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The hooded man knew the name no one in the pit used.

That mattered more than the empty benches, more than the raked sand, more than the lamps left burning over a place that should have been loud with wagers and cheap wine. Men called him the Flies’ King when they wanted him small. Cato called him boy when he wanted him alive. Via called him Rius because she had never needed another name for him.

Aeterius belonged to older dust.

Rius kept the pit knife low. The blade rested along his thigh, hidden by the fall of his coat unless the hooded man had eyes trained for steel. The man stood in the center of the sand with his hands folded before him, patient under the lamps. He had no guard at the doors. No handler waited near the corpse gate. No clerk leaned over the rail to mark odds. That did not mean he had come alone. Rius had learned early that men with real power rarely needed to show where they had placed it.

“Who told you that name?” Rius asked.

The hooded man’s pale mouth curved under the shadow. “You answer a question with a question. That is useful if you know when to stop.”

“I asked first.”

“No,” the man said. “I did. Are you the one they call the Flies’ King?”

Rius let the silence sit. The pit smelled cleaner than it should have. Someone had washed the blood channel, scrubbed the boards, and raked the sand until no teeth or old clots showed under the lamps. A place did not become clean by accident. A man who ordered that work either owned the pit for the night or owned someone who owned it.

“I was told you leave bodies behind you,” the hooded man said.

“People say things.”

“They say you killed Marrow-Sucker with a knife through his hand and a thumb in his eye. They say Severen of the Owls vanished after sending boys to take from the wrong hearth. They say five gutter boys drank wine at The Sanguine Laurel and never came out. They say the little king eats hearts now, though I expect that part came from a drunk with no imagination.”

Rius did not move. “You talk too much for a man standing alone.”

“Do you think I am alone?”

“No.”

That seemed to please him. “What makes you say that?”

“Men who want to frighten me bring friends. Men who want to test me hide them. Men who stand in empty pits with no visible weapon have already decided the room belongs to them.”

The hooded man laughed softly. The sound did not rise far. It stayed inside the pit, low under the lamps. “You are wasted here.”

Rius looked toward the lower door. The corridor beyond it would bend left, pass the washroom, and reach the drain steps under the tanner’s yard. If the door had been barred from outside, the corpse gate might still open. If both were held, the rail could be climbed. The old beam over the clerk’s slate had a split wide enough for fingers. Men who watched the sand forgot the roof. He counted three ways out before the man spoke again.

“You already know what Ostgard is,” the hooded man said. “A temple that sells mercy by the coin weight. A watch that rents its eyes shut. A pit that teaches children to die slowly because slow deaths earn better wagers. A granary that locks grain until hunger raises the price. A debt house that washes theft into neat columns. A bell that calls men to prayer, curfew, or punishment, depending on whose hand holds the rope.”

He paused, perhaps hearing how clean the words had come out.

“In the offices above us, they call it relief allocation, grain discipline, civic order, licensed mercy. Down here the words are shorter. Hunger. Debt. Fear. I did not come to explain the city to you, Aeterius. I came because you survived it without becoming small.”

“Find someone else to praise.”

“That was not praise.”

“It smelled like it.”

“It was a measure.” The hooded man shifted one hand, a small motion under the cloak. “You hide yourself in this place. You bleed for men who would pay twice as much if they knew what you really are. In the Laurel, you stopped hiding for one night.”

Rius’s fingers tightened around the knife. “You were there?”

“No.”

“You bought someone who was.”

“I bought several. Fear sells cheaply after doors open again.”

Rius took one slow breath. The man had reach. Reach meant records, mouths, clerks, watch cousins, pit boys, women on stairs, corpse-burners paid to weigh silence with bodies. Reach could find a shack. Reach could find Via. The thought moved through him like a blade slipping under a door.

“What do you want?” Rius asked.

The hooded man unfolded his hands. They were long-fingered, clean, and marked with faint scars across the knuckles. Old scars. Fine ones. “I want you to stop spending your life buying one more week from people who have already priced your sister’s death.”

