there should've been more, but i realised i probably won't even make the minimum amount needed for withdrawal (on ss, because that the only place i can withdraw from) and had another breakdown.
understandably people are leaving. hell they've been steadily leaving since the whole thing went to shit three years ago. and i'm just tired, at this point i'm borrowing money to buy food. i don't want to live like this anymore.
i can't make people like my stuff or support it, no matter what i do. i will never recover at this point, i'm not sure what i'm even waiting for. the person on twitter who said nobody cares about me because i draw "niche degenerate shit with random stuff thrown in" was right.
don't know what else to say. thank you for being with me, sorry if i let you down. i didn't choose to be born in this country, to be born like this or to be born at all.
sorry i can't just buy a house.