The quality of your sleep was terrible. You were in and out… tossing and turning.
When you felt as though you finally got to rest,
hushed whispers woke you up. You rolled just enough to look over your shoulder, Getou was at the door talking to someone… perhaps one of your alphas. You could barely make out what they were saying.
Then you heard a door open and close… the talking stopped abruptly.
“Is Raven okay?” One of the pups spoke loud enough for you to hear them but you couldn’t tell which one was which.
“Did she get hurt by the fire?”
Hearing them made you face the wall, tucking yourself deeper into the makeshift nest Getou made for you. You hated it whenever the pups saw the imperfect side of you. You didn’t want them to see the cracks that you tried so desperately to conceal. You were supposed to be the adult… you were supposed to have your shit together…
Getou replied softly, “She’s fine little ones she didn’t get hurt but she does need some rest.”
Then you heard Gojo say, “Her and Sukuna were just playing a game of tag…but then they had a bit of a…uh disagreement.”
“A disagreement?”
“Yes…kind of like when you guys don’t agree which color is better….”
“Oooh okay. Pink is obvi better.”
“No it’s not-“
The girls started arguing but your alphas hushed them, trying to get them under control.
You appreciated that your alphas didn’t get the girls involved in this. They gave them a light idea of what was going on. But you wondered if they knew what had happened. Did Sukuna tell them? Or perhaps someone listened to your conversation.
“Why don’t we go get something to eat?” Gojo suggested. “Who wants cookies?!”
“I do I do!”
The pups agreed and then the conversation ended as their joyous chatter drifted down the hall.
You heard the door shut with a tiny click, followed by the gentle movements of Getou.
He leaned on the bed placing a kiss on your shoulder, “I’ll let you rest just a second longer, but then you are taking a bath with me alright?”
“Kay…”
Your alpha gave you another kiss, this time on the cheek, before going to run the water.
You took a moment to collect yourself, breathing deeply as you rolled on your back and stared at the ceiling.
When he came back he scooped you out of bed and carried you into the bathroom. He then set you on the toilet seat, taking the time to check the water.
After ensuring the temperature was good, Getou shed the rest of his clothes. He helped you into the tub and got in behind you.
He was silent… while he washed you.
You were rather quiet as well…letting him move your body so he could get you clean.
You wanted to say something but you had no idea what to say… where do you begin to function in a normal manner? How do you get back to your normal?
You felt weird.
You felt like you had caused more distress than your pack needed. Perhaps you overreacted. Maybe all of this could have been avoided if you had made the right choices…
What was the right choice?
Were you in the wrong?
Was Sukuna?
Or perhaps there wasn’t any wrong or right in the situation.
You were two hurt people who just ended up hurting each other even more.
It was painful really.
It made you feel icky and unbelievably uncomfortable.
Mentally and physically.
Thanks omega body and human brain.
A part of you just wanted to sleep. Because at least in your sleep you wouldn’t feel these things. Another part of you just wanted to fast-forward past this. Skip this chapter so you can get back to the good times.
You love Sukuna, and you do not wish to be at odds with him… but then… what do you do? You apologize and then everything is okay? Are you just meant to hope for the best? Hope that Raven, doesn’t take over and murder your pack?
On another thought…
Are the two of you seriously fighting over something that was fucking hypothetical?
Why can’t he just say yes?!
Why can’t you just drop it?!
You heard the shifting of water bringing you out of your thoughts. You had dissociated so hard that you forgot you were in a bathtub with your alpha.
“Are you going to tell me what happened?” Getou sighed smoking his pipe.
You had heard him smoking it last night. He was stressed… for obvious reasons.
You looked at his arm that lay upon the side of the tub, his pipe dancing between his two fingers as he fidgeted.
“With me and Sukuna?” You question already knowing that was what he wanted to know. Duh Sherlock. But it gave you time to gather what you were going to say.
“Yes… between you and Sukuna… and with you… leaving…”
You frowned shifting to look at Getou, he had a hard expression, one that tried to hide what was behind those dark eyes. He was more focused on the leaving part.
“Oh-no I wasn’t going to leave Suguru…”
He didn’t look convinced, “Yet you tried-“
“No-“
“-If he ever… makes you feel that way or if anyone or anything- doesn’t matter…come to us… before you…” He shook his head bringing his thumb to his forehead as he rubbed it in an irritated way. “…You said you wouldn’t…you don’t even know if you could go home. You’d die just like those people I sent and the many others before them.”
