Finally getting to the main character of the comm. I apologize that my posting schedule had become non-consistent... my artistic-drive has been on a bit of a "hibernative" state for the last handful of months.
I think it has to do with my new work schedule? It makes me get up earlier and I have less time to be in front of canvas. While my body and mind has certainly caught up with the change. My more creative sides have yet to find a way to work around the challenges.
I think ive also been a bit exhausted. I think ive said before where ive attached a lot of my self worth onto my artistic talent. So if I dont produce art, I am akin to uselessness. Now of course that's hogwash. But in someway its prevented me from going out and doing other life-worth things.
I love illustrating, but I also love my time away from my utensils.