[M4A] I want my mouth on you. [RAMBLEFAP] [Intense oral fixation] [C*mplay] [Spitting] [Fingersucking] [Spitting on c*ck] [Lube+drool mix] [...Nippleplay?] [Hyper-focused on a kink] [Eating my own c*m] [Kiss me kiss me kiss me] [Begging] [Extremely wet] [Need you to c*m in my mouth so damn bad] [Making out] [Deep kisses] [3DIO] [Countdown] [Intense orgasm] [Stupid horny but so much laughing (sorry)] [Huge load] [So much c*m…]

I really needed this specific fixation tonight…I hope you don’t mind. I thought maybe I should just handle this by myself since I was pretty set on this in particular and because sound wise I was worried the kink might be a bit too intense for the mic to be constantly picking up all these wet sounds. But after debating, (And honestly getting pretty impatient...so maybe the horny won over…) I got really excited thinking about doing this with you. So here we are. Now this audio exists. While I decided to just go for it, please do read the tags to make sure you are aware of what is in here since it’s present throughout the entire session. I don’t think it's a crazy niche or super out there kink wise but I do apologize for being absolutely down right filthy in this…Because yeah. I just really needed to scratch a particular itch that night. 

I always get butterflies in my stomach when recording a ramble, both from nerves and excitement. While I am getting more comfortable that’s for sure, I still get flare ups of feeling so fucking shy about what I’m actually doing, you have no idea haha. Whether it's in the moment itself, right after, or even now writing this to you and revisiting my feelings, sometimes my confidence in posting these falters. (Don’t worry too much though, I’m sure you can tell I also get really cheeky and excited to share too haha.) I don’t know how to explain it that well  but I guess I get this weird contradiction of, “Wow showing off to you is really hot to me and it makes the experience so much more intense and fun/I can’t wait to see your reaction to it” to “Wow is this weird?/hot enough?/too awkward?/too all over the place?/the intimacy of it all is a bit overwhelming sometimes…” Not too sure if any of that makes sense but yeah my mind can sometimes run off with all those thoughts. Regardless, throughout the mess of all those feelings though, I know I can always ground myself by remembering I’m really fucking lucky to have a place where I can feel safe (and excited) enough to do this with you. I’m so lucky I get to have my fun with you in this sort of intimate setting because you still respect, listen, and follow my boundaries. I really appreciate knowing that. And at the end of the day, I hope you know that I’m so fucking grateful for you. Truly. I love feeling good with you, darling. Thank you for helping me keep this place healthy, comfy, and kind. I just hope these rambles are good enough to be placed alongside my fully produced content haha. Sometimes I feel like they might be out of place...

By the way, because well…It’s all an one take, I realize that the pacing on this might be suppperrr fucked on this ramble specifically. Man. I always worry about that. I don’t know if I can ever not worry about this. Might be my perfectionism kicking in and I know I should try not to be anxious about it since it’s not a scripted audio but it’s just really hard haha…Because yeah, while it’s not supposed to have a structure at the end of the day, I get a little worried about just how much fucking around and laughing I get up to in this one. For some reason I was extra fucking giggly in this?? …There might be a polarizing shift between me being super into it then suddenly me being stupidly silly. Might be a bit of whiplash…I’m so sorry about that, sweetheart. Just keep that into account for your own pacing haha. On another note, I did remember the assurances about it being okay to yap at the start of these so I ended up taking you up on that and talked for a good amount at the beginning. But if it’s maybe too long or you want to skip that, I think things start to heat up around 10 minutes or so? Just in case, the yapping is too yappy for you.

Also, I thought I’d mention, I’m really sorry for those who thought the teaser was alluding to me fingering…back there. I thought it would be kind of cute to show that I was trying (and failing cause I got too damn giggly) out something slightly new. I didn’t really think it would be perceived as me fingering my ass in a ramble. In hindsight, I can see it now lol. While I’m not adverse to anal at all, (I find it really hot) I definitely think that takes way more prep for me to do then just casually slip in a finger in. If I do decide to let you see what I’m like when I do that, I just wanted to say I’ll definitely let you know right at the start of the ramble, yeah? Just thought I’d bring this up since I saw that floating around and I don’t want to accidentally make you too excited by the possibility of that happening in this audio.

Anyways, I’m really rambling under this ramble. I’m sure you already have plenty to take in with this 40 min audio…and now this long ass description. So I’ll cut it here for now.

Love you, sweetie. Thank you again for making me feel loved and safe. I can only hope I do the same for you. 

P.S. Even though this helped…God, I'm still craving a good making out session right now honestly. My mood for kissing for long hours on end is unfortunately still so so high…augh.

P.S.S. By the way, I also ended up getting a good shot when taking those photos I mentioned in the audio. So my Amore Tier has a spicy photoset release alongside this Ramble audio too! Though, it was kind of megafucked trying to get a good pic/angle/shot, so hopefully even though the quality isn’t up to what I try to make my photosets now in days, I hope you still like it. I couldn’t snap my 300+ emotional support throwaways…I’m used to being able to do that but because it was too quite literally too messy and I was still on the audio with you, I couldn’t take photos for too long...