i have been dealing with an ailing family member for a while now... and it's finally come to pass. if it hasn't been obvious, it's another one of those "woe is me, life sucks" situations, and i won't bore you with the blubbering. i haven't been thinking about all this that much the last week or so, sorry.
i will get bursts of creativity, or of free time, and like always it burns out. the universe has a knack for finding the perfect moments to really stick it to me. i had all these project ideas and i just jumped into them with no planning. and surprise, i got overwhelmed. i don't know how to properly do this type of stuff, how to juggle it and actually make it worth wild. i don't get it, especially the past like 2 months i've been putting a lot into this... but i'm making less money than ever, no one really seemed to care about the wg drive, no one uses the suggestion form, i constantly disappoint and prolong the poor waiting commissioners, now more than ever anybody can easily make fat edits of people better than i ever could- what's the point? is my quality lacking? is it just not worth it? do i not give you guys so much? this isn't a noble pursuit, so can i even be indignant?
so long story short: i apologize yet yet yet again, and i will make sure that the backlog will roll out this weekend and next week. i'm so far behind on like everything- i hate to pull a linkara, but it'll be out when it's out.
and if you saw it, yes that may poll was a mistake, i scheduled it and forgot about it. the real one will be out soon.
i seriously, genuinely, from the bottom of my heart appreciate you guys for the support. please, if there's anything i can do to keep you sticking around, let me know. i should just change my name to "sorry," because that's all i ever am