My depression got so severe during the As January started, that I have recently stayed away from computers and the Internet.
I put everything down, spent about two weeks doing nothing, and connected to the Internet again today.
If I take medicine, I can't do anything because I'm lethargic, and if I don't take medicine, I'm doing bad because of serious self-hatred.
Even now, serious dizziness and bad thoughts continue, so treatment is still underway.
It will be difficult to tell you in advance about the future schedule.
There are no signs of cure for the disease, and there is no guarantee that something will proceed for sure.
Still, I thought it would be the least courtesy for those who sponsored me to tell you my current condition in advance, so I wrote this.