Actually, after the last post, I feel even worse. Now I not only feel like a lousy content creator, but also like a whiner.Still, don't worry, this post wasn't meant as a hint that I'm planning to leave. At least for now, I don't have any thoughts like that. It's more just a stream of consciousness, a desire to speak my mind. Maybe it's even just a selfish wish to get some support, like, 'No! That's not true, you're amazing! We love your content!' just to stroke my fragile ego.I'm probably being quite open, maybe even too much, and I'm not sure how appropriate these reflections are when I'm just an ordinary creator of porn pictures. Maybe even this self-flagellation is just a way to evoke pity, I don't even understand myself how sincere this is.Anyway, I'm not quitting, everything's fine. Sorry for cluttering up Patreon with garbage posts again