If you've been here long enough, you've heard me talk about this before. It's always around this time of year I get restless.
This summer I allowed myself some time off from creating, although I did still do plenty of work intermittently (dropping on OF this month and next). But I did allow myself to also just enjoy some of my travels and not have to be working all the time. That was nice, it felt good.
Since I've been back home in Brooklyn however, I have felt restless and, if I'm being totally honest, depressed. I didn't even clock it as depression until my therapist pointed out what it sounds like. I did a lot of work on myself this year, on the inside. On my heart, I suppose. But I'm not cured, nope.
I haven't felt very motivated to take photographs at all lately. I just feel uninspired. I did a couple recent shoots that turned out okay, but maybe...I'm just getting too old for this? Maybe I'm not a real artist anymore, maybe I should give up. Like I said, if you've been here a while, you've heard this before haha!
Anyways, thanks for letting me vulnerable for a second. Make sure to check out my previous post to this one, it has a free OF link. The videos I did with Corwin Prescott and Vauntastic this summer is not to be missed! And we also took some INCREDIBLE Ellon Von Unwerth inspired farm photos, and those will get posted here for sure.
Thanks for your patience and kindness as always while I am feeling kind of down. You all keep me going, and that's a fact. Thank you.