The pit changed around that word. The lamps hissed. Somewhere in the corridor, water dripped through stone.

Rius turned toward the lower door. “You have ruined enough of my night.”

He took three steps across the sand. The man did not follow. That made leaving harder. Men who wanted him trapped usually rushed to prove the trap. This one let him walk toward the door because he knew something waited behind Rius’s ribs.

“Livia will not survive another winter,” the hooded man said.

Rius stopped with one foot near the corpse channel.

No one called her that. Cato had used the full name once, years ago, when fever had almost taken her and he had begged her to keep breathing. A temple novice had written it on a scrap after Rius lied about their mother being alive. The woman who gave Via berries near the kiln road had known only Via. The shack knew only Via. Livia belonged to ledgers and old fear.

The pit knife came up.

Rius crossed the sand before the echo of the name finished dying. His feet struck, lifted, struck again. The empty pit folded into distance and angle. He saw the soft hollow under the hood, where a throat would open with one clean thrust. The hooded man’s mouth lost its smile.

The knife stopped a thumb’s width from his skin.

Rius hung in the air.

His arm would not move forward. His legs would not fall. His ribs locked around a breath that could not finish. The knife trembled in his grip, close enough to touch cloth, too far to cut. Nothing held him that he could see. No hand or rope. No chain he could cut. The air itself had become a wall fitted around his bones.

The hooded man looked at the blade. For the first time, interest sharpened his mouth. “There you are.”

Rius tried to twist his wrist. Pain answered from his fingers to his shoulder, direct and exact. The bite Marrow-Sucker had left opened in heat. The bruise along his forearm woke next. His thigh cut burned under old cloth. Every place in him that had been hurt rose at the same moment and spoke in its own voice.

The hooded man raised one finger.

Pain climbed higher without tearing anything new. That made it worse. Rius understood broken fingers, bites, cuts, fever, the hard burst of a spear shaft against bone. This was none of those. The man knew where pain lived inside him and touched each place by name.

“You learn the first lesson now,” the hooded man said. “A knife is a fine answer to a man. A mage is not a man until he permits you to reach him.”

Rius forced air through his teeth. “Kill me or let go.”

“I did not come to kill you.”

“That’s your mistake.”

The hooded man smiled again, almost sadly. “Maybe. I have made worse ones.”

The pressure vanished. Rius hit the sand on one knee and rolled away before his breath came back. His knife stayed in his hand. His shoulder screamed under the movement, but the blade pointed at the man again before Rius stood.

The hooded man did not move. “You crossed twelve paces and left the ground before I finished speaking. At your age, with those wounds, after three nights without true rest. No teacher gave you that.”

Rius’s breath scraped. “Say her name again.”

“Livia.”

Rius moved, but the force caught him before his heel left the sand. His body locked upright this time. The knife hand bent slowly backward. Not far enough to break. Far enough to teach.

“I know her name because I know the temple scraps,” the hooded man said. “I know the clerk who took your first copper and told you mercy had a proper gate. I know the healer who looked at her swelling and chose a better-funded fever before dusk. I know the novice who wrote her full name because he felt guilty and wanted the record to look kinder than his hands.”

His mouth tightened under the hood.

“In the relief rolls, she is an unregistered dependent attached to no licensed household. Her petition was marked deferred after the last fever review. That is office language. It means men read her name, closed the wax, and let her keep dying.”

The knife slipped from Rius’s fingers and fell point first into the sand. The hold stayed.

“Can you heal her?” Rius asked.

“I can make her better.”

“That’s not the same thing.”

“No,” the hooded man said. “It is not.”

The honesty struck worse than a lie. Rius watched the shadow under the hood, searching for the shape of the face behind it. He found only the mouth and the pale line of one cheek.

“What do you want?” Rius asked.

“For you to stop wasting yourself in rooms built by men beneath you.”

“That’s still not an answer.”

“It is the only answer I can give in a pit.”

