Hey everyone!
It feels a lifetime ago but in reality it was last week when I last checked in. After the marketplace announcement I felt really down and had very little motivation to be online and be active here or on Tumblr. I took the entire week off and haven't touched Blender at all. I only did some research on how to do the custom books. Then a started working on the next part which will be the last Quiet Corner set, focusing on a lounge area. I managed to finish a sofa set which I hope will work for living rooms too.
And now, after the official launch of the marketplace I'm in the same place again. Feeling guilty, sad and lacking passion. I feel overwhelmed and tired. I understand the negative feedback but I can't change the past. I want to talk to you all but at the same time I feel really small and afraid to open up. I'm sorry if I caused any negative feelings with my actions, I didn't mean to.
I don't want to loose the connection we have, I like to talk about my thoughts while creating a collection and have your feedback that shapes the end result. I'm trying to be present and answer to everybody but it's hard because on top of the current situation I am extremely introverted. If you decide to leave my community, I understand your desicion and accept it. If you're staying, I am really grateful and thank you!
I'm trying to focus on creating the next part of Quiet Corner and honestly, I really look forward to start something else after it because in a way these negative feelings got connected with this collection and I don't feel the same love for it as before.
Lastly, if you had problems with my CC not showing up after the latest update there should be a hotfix for it now. They messed up something so the game didn't read all package files in the mods folder but today it got fixed. But I still suggest don't update your game if you use mods or CC just to be sure.