Hiya everyonneeee, this is something I've been thinking about for a long time. I'm very very grateful to have had to opportunity to help you sleep and relax, and even more so for the support you've given me to do so. I want to take every ounce of that support to heart and to shine my beacon brighter, and I've felt that ASMR is not the way for me to do that for a while. I'm proud of the works I've created, but I don't listen to my own ASMR. My mind, body, and soul all say that I have much greater passion elsewhere.
Namely, I have so much music in me to write. I have so many songs to sing. I truly feel keeping that inside because I'm too afraid to leave ASMR is selfish, and I am afraid.
I made my short resurgence into ASMR as I left my hermit hole to try and secure my financial situation, but that and art do not mix. Each work only continued the trend of steady decline ever since The Taxi Ride Home.
I can only see the step directly in front of me, but I will brave the fog to light the way.
Don't feel obligated to continue supporting me monetarily if your main focus here was ASMR or NSFW content, I get it. We're all being pressed to limit our subscriptions and expenditures. Don't continue supporting me monetarily if you need that money as well lol.
To those that stay, thank you, I love you, I'm gonna make it far for you.
(P.S. even if you don't stay I still love you, cuz that's how love works lol)
I'm streaming on Youtube in about an hour from now for the announcement, to answer any questions, and to just vibe as we always do <3