I'm About To Lose It! (Update)

Here's how May was supposed to go:- Go on vacation with my Nana from the 11th to the 15th- Come back and blitz through some movies, to get caught upHere's how it's actually gone:- I went on vacation and got stressed (although I otherwise enjoyed it)- Thus I required a decompression period on my return,so I spent last week settling back in and re-centering myself,hoping to jump straight into the movies today- Unfortunately, the UK's first heatwave of the year recently started.My country doesn't have AC systems in your average home.I am cooking. I am sweaty. I am not fit for recording.Any attempt to put a shirt on feels like death and extreme discomfort.I am NOT happy with the universe right now.I'm very angry and feeling helpless.I'm also angry because I could have recorded last week,and I feel like I'm being punished for looking after my mental health.I'm hoping and praying the weather eases up very soon,because I desperately want to record stuff this week.Please pray for this too. Please.