This time I only added two animations and two images.
I agreed to do the Mei animation as a commission because it's the same as the Kiana animation, it's not a complete animation itself.
There are no changes to the link this month; it will remain the same.
Sorry for the poor quality and quantity of this month's content. The renders I made earlier this month couldn't be R-18, and I made several, and I was absent for almost a week as well.
I have it written in the welcome messages, but I'll say it again:
You don't need to subscribe every month (I know some people don't, but there are others who do). I appreciate your support, but I recommend subscribing for one month and then, after a few months, subscribing again. In the end, you can access to all the old content.
You don't need to read this, but if you want to know the reason for my absence on Twitter, here it is:
Lately, I've been feeling terrible about what I do, but not just about nsfw, but all renders in general.
I was starting to think I hadn't learned anything about this, that I wouldn't achieve anything. I looked at other people's work and believed I'd never be able to achieve anything like that. Along with this, personal thoughts began to emerge, which ultimately dampened my mood. My motivation plummeted for a few days, so I was absent from Twitter for almost a week.
I'm starting to feel better, so I started posting again.
I don't think it matters that much, that's why I didn't say anything there, although it does influence the content I make.
I never thought I'd think things like this.
Thinking like this is... stupid.