Dear Diary,
What an interesting to be me huh?!
Last night I was laying in my bed, knowing I’d swallowed his cum for the first time and I had no idea what to do with myself.. laying there thinking about it, I almost argued with myself about it.. but it wasn’t like part of me didn’t believe it, more like how to quantify it.. the validity of it. It happened, alright… but Did it actually happen?
Do I count that as me giving him a blowjob? It was just the tip…
DUH ELIZABETH, the head is like the most important part according to men!!
But how does that matter in this?!
It MATTERS, because HE is going to think we gave him a blowjob!
….ok, fair.. but… it was only for a minute TOPS.
Yeah.. and then you SWALLOWED HIS SEMEN!!
But… ok, I’ll give you that.. but if you take the fact that I swallowed his cum out of the equation… his dick was only in my mouth for a minute! It’s not like I actually gave him head! This can’t count!
Ok, Elizabeth… remember all those years ago when you and your best friend were watching that stupid movie alone in the living room?
….yes..
Remember how you both were all laughs and talked about how sex couldn’t feel THAT good?
I do..
Remember how yall essentially talked each other up and decided ‘screw it, we’re gonna do it, we’re gonna lose our virginity tonight’??
Where are you going with this?
Remember when you both took your pants off and you sat on his dick??
Yes!! What does this have to do with anything, Lizzie?!
He was only inside you for like a minute. Does that mean you were still a virgin after that?!
Holy shit… I just gave him a blowjob…
The realization hit me like a ton of bricks. It was surreal… I was so lost in thought, I hadn’t even noticed my hand was in my panties. My hand curled, caressing my pussy, my fingers parting my lips in search of my clit. I moaned to myself when my fingers made contact with it.
Was I really going to masturbate to the thought of his dick being in my mouth? Yeah… yeah I was.
I slipped a finger inside myself as I replayed the sensation of his cum hitting the back of my tongue, remembering how my tongue had hugged the head of his dick, the feel of his soft skin on my tongue. How I could feel the spasm of his dick as it flexed against my lips while it erupted coating the inside of my mouth.
I could still taste it and thought about how I pushed his warm slick semen to the back of my mouth and drank it down. My fingers sped up, the combination of my fingers moving in and out of me and the palm of my hand rubbing against my clit was working wonders on me. I moaned to myself again, thinking. Why was this making me so fucking wet! I kept fingering myself thinking about it until I could feel my pelvic muscles start to tense up. Where was this going to stop? Is it going to stop? Do I even want it to stop? When do I get to suck his dick again?
Holy shit.. “when?!” I was looking forward to it! I WANT to suck his dick again! As the thought hit me, I came as hard as I’d ever made myself cum before. I hid my moans, my pussy clenched on my fingers and dripping wet. I came back down, and sighed in relief.. what a mess.. I took my panties off and grabbed a towel from my vanity (yes it was clean) and cleaned myself off.
I laid back down in just a tank top, tired from my orgasm and the hour. I went back to thinking about it, slowly letting sleep take over. There’s no way that counted…
I didn’t dream much that night, but suddenly felt like I was being watched, and woke up.
“Hey mijita, I didn’t mean to wake you.” He was sitting on the chair to my vanity looking at me.
“What…” I blinked my eyes trying to get the drowsiness to go away. “You’re fine.”
“What time is it?” I rubbed my eyes and stretched, then looked over to my window and very little sunlight was coming through.
“Almost 6:30, sorry. I uhh… I fell asleep early last night. After what you did to me and what I did to the wife.. didn’t have a lot of energy.” He laughed.
“I mean, yeah,” I said looking back at him, my eyes adjusting to the light now, I looked down and realized I didn’t have panties on.
No clue why, but embarrassment took hold and I threw a blanket over my waist. He chuckled.
“Baby, I’ve seen it already, hell, I’ve tasted it.” He rolled the chair a little closer.
“Yeah, I know.. don’t know why I felt the need to do that,” I looked at him, mildly annoyed because he’d woken me up and also cuz I felt kinda called out.
“Do you have any regrets about yesterday? About…you know..”
“Sucking your dick?” I asked bluntly.
“Yeah, that.” He looked kinda take aback. “I hope it didn’t make you uncomfortable or mad that I came in your mouth.”
“No, [redacted], I don’t regret it. Do you?”
“Me?!” He looked shocked. “No! Not in the slightest! You taking me in your mouth was unexpected, but it was great! Though I wish I would have lasted longer.”
My turnt chuckle. “Self conscious because it was quick?”
“Hey.. it’s not my fault.” He had a smirk on his face, but I could tell he was a bit defensive. “I had been hard for hours! You sent me that picture so early in the day! Plus you’d been jerking me off for a bit. And it’s almost like you WAITED until I was about to cum to decide to put it in your mouth.”
“I was joking!” I replied almost laughing at how insecure he sounded.
“I’m just saying… I can last a good long while.”
I laughed in earnest, and looked up at him. “I’m sure you can [redacted]. No I don’t regret it, I promise. If anything I’m glad you enjoyed it.”
He smiled at me, stood up, walked over and hugged me. “I’m glad you don’t regret it.”
He stood up and his dick was almost perfectly at eye level, when the thought creeped back into my head..
‘It didn’t count’
‘Shut up.’
‘You’re mad at me, you’re the one who couldn’t properly suck his dick’
Nope, I wasn’t having this argument with myself again. I looked up at him.
“What time do you have to get to work?”
He looked down at me. “Not for another couple hours, why?”
I looked at my door, the back at him. “Is she asleep?”