“I- I know Suguru, I only threatened Sukuna with that because he pissed me off… I wasn’t going to leave, you know that…” you reached up to place a hand upon his chest, rubbing him in a comforting manner.
“Don’t… scare us like that. When I heard you tried to go home-“
“I wasn’t!”
“I know- now…but at the moment…” Getou breathed deeply, “Why didn’t you talk to us- we were all right here…” he then leaned forward grabbing your face with both hands so you couldn’t look away, “You could have talked to me.”
“I know…I’m sorry… really Suguru… this whole thing was…It was just in the moment… I wasn’t thinking…” You took the time to swallow the lump in your throat closing your eyes as you leaned into Suguru, resting your forehead against his. In your attempt to hurt Sukuna, you had unintentionally hurt Getou and perhaps your other alphas. It was so weird being in a group relationship. Your actions don’t just affect one person. You had four others to think about.
In your quietness, Getou asked, “What did he do?”
“He…” you began, thinking how you should word this. You know Getou just told you to talk to him but if you tell him what Sukuna did then you feel you need to explain the entire situation. Starting with your request. That you were positive would get a big fat boo from all alphas across the board. “…Well…I…I asked him to do something that he didn’t want to do… and he was very upset with me… but that’s not why I got upset… because truthfully he had every right to be mad…but he was just… so mad… so much so that he wouldn’t even kiss me…”
“…What did you ask him to do…?”
“…” You pulled away from Getou, looking elsewhere, the floor was rather interesting. “…I don’t want to say…”
“…If you don’t tell me, then how can I help?” Your alpha rubbed your back, “…Unless you know you were in the wrong?”
You clicked your tongue in anger, “No- I did my diligence… I allowed him to punish me and yet through all of that he wouldn’t even grace me with a fucking kiss!” You finish with a roll of your eyes, reaching for Getou’s pipe, but he moves it out of your reach. “Hey, can I have some?”
The alpha raised his brow, “You allowed him to punish you? Now I know you asked for something naughty.”
You didn’t like that idea. It made you feel like you were in the wrong. You aren’t in the wrong. At least you didn’t think so.
“…” However, you didn’t know what to say. It was just a tough task that everyone wouldn’t understand. Only you understand how important it was.
“…Alright, I’ll let you pass this time…” He took a hit before passing his pipe to you, “…So with what information I have…whatever it was you asked set Sukuna off, and after your noble sacrifice-“
You blew the smoke out in shock at his word choice, “Noble sacrifice?”
“-Sorry- your…hmm” Getou seemed to ponder what to call your… weird exchange.
“After I let him use me as trade- wait that just sounds so weird.” You sighed passing to Getou.
“Look-I was just trying to stop him from destroying the room anymore, he punched a hole in the wall. I thought it would work.”
“Why? Is that how you’d calm Sukuna down in your game?”
“Yes-“ you blinked in bewilderment that Getou had pinpointed exactly where you got the idea from. “-Wait yeah, how did you know?”
“I’m beautiful and smart remember?” He said with a little smirk.
“How could I ever forget…” You say with a hint of playfulness but then you drift a bit as you poke at a bite mark on your leg. It was still a bit tender. “…It worked… in the game… but… I never asked for a kiss…in the game… the omega just… takes it… like a punching bag….with no praise…”
“You have every reason to be upset… but it sounds like it’s mainly because he didn’t kiss and praise you? I know from experience that you can enjoy a rough touch. Was it too rough?”
You slowly shrug, “I don’t know this was different… like it was rough and it wasn’t bad… but I just…needed that comfort… to know even if he’s mad at me… he still…he still loves me…but he couldn’t even give me that…especially with how… he was with me…I just… wanted a little aftercare…”
You felt Getou shift but before you could turn around you felt his lips upon your shoulder, where you also had a tender bitemark. He then moved to the next nearest one which was on your arm… and so forth…
His lips were gentle as they touched your skin. And though he had no healing powers, his affection felt as though it was doing wonders.
A soft purr left you. It was the slight comfort that you had been begging for the comfort you wanted from Sukuna.
You were fine with him biting you and fucking you but you wish he had kissed them all better after he was done…
Now it was like Getou was your comfort.
It was bittersweet. Tears dotted your vision.
Why couldn’t he just do this? Was it that hard or did you just hurt him that badly?
When Getou finished with the marks on your upper body, he wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you closer.
He brought your face to his, and he kissed your tears away while he murmured, “You shouldn’t have to ask for a kiss…you should be spoiled…” He added before he trailed his way to your lips.
It was sweet and purposeful.
