We were talking about how my boobs probably bring up the average bra size of any town that I drive into. 😭 They're that big of a statistical anomaly.
Not sure if congrats or condolences are in order 🥺
What's worse is that I feel like my breasts are actually causing me to crave certain foods recently. Been going through bags of avocados🥑🥑 ..
At least they're healthy? Not sure if massive natural sources of fat are good for my jiggly issues tho, but they've been helping with the lethargy....
It makes me feel like I'm pregnant. But I'm not pregnant, I'm...sick?
My doctor calls what's happening to me, a condition.
Makes me feel freakish. Other than. Not one of the normal group. My breasts growing so big that I'm not really counted in normal society.
When somebody calls you one in a million it's supposed to be a good thing. 😑
When someone calls you "the boob girl" behind your back but loud enough for you to hear, it doesn't bring up a lot of 'special' feelings.
My endocrinologist and primary care doctor have both corroborated that my feelings of being tired are definitely because my breasts are growing.
I've had little pains, little tingly pains in my extremities as well. My feet having a stinging sensation for a second, as well as my fingers.
Definitely not normal for my age. I'm not saying I've been super scientific about it, but snacking on avocados seems to help. I don't know. 🤦🏻♀️Maybe it's in my head.
Not helping my breasts slow down though.
They feel softer than last week. Bigger, but softer.
My breasts are overwhelmingly glandular, so when I squeeze them, about 2 in deep they feel like chicken breast, but I feel like I've been adding to the fat part. Stupid avocados.
When I leave them uncovered, like in the pic above, the way they jiggle as I walk now is wild. Literally like, loosely filled water balloons filled with pudding.
Makes me feel lewd even just walking around the house with no one looking. I used to hate how they just seem to be fattening up without any real reason, but at this point I'm just here for the ride.
At least for this week, I'm done with shaming myself over them.
I know they're too big, I know they need to stop growing, I know that I'm causing a stir just by existing. But today, Im gonna be proud.
Earlier today I got a message on Inst from an African woman who also has Gigantomastia. I don't want to say who it is, but, her breasts are actually a decent amount larger than mine.
Her message was very complimentary and made me feel less alone. Made me feel less like I'm on the verge of tears, sitting at my own lunch table, boobs spreading out and making it hard to even eat without tears falling on my stupid tiddz and food.
In some metaphoric way, it felt like she sat next to me, her boobs hitting the table proudly. Lol.
Like
"I don't care who hears, I'm allowed to exist, exactly as I am."
Felt nice.
I should mention that I am making this all a bit more ridiculous to play into y'all's boob kinks, but I enjoy that I can kinda tow both lines. :)
Anyway, I'm also gonna be making a $50 tier for a weekly group chat. Not sure what day that will be on yet, but just prepping y'all for more boob focused slice of Life content and actual group chats.
I'm thinking morning east coast America times work best for me but I know a lot of y'all work. Will figure it out.
More booby measurements coming soon. It's a pain to get them but will happen. Don't worry.
Also thinking of writing maybe one post every month from the perspective of my boobs. Thought it might be a nice writing exercise pretend that I know what they want and then kind of right from there. I picture them like, idk, greedy fat twins. Lol
Anyway just random thoughts.
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