This month, of this year has been, quite possibly, the most stressful month of my life, lol. So many events all happening at the same time, happening to multiple mebers of my family even. In order, i tried to quit my job, got approved for a house, took back my 2 weeks, went through the headache of the approval process, even having 2 weeks less time to get all that done suddenly, all the while, my car needs to pass a state inspection by the end of this month, which from start to finish may end up costing me a huge total amount to get it fixed up to that point, MEANWHILE my mother hasn't been getting paid due to the government shutdown MEANWHILE we are also MOVING and can't put that on hold either lol. Not to mention the fact i work retail and with the holidays coming up, work is going crazy as well. All this, while trying to wrangle my anxiety and depression on a daily basis. It has been hard, and there's probably stuff i'm forgetting to mention. I don't have the hardest life but good god it has been rough for us lately. I'm writing this, on an actuall chill night for once.