It wasn’t filled with lust, his cock wasn’t even hard.
It was exactly what you were searching for.
Your eyes fell closed, as you enjoyed the way his lips fit against yours so perfectly. You felt starved of this kind of affection. When he pulled away from you, you had leaned more into him, weaving your fingers into his long silky hair.
“More…kiss me more Suguru…please…”
And so your alpha did.
He would kiss you in such a way that your stomach would flutter so excitedly.
It was slow…
In a sensual kind of way.
Like he wanted to feel every part of your lips.
His hands moved to your breast, fingers rubbing your nipples in slow circular motions, until they were nice and perky.
He was eager to please, but took his time doing so.
His lips move against yours in a methodical rhythm. His tongue touched yours so teasingly. Never diving in to devour but just enough to have you moaning for more.
You arched your back giving him more access because surely that’s why he was being such a tease. You could feel his cock growing hard on your back, the way it throbbed, told you how much he wanted to be in you.
So you had to show him you were ready for the next treat.
Pulling his hair he gasped and you took the initiative to deepen the kiss. Your alpha groaned feeling your tongue tangle around his own.
That was just the spark he needed.
He trailed his hand down your stomach, trying to take this slow… but once his fingers got between your legs, they worked swiftly.
“Ah~!” You gasped, your thighs squeezing around his arm- showing some sort of restraint but the way you rocked into Getou’s hand threw all of that out of the bathroom.
“Mm…” Getou hummed, reaching down to open your legs so he could get a better angle. His fingers thrust inside you quickly, causing you to leave his lips so you could cry his name-
“Suguru~!” You moaned slapping your hands on the sides of the tub, throwing your head back.
“Scream my name some more baby, I never get tired of hearing it.” The alpha chuckled switching the pace from fingering you to pulling out and rubbing your clit.
The switch had you twitching and groaning. The two different sensations building you up for your release.
You wanted to shout his name but you also wanted his lips as well- you didn’t know what you wanted more. So you greedily took both options. Yanking your alpha down by his hair and gasping his name against his lips every flick and thrust of his fingers.
You were so close-
But out of nowhere Getou pulled from you and stopped.
“What-what’s wrong why did you stop?” You question with a hint of disappointment.
Getou’s gaze was on the door, “Shh shh…” the alpha hushed you listening for something.
Once it was quiet you could hear the distant knocking on the room door.
“Oh… I hear it.”
Getou released a little growl, “Think that’s them trying to tell us to hurry up.”
“Here, I can help you wash your hair- ai-!” You went to grab the shampoo but your alpha lifted you out of the water and stepped right out.
“Bend over.” He pointed to the sink and smacked your ass sending you to it.
“Wait- what about your hair?” You questioned (doing exactly as you were told-clearly ready for a good dicking).
“Fuck it.” Getou bent down and unplugged the drain, the water began to gurgle loudly as it left the tub. The alpha was over within a flash, feeling for how wet you were. “You think you can take me or do you need a little more?” He pushed two fingers inside, making you groan.
“I-I can take it, hurry~.” You pressed against the sink, trying to lift your hips so he could finish what he started.
Your alpha removed his fingers, using what he got from you to spread over his cock. He then lined himself up, his tip slipping around your cunt. But once you felt pressure you heard a weird sound from the tub.
You both looked as the sound of something clanking rang loud then disappeared.
“Was that the-“
“Are you fucking kidding me-“
“Wait nooo, my bad I had it last, it must have slipped from my hands.” You tried to apologize, but Getou just grabbed your chin, to pull you back so he could kiss you.
He then made you look at yourself. You were both dripping wet, bodies slipping against each other.
“This…” He pressed into you making you groan. He moaned watching the lewd face you were making as his cock popped inside you. “…yeah… this is my focus right now…taking care of my omega.”
“Ooo~.” You sighed, feeling the stretch. You had said you were ready but perhaps you did need a little bit more.
A deep growl rumbling from Getou’s chest when he realized that there was not enough lubricant for him to get in easily. “Darling you’re so-mm-tight- I thought you said you were ready for me?”
“I-I didn’t realize oh~ just keep inching in and out it feels good…” You pushed up a so you could twist around, “…just kiss me while you do it please…”
Getou did as you requested without hesitation. He kissed you sweetly, with a possessive hand around your throat and the other hiking your leg up. He rolled against you, pushing in and out slowly, getting you off on just the tip of his cock.
You released a groan, feeling like an orgasm was about to hit you.
“You about to cum from just the tip?” Getou teased, moving quicker now.
