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Sumika Shiun stared at herself in the bathroom mirror of her academy dormitory. The silence was absolute, broken only by the low hum of the air conditioning. For months, she had felt that her long hair was a constant reminder of the expectations others placed upon her. The industry, the fans, the mentors—they all expected her to be the "perfect idol," but she felt like nothing more than a doll with a beautiful mane.
"I need to start from zero," she whispered, her voice devoid of hesitation.
She didn't call a stylist. She needed this to be a purely personal act. With a pair of sharp sewing scissors, she began the process. First, she chopped her hair to just below her shoulders—a simple, functional short haircut. But as she looked in the mirror, she didn't feel relief; she felt she was still only halfway there.
She picked up a comb and, with precise but cold movements, transformed what was left into a sleek, styled pixie cut. She looked modern, even professional, but she was still "Sumika the Idol." That style wasn't enough to break the image everyone had of her.
Her eyes drifted toward the electric clippers she had bought that afternoon. This was the final step. The ultimate sacrifice.
Sumika positioned the clippers at the very center of her forehead. She closed her eyes for a moment, took a deep breath, and with a firm movement, pulled the blade straight back. The sound of the motor was deafening in the small bathroom. A bald strip cutting right down the middle of her head appeared like a furrow in a field of snow. That track of exposed skin was the first step toward her new identity.
From there, there was no turning back.
She let the clippers devour the rest of her hair. The sound of metal against her scalp was hypnotic, almost therapeutic. She cleared the sides, then the nape, until the dark locks covered the bathroom floor like a carpet of forgotten memories.
When she finally finished, Sumika looked at herself again. The girl staring back wasn't an idol molded by others; she was raw, unadorned—a shaved head that radiated a confidence she had never possessed before.
She ran her hand over her bare scalp, feeling the stubble. For the first time in her career, Sumika Shiun wasn't acting. She felt light, free from the pressure of her public image. She was ready for the stage—not to be looked at, but to finally be heard.