After returning to Tumblr and the online world in general I’ve come to realize it is very much not a healthy place for me to be. I’ve felt myself become more anxious and distracted and less focused on very important real life things. I cannot put so much emotional and physical energy into making content, it will wear me down and already has. I need to put all my energy towards maintaining healthy relationships with people in my life and with my body.
That being said, I was originally planning to continue making content for June but I’ve decided against that. I will release the content I scheduled until the end of May and then I will not post anything new. I will suspend any charges indefinitely and stop any new subscriptions but leave the content up here so it can still be accessible.
There are many aspects of this community I like, and I sincerely appreciate knowing I’m not alone in something that made me feel so alone and uncomfortable in my younger years. This community has taught me a lot and I’ve met some wonderful people and for that I will forever be thankful. Thank you all for supporting me, I sincerely appreciate it!
I wish you all happiness, health and love. Thank you for your understanding and patience!