Sooooo fantasy time! Written post basically just means I talk about horny stuff at this point, right? π I've had this persistent remote control toy fantasy for about as long as I can remember. So I'm gonna try my best to put these horny thought into words and describe what it is about remote controlled toys that pushes my buttons :3
I think a lot of the appeal for me boils down to power play. There's just something so alluring about the power contained within the effortlessness of toy control. How the lightest little flick of a finger or push of a button can elicit such powerful reactions.
I just love being at someone's mercy, or having someone at my mercy like that. All flushed and fidgety, trying to anticipate those slight finger movements. The powerlessness of being filled with a vibratable toy, but having no control of when it turns on. Trying to imagine whether it'll draw out moans, whimpers, begs, screams or just a rising crescendo of pleasure. All the while waiting in heart-thumping anticipation...
I kinda like just watching fingers move too.. π I hope this doesn't make me sound weird, but I've definitely developed something of a hand kink! There's so much potential in hands; so much mystery and mischief awaiting a target. Whether its fingertips leisurely working down a buttoned shirt or the brush of a hand over an exposed thigh, my eyes are just drawn to hands. I've always loved watching someone deftly work on something that they're talented at and imagining what they could do if those fingers were unraveling me instead.
But when it comes to toy control, fingers don't just look good moving, they feel good. Every up and down wiggle of a fingertip causes a corresponding ripple of sensation. Every brush a moan. Every swipe a whimper. Every pause a gasp. Watching fingertips becomes more than just a curiosity, it becomes the very way I breathe.
So... yea! Now you know where my depraved thoughts have been wandering tonight :P I'm curled up in bed imagining soft fingertips lazily flicking. The ripples of pleasure and the corresponding moans and whimpers that would spill from my mouth π€€ Just the feeling of power or powerlessness at the slightest lift of a finger... π₯°