I don’t know how to explain this without sounding a little… broken? Or maybe just very online. But I’ve been noticing something weird lately, something I can’t really shake even though I kind of wish I could.
There’s this feeling — this glimmer of greed that hits me when I see myself like this.
I wore that purple tank top yesterday. The same one from the video. It still stretches like a champion, but I swear I heard it whisper “help” when I pulled it down. My boobs looked obscene in it. I mean, they always do now, but something about that top just... frames the absurdity. My entire torso is just boob. From sternum to belly button, and then past that. Just volume. Mass. Gravitational water balloons of fat, flesh, gland, and growth.
I turned side to side to side, filming some slow shots, watching the slow hemispheric movement of oceanic ripple and lag of movement. The delay between my body turning and my breasts catching up with the decision . A kind of tidal tiddy inertia that feels hypnotic.
I filmed a little clip of them bouncing gently after I shifted my weight, and when I watched it back?
I didn't have the kind of shame that I usually get looking at my bosom. I'm often conflicted about their size and growth, and the feeling that comes from looking at them is often worry.
Worry about how big they are and how big they might get, but I didn't get that worry. Looking back at this video.
I wanted ...more?
More jiggle, more lag, more inertia, and I don't know why.
Maybe it's the constant social media messages, maybe it's the fact that every poll I've ever done has left my fans telling me that yes, there's no such thing as too much, and maybe I'm just exhausted with feeling like another ounce of boob is way more than enough. Maybe I'm, sometimes, getting comfortable with growing.
And that’s the part that scares me.
Because I should/could be panicking, right? They’re 15 PLUS pounds each, at least. Every step is a negotiation with sensitive doughy blimps. Driving’s a nightmare, walking fast is titty jiggle city, and sleeping comfortably is a fat breast physics puzzle. I literally pulled a neck muscle this week trying to put on a bra.
And yet… when I saw the video, my first thought wasn’t “This has to stop.” It was ... Embarrassingly...
“Imagine if...they...were BIGGER 😬.”
Imagine if I just said yes to dessert.
Yes to cheesecake, pizza, soy milk, pumping, and a sedentary life of breast based content creation"
My inner fit feminist is screaming.🙃
I feel like some rogue hormone carved a room in my brain and moved in, redecorated, started whispering things like “Just a bit more wouldn’t hurt” and “You’re already huge — what’s another few pounds?”
POUNDS? I was struggling when they were half this size, now some part of my subconscious is saying ' maybe a few more pounds of tit would suit you well' ?
I wasn’t going to post this video at first.
It’s literally just me, turning from side to side in this absurdly tight purple tank. But something about the way my chest moves now — the way it jiggles, wobbles, surges with this obscene inertia — it feels like I’ve crossed into full post-boob life. My body doesn’t even feel like mine sometimes. It feels… pregnant. Not with a child — no. Just with breasts. Heaving, hormonally deranged, glandular growth sacks that are eating up my frame.
And I KNOW it’s too much. It's not a debate there. I know I’m carrying over 30 pounds of pure tiddz. You can see it in the video — how turning a few degrees in either direction pulls the weight late. And yet, watching it back, my stomach did this weird flutter thing. Like… god, that’s a lot. That’s too much. Not enough too much though. Do I really need to walk?
That’s what boob greed feels like to me. It’s not just about size — it’s the absurdity. It’s the hypnotic pull of watching my own chest behave like twin pudding-filled sentient beanbags and not wanting to stop it. It’s the way even a single pound of weight gain doesn’t go to my thighs or my arms or my face anymore — it goes straight to the boobs. Even a fraction of a pound gets metabolized into more mammary mass, more density, more strain against the seams of my top. And part of me is screaming in worry — about posture, about mobility, about waking up one day and not being able to tie my shoes, or see my shoes, or need my shoes.
But the other part? She’s watching the video and biting her lip. She’s curious. She’s not ready to call it quits. She can't get a reduction anyway... So maybe if I can't even choose smaller, I might as well choose bigger.
I call it my "post-boob life". Because there was a time when my chest was part of my body. Now it feels like my body is the support system for my chest. My torso is just… scaffolding. An unworthy host for two corpulent, gloriously overstimulated monuments to whatever glitchy biological script I’m stuck running. A genetic loop of “just one more cup size” over and over and over again.
So I posted the video. Because I want to remember what I looked like before whatever happens next. And because I know I’m not the only one out there watching this transformation with a mix of terror and awe. If you feel that strange little tug of boob greed too — that nervous laugh, that “what if” — you’re not alone. For today, I'm with you.
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Oh, so I'm keeping the patreon up. I think I'll post content to here and Fanvue. If one gets taken down for being lewd I'll just move over to the other.
I'm also taking on commissions for writing custom. Kink stories related to the themes I explore on this blog. Message me if interested.
Thanks for being here even though I can never keep a schedule. I am trying to make my content worth it for y'all.
-Plushy 🍈😅🍈