Hi, I don't speak much of my personal life here but now I will for the patrons and friends I have here!
The patreon page: I know I said I would be moving my Patreon, but I still really like Patreon's post system. I have tried Ko-fi posting and working with it, but it's just been so frustrating to post onto ko-fi like I do here. So for the time being I am still keeping both.
Schedule: I posted that weekly schedule and I tried to follow it but it didn't quite happen. And I literally kind of went insane holding onto posts and things. I guess I'll just be chaotic! When I have the energy and time I'm planning to go back to posts and edit them! I normally don't send a notification (email) about those edits, since most of the time the edits are minimal, but now I will send emails when I do big edits!
Moving: Moving is actually happening right now. I have about 30 days to make appointments with my psychiatrist and therapist and tell them about my move. (Already have it scheduled) And make sure I change my address and everything! I'm not too worried actually? I believe I can do it, I'm just worried about the Art stuff that I need/want to complete.
My current worries about the move:
- With my fatigue and past experiences, I'm afraid that art will dramatically slow down, might even halt. I really want to continue art but a Day Job is probably necessary to pay my bills. I'm very afraid of not posting, but I also understand that if any of you are not satisfied and unsubscribe. Thank you for your time here and supporting me!
- Medication problems; I really hope I'm able to get the medication I need from this move. I will be moving away from my therapist and my psychiatrist and I will have to find a new one. Plus new health insurance. Medication is high on importance for me since it keeps me stable. It's a worry but not devastating! I hope it goes well.
Positives about the move:
- I am keeping my lovely dog with me! I struggled with deciding whether to surrender her or keep her. However with many talks with my friends it seems more beneficial to keep Pennie than to give her up over the assumption that I'm a bad pet parent.
- I will finally be away from my abusive mother whom I've been living with for the last 4 years!
Sincerely thank you so much for your support even when I'm this scattered. Just thank you all so much 🥺🌸