Just wanted to make an update post but also talk about other stuff too. Its been a year and some change now since everything happened and I took a step back from social media, and its been half a year since I'd deleted my server and discord and cut the socializing online altogether. I'm in a better place to talk about things or talk in general so id like to talk about em. When it comes to art I still do enjoy it, to the fullest. When everything happened my first thought was like okay I cant draw anymore, its over. If I'm not mistaken in my big twitter post or posts on here I talked about how I wanted to stop drawing or quit all this. I just kind of figured I had no choice but to stop.Felt like I really fucked up everything over the last like 8 years and I had to give it up. Was watching a lot of close friends leave me, and the anxiety was getting worse just seeing something I did years ago bite me in the ass so hard then. So my plan was to just draw till I'd figured out something else. Took a ton of comms to help me pay for some therapy and it helped me learn to live with my mistakes, and be a better person yknow.A year later I'm here and I've given it some thought. I'd like to try and post on social media again? I know that probably sounds crazy but i was thinking about throwing a post up on twitter and seeing how it goes. I wanted to update yall first because you're the ones who care enough to be supporting me for so long which means the world to me of course but also helps give me the confident thoughts of "hey maybe people do miss my art".It's my passion and I don't want to throw away something I care about for people who could care less about me. I don't want to base anything I do on others opinions. I've run away from everything for long enough I need to have more confidence.If people cant see that I've changed so be it but if there's people out there still willing to support me and my art or forgive me and give me another chance then I wanna let them know I'm still here creating.That's all this was about really. We'll see how posting goes, big chance nobody cares at all. Sorry if all this is a little messy I've been trying to put these words together for a while now it can be hard trying to get it right.Wanted to also say thanks for all the support, not even just the last year but the last like 8 or almost 9 now if you've been around that long.Plenty more art to draw, love yall. on a side note im going to change the names of the patreon tiers soon, just to the dollar amounts, cause i made the names when i was like 22 lol nothing they offer will change though.