’re so cute.”
Glancing at Yuna-chan enjoying herself, Master and I kept our depressed expression from beginning to end. The reason being that neither of us want to live our lives here. Despite that, the preparation for the photoshoot continued on.
“Kagome-chan, look this way and wave.”
“Manami-chan, you need to hold the snake plushie.”
The photoshoot began as we made the poses thrown at us by Konno-san and Yayoi-san, as if we were puppets.
“Alright, gonna take a picture now. Ok, say cheeze!”
“Ok, I got some cute pictures. I can be proud to show these to the other Mamas. I’m the only one who has 3 babies, after all.”
Konno-san smiled with satisfaction while she checked over the pictures.
“Yayoi-san, thanks for helping change their clothes.”
“It was no problem, thank you for allowing me to. Please give me a call if you need anything else.”
“Well, then there’s something I’d like to talk to you about now.”
“What might that be?”
“They’re so adorable, but it’s really hard taking care of 3 babies by myself.”
“Shall I dispatch someone from Nyuwaen?”
“Oh, do you provide that kind of service?”
“Yes. We offer live-in childcare and shift home-visit childcare. We can also provide whatever type of care it is that you need.”
“Oh really? If so, then...”
“Mama... I’m sleepy......”
“Oh my, Yuna-chan’s sleepy. I’ll bring you to bed, so hold on a second.”
“Ok...”
I felt a strong sense of fatigue as I watched Yuna-chan being brought to bed as she rubbed her eyes. I think it’s because I get tired easily from not having any strength. But I didn’t want to sleep just yet. If I go to sleep, the other me might be awakened again. There’s a possibility that this version of me won’t come out again. That’s the only hunch I have. Because Master has become a baby, I have no way to escape this place. Which means that there would be no reason for me, who doesn’t want to live as a baby, to exist. I’m scared to disappear. That’s why I don’t want to sleep. ......But... I can’t... Fight back... Much longer......
“Oh my, Kagome-chan’s sleepy too. And it seems as if Manami-chan is too. Alright, Yayoi-san. Let’s take details once everyone's asleep. Since you’re here, may I ask for your help in taking them to bed?”
“Of course.”
“Haagh, life with these 3 cute babies, starts now. I’m so excited.”
I closed my eyes with Konno-san’s happy voice being the last thing I heard. And then right before I fell asleep, I feel like I heard another voice.
(You can sleep forever if you want. Goodbye.)
That was unmistakably my voice. With it being the last voice I heard, I lost consciousness.
END
When I tried to finish Kagome's story, it ended up being incredibly long. As a result, it took a lot of time to translate. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting. But I think I managed to create something good. I'm sure Mom and her three babies will live happily ever after.
It's already late January, but I'll say it again: Happy New Year!
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