“Honest men don’t lift boys into the air and speak their sisters’ names.”

“Honest men also do not heal dying girls in Ostgard. They pray over them after the coin runs out.”

Rius swallowed. The force around his ribs loosened enough for a full breath.

The hooded man lowered his hand. Rius dropped to the sand, caught himself, and did not reach for the knife. Reaching would tell the man too much. Leaving it there told him another kind of truth.

“My name will not help you yet,” the man said. “Those who follow me call me the Ancient One.”

“That’s a title.”

“Yes.”

“Titles are coats people wear when names have too many debts.”

“That’s why I chose one.”

Rius stared at him. “You want me to join you?”

“I want you to see what we are before you decide.”

“What are you?”

The Ancient One turned his palm upward. The pit knife pulled itself from the sand and drifted across the space between them. It came handle first. Rius took it because refusing a weapon returned by a mage would be a child’s show of pride. His fingers closed around the grip, and the blade felt smaller than before.

“We are the people who learned where power sits,” the Ancient One said. “Kings sit on thrones and think that is power. Priests sit above alms bowls and think that is power. Watch captains sit behind barred doors and think the keys matter. A granary keeper sits on a locked storehouse and calls hunger grain discipline. A debt clerk sits above ledgers and makes theft look clean. A bell rope hangs over a market, and the city moves because one hand pulls it. They are all wrong. Power is the hand that knows which door, which ledger, which rope will matter before anyone else reaches it.”

Rius slid the knife back into his belt. “That sounds like a man explaining why his chain is better than another man’s chain.”

“It may be,” the Ancient One said. “Come look at it before you spit on it.”

“If I say no?”

“You walk home. You keep fighting. You keep hiding silver under stones. You keep buying another week from priests who know how many weeks she has left.”

“And if I say yes?”

“She eats. She sleeps. Her fever lowers. You learn why men like Severen are allowed to exist, and you learn how to remove the hands above them.”

Rius heard the lie in the softness. He heard the hook under it too. A clean lie had no use. The best lies carried enough truth to make a man bleed if he pulled free.

“I will not leave Via with strangers,” Rius said.

“I did not ask for that tonight.”

“I will not bow.”

“I did not ask for that either.”

“I will not call you master.”

The Ancient One’s smile thinned. “You are young. You still think names decide who owns whom.”

Rius stepped past him toward the lower door. The man let him pass.

At the threshold, Rius looked back. “Show me.”

The Ancient One inclined his head, and the lamps along the wall bent all at once. Flame leaned away from him, not blown by wind, not guttering, simply obeying. A narrow seam opened in the shadow under the clerk’s rail. Stone moved where stone should not move. The old wall behind the slate split from top to bottom, revealing stairs that went down into black.

Rius had fought in this pit for months. He had leaned against that wall with blood in his eyes. He had watched handlers drag bodies past that rail. He had never seen the seam.

The Ancient One walked toward the stairs. “Bring your knife if it comforts you.”

“It does,” Rius said.

“I know.”

They descended under the pit.

The first tunnel belonged to Ostgard’s dirtier bones. Water sweated from brick. Rats scattered ahead of their steps. Old drains crossed overhead, fat clay pipes patched with pitch and rag. The air carried the breath of latrines, bathhouse runoff, and the damp rot that lived under any city no matter how much marble it wore above. Rius followed three paces behind the Ancient One and watched the man’s feet. The hem of his cloak never touched the worst water.

Twice, the tunnel turned where no turn should have been. Once, they passed a rusted grate with city watch marks stamped along its rim. Beyond it, Rius heard voices and boots above stone. The Ancient One lifted two fingers, and the sound faded. No muffling. No echo. Only absence. Rius kept his hand near the knife.

“You fear the right things,” the Ancient One said without looking back.

“I fear people who say that.”

“You should.”

The foul tunnel ended at a bronze door green with old damp. No handle showed on it. The Ancient One pressed his palm against a mark worked into the metal, a circle divided by lines. Something clicked deep inside the wall. The door opened inward with no scrape. Warm air flowed out.

