Dear Elvis,
This whole teacher-student situation is really exhausting me. I mean I do not want my relationship with Mr. Nils to keep going like this, like so monotonous. I know it is not exactly appropriate to have a different kind of relationship with a teacher. But Mr. Nils is 25, he is not that old. He is only six years older than me. So I feel like it should not be such a big deal... Anyway Elvis, we can talk about this on another page.
“Good day, Mr. Nils, hello everyone” etc... That kind of thing just is not enough. I want to touch him. I cannot focus on my classes because I keep thinking about it. I need to solve this problem, especially because I want that beautiful, shiny, semi transparent cloak. (At least I have an excuse)
For about three days now, I have been following Mr. Nils. I found his place: A nice, cozy apartment.
After work, he does not meet anyone or go out. The only time he leaves is to take out the trash before going to bed. Tonight I am going to wear my nicest dress and go to his place around that time and act like it is all a coincidence. What will I say? Whatever comes to mind in that moment. The important thing is that he sees me like that.
Maybe the reason he is so lonely is because he is new to the Academy. In terms of experience he does not seem that far ahead of me. The fact that he is a bit withdrawn socially only makes me more drawn to him.
He is so sweet... Sometimes I hate the Shadow Dynasty but the idea of a "male servant" does not sound that unreasonable. I would feed him with my own hands, wash him with soap, make him smell nice, hold him and sleep next to him all day. A plush servant, haha! (...)
I am sorry Elvis, I got carried away with my feelings again. Part of me feels guilty. Am I betraying you right now..?
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You and Mr. Nils hold completely different places in my heart, so please do not be upset.