“Mm~I-I’m sensitive-“ You released another groan. You couldn’t believe you were about to cum from Getou fucking you with just a portion of his dick.
“I know-and I love it-“
There wasn’t much else you could say but groan to your hearts' content. Your tongues were a tangle mess again and before you knew it you were cumming, toes curling as you trembled from the pleasure.
Your moans were swallowed by Suguru but if his tongue wasn’t busy down your throat then you would have been shouting in pure bliss. His cock slipped in deeper in deeper with each time you fluttered and relaxed. Your juices making things a lot easier.
You were in heaven, his cock fit you so perfectly, so snug- like he was made for you. Once he was in he could move a lot better, but he still kept a slow pace until you were wetting him more.
He hit all the right places as he sloshed in and out of you. Your makeout sensation was so messy that there was saliva running down your chins, along with the water that you neglected to dry off.
You then heard another round of knocks causing your alpha to release an irritated growl. He smacked from your lips to shout, “We will be out in a minute!”
“W-we should- ah oh fuck- h-hurry Getou.” You spoke as your head lolled, your body drooped in a pleasurably drunk state.
“I know… but I wanted to enjoy this beautiful site…” Getou moved his hand from your neck so he could grab your other leg. Tossing your legs in the air you let out a squeal being pierced upon Getou’s cock. “-Look how you take your alpha, you are doing so well darling.”
You blinked toward the mirror, to see what he was talking about.
The lewd view of your coupling had you whining in bliss.
Now you could see what the buzz was about.
Watching Suguru strong-arm you while he threw you up and down on his cock was such a beautiful thing to witness. His arms tensed and his eyes were locked on you through the mirror. You don’t know how you could get double fucked by his eyes and his physical cock.
You also looked damn good taking it. Breasts jumping and cunt wheeping.
You cried as you watched and you gushed even more on him, it was like the leak to the dam. A trickle of what was cumming.
Getou groaned in pleasure, his voice raspy as he spoke, “You like that dirty girl? You like watching me fuck you?”
“Y-yes oh my-“ You cried unable to hold it back- not like you tried. But within your moment you had a single cell that screamed some logic. “Ah~ G-Getou no knot-!” You had to say it swiftly as the alpha released an irritated hiss.
It was like it pained him to pull you off last minute before he came.
It was so last-minute minute in fact, his cum flicked out of you and painted the mirror, the sink, and the floor.
The unfortunate event made your alpha grumble, “I really… wanted to watch my cum fill you…”
You let out a soft laugh, “Yes I know, you have quite the kink for mirrors.”
Your alpha set you down as he got towels to clean up. “Me? A mirror kink? You must have the wrong alpha?” He grinned while wiping his cum up.
“Oh yes~ Mr mirror above his bed.” You chuckle wiping up your slick and some of the cum that got on the floor. You would hate for housekeeping to have to clean this up.
Once you were done you looked up to see Getou had already finished cleaning but now he was looking at you with… a very interesting smile.
“What?”
“You know about my mirror above my bed, yet you've never been in my den?”
You let out a little snort, “I know a lot of things about you guys remember?”
“Yes…” Getou rubbed his chin thoughtfully, his eyes lowering ever so slightly, “…and you know about our kinks… and how we deal with things sexually… this game you played seems quite intimate for just a simple adventure quest. If we weren’t fighting as much as we do now, what the hell was your game even about?”
You nearly died- right there on the spot. From cardiac arrest.
Getou was way too smart for his own good. How dare he be as smart as he is beautiful!
“It- it was a- a like omega game! So some stuff was said in passing- I think the door is still going I think it’s knocking-“
“The door is knocking?”
“YES, IT'S KNOCKING!”
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Getou had continued to tease you as you got ready to go. He asked more questions.., too close to home questions. He wa sin the house… the call was coming from in the house…
They will never let this down if they find out that you were in fact a shameless undercover slut. That played lewd games with THEM starring in it. And the main goal literally being to get them to like you- OH THE HORROR!
Besides how horrifying all that was…
It was a nice distraction… it distracted you enough to the point you were laughing leaving his room but then when you saw your destroyed room you were reminded of last night.
And snap back to reality.
“Everything will be fine.” Getou commented as he stood next to you, staring into your room. “…Is that your shadow magic there?”
“Hm? Yeah… I guess my shadow magic comes and goes when I’m emotionally distressed. I didn’t even realize I was using my shadowform… but it’s a good thing I didn’t smack into the wall when I jumped through it… that would have been hella embarrassing…” Your lip twitches up to a little frown, your comment was an attempt to make this situation any lighter in your mind.