Past the door lay another Ostgard, one the poor never saw. Lamps burned in glass cups along smooth stone. The floor had been laid with black tile veined in white. Water ran clean through a channel cut along the wall, carrying a faint scent of mint and ash. The corridor curved under arches marked with the same circle. Voices came from somewhere ahead, low and controlled.

Rius walked in with wet sandals and a coat stiff from old blood.

No one stopped him.

They passed a room where four people stood around a table covered in city maps. Red cord joined watch posts across the lower quarter. Black stones marked bell towers. Brass pins marked grain stores, and clay squares sat over the debt houses near the market road. Someone had drawn a charcoal ring around the grain market. A smaller mark sat over the Senate house, made in red wax and pressed flat by a thumb. No cord led from it. Every cord seemed to lead toward it.

One wore a temple clerk’s plain brown robe. One wore a watchman’s belt without the breastplate. The third had the hands of a surgeon and the eyes of a butcher. The fourth sat with a wax tablet and scraped it shut the moment Rius entered.

“The west granary has two locks,” the watchman said before he saw the Ancient One. “The third is painted iron.”

The Ancient One looked once at the table.

The room went silent.

The Ancient One did not introduce him.

Rius looked back once before they passed the doorway. The clerk had lowered his eyes. The watchman had not. That told him more than a name would have. One man feared the Ancient One. The other was still thinking about the board.

Farther in, a round chamber opened under a dome of fitted brick. A table stood at the center, wide enough for twelve, made from dark wood polished until the lamps returned in it. Chairs ringed it. On the wall beyond hung masks. Smooth white skulls. Blank eye sockets. Teeth carved in fixed smiles.

Rius looked at them longer than he meant to.

“Men fear a face that does not answer them,” the Ancient One said. “A useful tool, when used sparingly.”

“Do you wear one?”

“When needed.”

“Do I?”

“You are not one of us.”

Rius turned from the masks. “You brought me here to say that?”

“I brought you here so you would know I have no need to drag you.” The Ancient One walked to the table and touched one chair with the back of his fingers. “We have healers who are no longer welcome in temples because they asked why mercy obeys treasurers. We have scholars whose names were scraped from guild rolls. We have soldiers who learned that kings spend men easier than copper. We have mages.”

Rius watched the masks. “And worse things?”

The Ancient One’s hand paused. Only for a breath. “Yes.”

That answer was cleaner than Rius liked.

Rius turned toward him. “If you can make Via better, do it.”

“I will look at her.”

“Now.”

“No.”

Rius’s fingers moved. The Ancient One looked at them, and the fingers stopped because Rius made them stop, not because of magic.

The Ancient One’s voice stayed mild. “I will come when I choose a place and hour that does not bring eyes to her door. I will not have a dying girl taken by watchmen because her brother could not wait one more dusk.”

Rius wanted to hate that. He could not, because it was sense. Sense made the trap harder to cut.

“If you fail her,” Rius said, “I will find a way through whatever stopped me in the pit.”

The Ancient One smiled. “That is the first honest promise you have given me.”

Rius returned before dawn by a different tunnel. It opened behind a cracked cistern near the old fish steps. The Ancient One had not followed him out. The city above smelled of wet stone, ashes, and bread beginning in ovens he could not afford. Rius went home with no coin earned, no wound new enough to explain the night, and a pit knife that felt useless against the memory of floating in air.

Cato was awake when he entered. The blind man sat beside the hearth with both hands around a cup of cold water. Via slept on the pallet, mouth open a little, breath thin past her swollen lip. The fever had left sweat at her hairline. In the low light, she looked younger than her years and too tired for any of them.

“You were gone too long for a draw,” Cato said.

“There was no draw.”

Cato’s head turned. “Who was there?”

“A man.”

“What kind?”

“The kind who knows too much.”

Cato set the cup down. “That’s every dangerous man in Ostgard.”

