Everyone is over the age of 18
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BEEP BEEP! BEEP BEEP!
And singing above the rhythmic alarm, is my more melodic tune of a ringtone.
“Dah dah dahHhH,” Kai hums in my ear. “I don't think that would wake me up.”
BEEP BEEP! BEEP BEEP! His alarm, wherever it is, is as loud as a fire alarm.
“Turn it off,” I mumble and cover my exposed ear with the blanket.
“It’ll turn off on its own.”
BEEP BEEP! BEEP BEEP!
“Okay, maybe not.” Kai’s warm weight lifts off me and he grunts as he flips over. The alarm continues to sound, actually getting louder as he fishes it out of his shorts.
BEEP BEEP! BEEP –
I breathe a sigh of relief as the aggressive sound finally stops. Kai’s hot skin slides across mine again and he spoons me into place, directing where my legs should go so that he has room.
“You know you can change the ringtone right?”
“Nah, none of that doo doo doo shit. Only real manly sounds here.” The sarcasm from his breath scorches the back of my neck.
Both of our alarms rang at the same time because it's for swim practice, so I knew it was on both of our minds.
“We should get going,” I say and Kai’s arm tightens around my chest.
“5 more minutes.”
“You know how Coach can do too much when we’re late.”
“5 more minutes.” His relaxed weight holds me captive peacefully.
It's not like he's sleeping. In fact, it feels like his body is waking up. With us spooning so close, his breathing moves me, and our limbs adjust and readjust, although every position is its own version of just right.
“Are you still mad at me?” Kai says.
“No. I was never mad.” Him placing his hand on my stomach is oddly intimate, and it makes me want…more.
“Are you still sad then?”
That I have a crush on my straight best friend who will never truly love me the same way?
Story as old as time.
But yes. I'm sad about that.
“No,” I say. “I think it's been 5 minutes now.”
“Let's just skip, dude. We're always there. Jackson has missed like 5 practices and he's still on the team.” Kai’s arm tighten up preemptively around me again, and this time his bare legs intertwine with mine.
“If you want a quickie, you can just ask.” His morning wood pokes at me. We both put on boxers before we fell asleep, but two thin pieces of fabric aren't hiding much. “But we should've done it 5 minutes ago.”
“No, that's not what I'm tryna say. This is just what's going on down there.” My best friend humps into me. “I've got another brain too.” He knocks his forehead onto the back of my skull.
“Ah…” I tremble as his hand glides from my stomach to my thighs, hiking up my boxers.
“I think we should figure this out,” Kai says, giving me a little kiss on the nape of my neck. The scratches the side of his face gives me are just delightful in the morning. “I don't … I don't want you to be hung up on me.”
“Maybe we should stop fucking then.” I arch my back and rub my ass on his hard tool.
“I don't want that either.”
“What do you want?” I tilt my head back and Kai gets the hint that I want him to suck on my neck some more.
“I don't know, man.”
Each time his lips make contact with my skin, it adds to my desire for more connection. I reach back and massage his muscular thigh as we dry hump each other. His breathing becomes more staggered and his hands pull my boxers up until they are basically briefs.
“If we stop fucking, you're going to find someone else to creampie you, right?” His voice is so sexy, low from waking up and laced with jealousy.
“Maybe.” Probably.
“I don't like that,” Kai says simply. He spreads my asscheeks through my boxers and sandwiches his fat cock. “You promised me you wouldn't do that.”
“Yeah, but you can’t be the only one to fuck me forever,” I say, insanely turned on by the feeling of his erection at the door of pleasure. I squirm to pull down my underwear, and Kai’s hand blocks me from going further. “I want it.”
“I know you do.” Kai rubs against me. “But we have to figure this out first.”
“Please?” I moan, grinding back on him. This feels oddly good too, but a deep part of me (and my ass) knows how much better it could be.
“I just don't want to…” Kai pauses thoughtfully. “Nevermind.”
“Tell me,” I pant out. Using his moment of pensiveness, I take off my underwear and am able to get a part of his boxers down too. “Ohh…oh yeah…” His raw meat, slick with anticipation, has a magnetic pull to my hole.
“Fuck, you want my cock so bad.” His dick throbs in my crack.
“Please?” I whine.
“I don't want to share this.” Kai angles his cock correctly.
“Okay! It's yours. Please! AHH!” I cry as his tip walks the boundary of out and in.
“But…that's not… fair to you.”
“Mmm,” I whine. The disappointment of him pulling back at the last minute is real. I flip around and straddle him, placing his cock back at the perfect angle.
“It isn't fair, right?” Kai says. I look at his tousled hair, sticking out on the left side. As comedic as that looked, his blue eyes have a sincere seriousness to them.
“It isn't,” I say, trying to scratch an itch I can't reach with his dick painfully outside of me. “Not when you want to fuck girls left and right.”
“I am not fucking girls left and right. Sheesh.” He gives me his handsome smirk. “There has been one since we started messing around. And you had that one guy too, so we're even.”
“Yeah, but I'm not asking you to stop looking.”
“I'm just trying to look out for you, man.” Kai props himself up on his elbows. “Cause…I care about you, dude. Those guys on the apps don't give a shit about you.”
I lean down and give him a peck on the lips. He stays still, and our lips meld into each other, staying in the realm of gentle kisses until Kai lays down again.
“What would it make fair?” Kai caresses my forearms and brings my hands to his chest. The almost invisible light blond hair warms up my fingers and I feel how hard his heart is beating.
“I mean… if I can't fuck anyone else…then you can't either.”
“We're just straight up gay for each other then.” His eyes sparkle at me.
“I already knew that I’m gay,” I say. “You just didn't believe me.”
“And what am I then?”
“I don't care.” I run my hand through his unruly hair.
“I don't really care either,” Kai says, catching my hand and holding it to the side of his face. “You know…”
“I know,” I say. His eyes are saying it.
“No, let me say it.” Kai swallows. “You know… you know I love you too right, dude? Like…this is special to me too.”
My heart swells, and I want to tear into him and get closer, although we are already skin to skin.
“I have to fuck you now.” I see the energy rise in Kai. “Skip practice?”
“Fuck practice.”