“Aye!” Gojo shouted down the hall. “I’ve been knocking on your door for hours!”
Getou waved him off, “Let’s not be so dramatic Gojo.”
The two of you walked toward him and you noticed how his eyes moved to you swiftly, they lightened up a bit as if he were surprised to see you before him.
“Hey…” he reached up to grab your arm, “…You okay?”
“Yes…” you pat his hand gently, “I’m fine Gojo… we can talk a bit later okay?”
The alpha nodded, “You scared me… Sukuna had said… You were trying to run away heh, I bet he felt really dumb when he saw the truth. You wouldn’t do that!” Your alpha had almost a crazed look in his eyes despite the smile on his face.
Oh boy.
You really awaken some yandere feelings huh?
You shook your head, “I wasn't going anywhere Gojo.”
Getou had noticed Gojo’s attitude as well, “Yes Sukuna is also quite dramatic isn’t he? The two of you have that in common.”
“I know right? Anyway, it’s time to go and the two of you are in big trouble with Nanami fyi.”
“What?!” You and Getou spoke at the same time.
“Don’t turn me into a dokko I’m just the messenger~.” Gojo held his hands up and then tucked them behind his head as he walked backward and spoke. “He said something like this is the second time the two of you have behaved in such a way yada yada something something.” The last part he used his hand like a puppet mimicking Nanami speaking.
“Great.” You sighed. Now Nanami was upset with you?
“I doubt he’s really upset.” Getou commented looking toward you. “He would understand after I talk to him.”
You nodded your head thinking that perhaps you should talk to him… you don’t know what his thoughts were on this whole thing.
You begin to think about how you should start that conversation but when you walked out of the inn… your eyes landed right on Sukuna. It was like heat-seeking missiles. He was on his horse, as was everyone else ready to go. Toji was next to him, the two seemed to have been having a conversation before you got outside.
“Good morning Raven!” The pups called, not at all aware of the secret situation going on. They just think you and Sukuna are mad at each other because he liked pink and you liked purple.
You force your lips up into a smile and raise your hand to wave, “Good morning girls!” Your voice sounded almost foreign to your ears. The disconnect could only be noticed by those who knew you.
Your eyes bounced back toward Sukuna and Toji.
Toji forced on a smile and then waved at you but Sukuna did nothing. Instead, he averted his gaze.
And yeah that felt like a missile just exploded on you.
You gave Toji a little smile before looking toward Nanami who was bringing over your horse.
”We must go.” Your blonde’s tone was gentle, so you could only assume he wasn’t truly upset with you and Getou.
“Thank you alpha…sorry for being late.”
“We will talk later.”
Great.
You had a lot of talks lined up.
Seriously this whole ordeal caused you more trouble than it was worth.
Next time you will do your best to not act so drastically.
“We had cookies for breakfast!” Mimiko smiled.
“Did you now?” You question as you all began to move.
…
Leaving the village was slow, because you had to get around all the bustling villagers.
During that time you listened to the pups talk.
You did your best to speak more than ‘oh’ ‘ahuh’ and ‘wow’ but you had so much on your mind.
99 problems and all of them are due to men…
Starting with…
Sukuna… do you just apologize and keep it moving?
Gojo… you gotta make sure he knows that you weren’t actually going to leave… he knows that right?
Toji… did Sukuna tell him the truth? He of all people would probably be on Sukuna’s side especially considering his past.
Getou… you think he’s on to you and knows you played a naughty game with them in it…
And then there was Choso…What the fuck were you going to say to him? And how the hell eas your pack going to handle the alpha-beta man that may or may not have feelings for Raven?!
May Tengen help you…
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Chef Note: The chef did NOT have a good day today. Like the week started off good and jsut continually got worse throughout the week for whatever reason and then today happened and I was like Oh wow thanks 🥹.
Despite me having a bad week day or month I’m always looking toward the future and hoping for better. My friend had to pick me up during one of these bad days and when I got in the car it was silent and then she played the one Megan the stallion song where she says “Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday bad bitches have bad days too 😭” and we both started laughing because she was having a crap time too so it was nice to be able to laugh about it and move on.
And now I think about that and just always try to make the next day better.
So I cried for half the day and then wiped those tears and flicked them away and then got to finishing up this chapter.
Getou comfort soup was apparently the thing I needed because I feel a lot better now 😌.
I hope this meal helped your day be just a little bit brighter if anything 🖤👩🍳
Now I’m going to finish replying to comments ^=^~