So, I'm gonna hit pause on billing for a bit. Honestly, I feel like I’ve been all over the place and not getting my act together like I should. There’s just so much on my plate—things I need to do and things I really want to do—but I’ve been super unmotivated and totally wiped out.
I think the big issue is that I’ve taken on way too many projects at once and never really gave myself the chance to focus on one thing at a time. Now I look at all my files, and it’s just a mountain of stuff that I wanted to finish but didn’t get around to.
I’ve been wanting to set up a Telegram channel and Discord, but just the thought of it feels overwhelming. Plus, I've got tons of posts to do to keep Bluesky up to date, and I’m thinking about remaking my FurAffinity to better reflect what I’m into now.
Also, I need to update my Carrd site and my commission sheet to offer more options and ideas. There’s just so much I need and want to do, but I’m just one person. I hate how inactive I've been lately, and I’m not trying to make excuses or lie about it. It’s frustrating to leave you all hanging, and I hope that by taking a step back until I get my life sorted, it’ll help both me and all of you.
I'm really disappointed in myself as a creator and as a person. I put way too much on my plate and didn’t give myself enough time to really deal with it all. But I know the best way to tackle this is one step at a time. If anyone has tips or wants to lend a hand, I’d really appreciate it.
This isn't me looking for pity—it's just me saying that I want to get my act together so I can do better for all of you. You all deserve it. I might even whip up some free YCHs for Patreons only, but I’m probably getting ahead of myself here.
Thanks for all your support, but I won't be taking any more money until I sort this out. Life is tough, and I never want to take any of you for granted. Your support means the world, and I want to keep my promises to you all. You deserve that, and I really hope to make you proud of me again... 💙✨
(Thank you all for loving the Xenomorph piece I did, that love and support is why I'm making this call. I want to make you guys proud of me.)