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5月から体がすごくつらくなって、病気のせいで体中に電流が走るような感じになったんだ。
ある日は体を動かすのも大変で、それでも意識はあるし、目を開けるのもすごくつらかった。。。動けないとき、体中がむしにかじられているようなビリビリした感覚があって、まるで電気が流れているみたいだった。今年はやっぱり、、、僕にあまり優しくないみたい。自分は甘かったな...
ちょっと予測してみたんだけど、多分秋、北半球だと8月くらいから少しよくなるかも。でもよくならなかったら、本当にダメかもしれない。未来がどうであれ、できる限り自分の命を大事にして生きてくんつもりだよ、たとえ普通の人みたいに生活できなくても。
経済や家庭の事情で、しばらく南半球に行くこともできないんだ。あっちだと自分の療養効果はもっと良さそうだけど。。 だけど...
いまただ耐えて、我慢して、体の調子が少しでも良くなるようにできるだけ進むしかない...
いつも応援してくれてありがとうみんなさん。更新はだんだん少なくなるかもしれないけど、本当にどうしようもないんだよ....頑張ります
今年の夏はたぶんすごく暑くなるだろうね。みんな体に気をつけて、熱中症には気をつけて
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Hello, this is Nejipan.
Since May, my body has been feeling really bad, and because of my illness, it feels like electric currents are running through my whole body.
Some days, even moving is really tough, yet I still have my consciousness, and opening my eyes is extremely painful... When I can't move, I get a tingling sensation all over my body like insects are biting me, almost like electricity is flowing through me. It seems like this year... isn't really being kind to me. I was probably too naive...
I tried to make a little prediction, and maybe in autumn, around August in the Northern Hemisphere, I might feel a bit better. But if I don't, it might really be bad. No matter what the future holds, I intend to take care of my life as much as possible, even if I can't live like a normal person.
Due to financial and family circumstances, I can't go to the Southern Hemisphere for a while. It might be better for my treatment there... But still...
For now, I just have to endure, be patient, and do my best to keep moving so that my body can improve even a little...
Thank you everyone for always supporting me. Updates might become less frequent, but I really can't help it... I'll keep doing my best.
This summer is probably going to be really hot. Everyone, take care of yourselves and watch out for heatstroke.