“Sound asleep, her alarm is set for 7:30”
I smirked at him, then reached up, undid his belt and the button and fly on his pants.
“Oh…Mija, I wasn’t coming to you for this.”
“Shh!” I looked at him sternly as I pulled his boxers down. “You woke me up at 6:30 in the morning.. so this is happening.”
He smiled as I grabbed his still soft dick by the base and looked right at it. ‘Let’s see if you count this one, Lizzie..”
I used the outside of my hand to lift his dick up a bit and locked my lips around it and sucked it in to my mouth, dragging it over my tongue. He breathed in deep and threw his head back.
I could feel it start to harden quick in my mouth, I took advantage of the fact that it was still a little pliable and put as much of it in my mouth as possible, undulating my tongue from side to side under it before pulling back as blood rushed into his dick and it hardened in my mouth.
I backed off it before it could gag me, and I looked up as him. His head was still pointed to the ceiling. I used my hand that was on the base of his dick to caress his balls as I began to bob my mouth up and down his dick.
I waited for him to give a good moan, the I went as deep on it as I could, then locked my lips on it and sucked hard enough to concave my cheeks around his dick and darted my tongue back and forth on the underside of his dick. He gave like 3 or 4 little gasps with each movement of my tongue before I slowly pulled back, letting it slowly slip out from my lips. As I got to the head, I did the same darting trick on the underside of his dick where the head meets the shaft and I could feel him twitch as I did so.
“Oh, fuck! Wait wait…” he pulled his hips back so his dick popped out of my mouth.
“What’s the matter?” I looked up at him with a smirk on my face. “Was it a little too much?”
He looked back at me with a smirk. “No, mija.. I’m just wondering.. if you’re willing to try letting me take the reins for a bit?”
I looked at him a little suspiciously. “What do you have in mind?”
“Lay down on your back,” I did as I was told and laid down. He then turned my head so it was facing him, then lifted my tank top so my tits were exposed to him.
“Use your hands to push me away if it goes a little too deep, ok?”
I nodded at him, still kind of suspicious of how exactly he wanted to do this. He then widened his stance a little, bent his knees, and leaned over me, right hand on my bed, the left almost bracing himself.
“Open up, mija.” I opened my mouth and he slid his dick in, thrusting slowly with his hips, in and out, in and out.
Holy shit… he’s fucking my mouth… slowly he gained more and more confidence and sped his pace up. I could feel his hard, thick dick pushing in and out of my mouth, rubbing against my tongue, but was worried because it was sliding further and further in to my mouth. I was suppressing the need to gag as best I could, but I knew it was coming.
In a bout of what I can only assume was TOO MUCH confidence, the hand he was using to brace himself grabbed my head and he gave a good thrust that went too deep.
I gagged on his dick, but my LUCKILY, my brain didn’t make me bite down or clench my jaw, instead, in a truly baffling move, my chest lurched forward as I gagged, pushing more of his dick in to my closing throat. I pushed his hips away with my hands and backed off and pulled his dick out.
I coughed, tears starting to well up in my eyes.
“Sorry, baby!” He exclaimed, looking at me as I breathed hard and coughed.
I regained my composure. “It’s fine.. not so deep, I DO har a gag reflex..”
“I understand, sorry mija, just got a bit excited, I won’t do that again.”
I looked up at him and opened my mouth for him again.
“Oh, you want to keep-“
“Put it in!”
Now sitting up more, he happily obliged, took a step forward and put his dick back in my mouth. This time, with him not leaning over as much, he had both hands on the sides of my head, thrusting his hips, fucking my face some more. Tears were still coming from my eyes, as every few thrusts, he’d get a little too close to the back of my mouth and I’d have to fight the urge to gag again.
Breathing became very rhythmic for my, short burst breaths between thrusts. He moaned as he kept fucking my mouth. After a bit, his breathing intensified, and he tensed up. His hips stopped thrusting.
“Fuck I’m about to cum, baby!”
I took over. His hips now stationary, I bobbed my head on his dick some more. His hands still on my head. “Fuck! I’m cumming, Elizabeth!”
Pop…pop….pop… 3 big jets of his cum shot from his dick in to my mouth, coming to a rest on my tongue. His hands still
Holding my head in place, his dick still in my mouth. I kept stroking the underside of his dick with my tongue, milking every drop of his warm cum on to my tongue. Every lick eliciting a jerk from his body.
Finally he let my head go, and pulled his softening dick out of my mouth.
“Oh fuck… I came so hard baby…”
I looked right at him, and swallowed his cum again.
He looked at me as I swallowed, almost stunned by it. “I’m going to tell you right now… if you’re going to swallow my cum every time… this is going to need to happen more often…. A LOT more often.”
I smirked at him. “Maybe one of these days I’ll show you your cum before I swallow it..”
His mouth kind of went agape. “Chingao mija… this is one hell of a way to start my morning… I might have to take a sick day and get this treatment again..”
I laughed at him as he started to get dressed again.
“Hey..”
“What’s up, mija?” He looked at me.
“The next time you wake me up at 6:30 in the morning, there better be an emergency…”
He laughed
“And I mean a real emergency, not like a ‘Lizzie, I’m super horny, please swallow my cum real quick!’ Emergency, I mean like the ‘house is on fire,’ type of emergency!”
He kept laughing, the walked over and kissed my forehead. “I promise, I won’t wake you up like this again. Go back to sleep, I’ll text you in the afternoon sometime, ok?”
I nodded as he left my room and I laid back down…
Yeah… this one FOR SURE counted…