From the date this is written my father has died 2 days ago. His way was long… maybe too long but in the end he went to sleep peacefully.
I am now already 5 days in a psychiatric hospital for my own protection because I got suicide though again and I couldn't handle the pressure anymore. It's a very hard time for me… damn… Pretty sure it's the hardest ever. Currently I am dealing with the loss of my father… I haven't cried until now. A sight that my feelings and thoughts are still going up and down and I don't know what to do.
For updates on the game and pictures… I now need some time. Already for some days a lot of supporters have already shown their support on my discord server and I am very grateful to know such people. I am doing this posting to let everyone know about my current condition and that future updates will take time. What I now need is stability and a perspective into the future. And thanks to all my supporters I have a way I can follow. You are the light that is guiding my way right now.
Take care everyone. Stay Health. I hope I'll be back for you soon.