We truly regress the moment we stop going forward. I know it's quite a lot, two experimental posts in a row.
I won't lie to you, partly it's because the freedom you experience every time you change the model to something completely new brings a massive love for it and inspires you massively. I just feel great joy trying out new stuff, I'm here not to just make porn but make stuff in general, otherwise I just wither out and turn into husk. I need this for myself as well.
Without something to shake my own perception on the styles I use, it gets not just mundane, but you just stop seeing the good stuff. So these posts, days like today while making this during my work in the office (even though I'm an engineer) is what allows me to just continue what we have here. Freshens me up a little.