first thank you for the book recommendation from ZoRRoMoRRo-san desu.
it's really useful and helps me level up with new tricks and knowledge on anatomy by Tako-san's book desu.
just try to warm up and enjoy the artwork a bit desu.
my mental health really went down a lot recently due to the work delay desu.
so I decided to go check what exactly is happening to me desu.
it's something near ADHP procrastinating things desu.
I get easily exhausted and can not focus on the work desu.
I still enjoy reading some new things, workout and sketching while on the public desu.
but when I have to sit in front of my desk to complete my main task, i just can not focus desu.
this work delay things really kills my motivation to complete my task desu.
what I exactly want is to develop desu.
that explains why I waste a lot of time on study
and train instead of complete my work desu.
I gonna try my best to complete my task desu.
really apologize for this stupid delay again desu.
i know that I criticize myself a lot and make myself end up losing confidence and motivation because I want a better standard and what I doing today or this past few months is opposite to what I want Maxi to be desu.
instead of wasting time making an excuse here, i should spend time completing my work but sadly I am still too exhausted to work desu.
what I trying to say is, I will be sure to complete 1 work before this month end desu.
this means I need to accept and confess this as a mistake and need to move on now or I will forever have no motivation to do anything desu.
I want to say failure but let's use mistake instead ne.
I do not plan to make this mistake as part of my reputation for the rest of my life desu.
gonna go to sleep a bit more desu.
today really can not sit straight desu.