I don't really make these sorts of updates here but I might as well this time.

uhh so this has been a really rough one. I had a decent start to the month before the move, but then as moving house often does, I was left very drained.

Then right out the gate before we'd even settled in we had family staying with us (family that cannot know of my work (which I could sort of work around but fuck me, the morale drop was palpable.)), & then of course I started sleeping poorly and not eating as well.

It got to feeling like I hadn't really done anything but stress about work and the move for a fucking age & idk, I just couldn't do the end of the month crunch this time. I'm tired & I wish my job was easier. Sorry about that.

feel alright atm I'm just emotionally fucking exhausted. I want to fuck around for a bit without feeling like every moment I spend doing something other than draw for work is a sin for which I shall be paying a great price (which, perhaps unsurprisingly, is not as motivating as you might imagine...

I'll try & make next month better.