i want to apologize for not giving any updates in the past month for my sudden inactivity, thats much worse than my usual one
theres 3 major factors of it
1: my old graphic tablet has finally kicked the bucket, so i was forced to buy a new one from amazon cuz theres no shop that sells them where i live, so that wasted like a week of me not being able to draw anything
2: i had a pretty painful tonsil and gum inflamation in the last 2 weeks of september, which also made me unable to do anything without taking painkillers first.
and 3...the biggest one of them all is:
my father who was half paralyzed ( including being unable to speak without gibberish ) since 2014, lost one leg due to smoking . he's health kept deteriorating in the past week to a drastic degree....and we couldnt do anything to fix that
and today, he finally passed away....
so i think you can imagine that i wont exactly be able to focus on drawing anything for the best week or month....although i might drown myself in work instead, im not sure yet...
but yeah, hopefully you all can understand