What's Going On?

Okay. Let's see if I can make myself express myself and explain what goes on around me.

I've been dealing with psych issues for forever. I've been on medication for... a long time. Since I lost my job and became retired, it's been a circus dealing with insurance and doctors and medications. If you can't guess, I live in the United States.

I spent more than a year without head meds and dealing with being an emotional block of cement. I am insured now and getting help with all the fun things that you inherit when you get up in age.

I am in an unfortunate condition where the meds needed to handle my psych issues are causing me body tremors which is making doing art and a lot of things that require fine control frighteningly difficult. People who have not seen me streaming the last few weeks... that's why I haven't. Pen-to-tablet, typing, gods, even touching my forehead is... like some cartoon routine. Obviously, I hate it.

I'm beating on my doctors to figure out how to reverse the situation. I want to feel alive again and I want to do art again. Total pain in the ass there isn't some quick switch to flip to fix it. I'm safe and secure, at least. I continue to work on making things better.

I appreciate the patience you've shown me. I want to resume doing things to show that appreciation.

Thanks and take care.