“This one is a mage.”

The word changed the room. Even the hearth seemed to hold its ash closer.

Cato’s fingers moved across the table until they found the bone needle. He held it without sewing. “What did he want?”

“Me.”

“Of course he did.”

Rius looked at him. “He can help Via.”

Cato’s face did not move for a while. “Did he say he can heal her?”

Rius did not answer fast enough.

The blind man nodded once, small and tired. “That’s what I thought.”

“He knows the temple records. He knows her fever. He knows things a man should not know unless he can reach the people who wrote them.”

“Reach isn’t mercy.” Cato’s thumb moved over the bone needle. “A man with that many doors doesn’t open one for mercy. He opens streets because he needs them moving.”

“I know that.”

“Do you?”

Rius crossed to the pallet and crouched beside Via. Her breathing hitched once, settled, and hitched again. The sound had lived in his ears for years. He knew its changes. He knew when fever sat high, when the swelling pulled deep, when pain made her dream. Tonight it sounded like a door with a weak latch.

“He said he can make her better,” Rius said.

Cato’s mouth tightened. “People who can’t say the word you need are usually selling the word beside it.”

“I’ll take her to the temple first.”

“With what coin?”

Rius touched the hidden cloth under his coat. “Enough to speak to someone.”

Cato gave a dry laugh with no humor in it. “You still think speaking to someone matters on the hill.”

“It has to matter somewhere.”

“It mattered to your mage because he wanted you listening.”

Rius stood. “His name is the Ancient One.”

“That’s worse.”

Via stirred. Her eyes opened, fever-bright, and found Rius. “Did you win?”

“No draw,” Rius said.

“That sounds cheaper.”

He knelt again and touched two fingers to her brow. Too hot. “We are going to the temple today.”

Via blinked. Hope made her face afraid. “Are we close enough?”

“Closer,” he said.

She knew that meant no and tried to smile anyway.

The temple received them after noon, because the poor gate opened only when the marble steps had emptied of donors. Rius carried Via most of the way up the cracked side stair. She protested twice, both times softly enough that he ignored her. Cato came with them, one hand on Rius’s shoulder until the climb grew too steep and he took the wall instead.

The temple of Mercy Crowned stood above the lower quarter with its pale columns washed each morning by boys who were paid less than the flowers placed in the inner court. Blue cloth hung from the outer arch. Incense drifted through the donor gate in clean ribbons. The poor stair smelled of old sweat, wet wool, and fear.

A clerk sat behind a wooden screen with a wax tablet in front of him. He had a priest’s trimmed hair without the priest’s robe. His fingers were clean. A bronze bowl waited beside the tablet. Three guards stood behind him with staffs polished from use.

Rius set Via on the bench before the screen. Her hand stayed in his sleeve.

The clerk looked at the three of them, paused on Cato’s ruined eyes, and returned to Rius because Rius held the cloth purse. “Petition?”

“My sister is sick.”

“Name.”

“Via.”

“Temple name.”

Rius’s jaw set. “Livia.”

The clerk’s stylus paused over the wax. He looked down at an older line near the edge of the tablet and rubbed his thumb across it, not hard enough to erase it.

“Deferred petition,” he murmured, more to the tablet than to Rius.

He marked the wax with a short scrape. “Age.”

“Eleven.”

Via squeezed his sleeve because she was twelve. Rius ignored it. Eleven sounded smaller. Smaller might reach a place in the clerk that coin had not bought yet, if such a place existed.

“Complaint?”

“Fever that leaves and returns. Belly swelling. Yellow in the eyes. Weak legs. Shakes at night. Pain under the ribs.” Rius placed the purse on the ledge before the bowl. “We need a healer.”

The clerk tipped the purse and counted the coins with one finger. His mouth twitched before he stopped it. That small twitch did more damage than laughter would have.

“This is enough for a candle petition, a fever draught, and a novice’s prayer.”

“I did not ask for a candle.”

“No,” the clerk said. “You asked for a healer.”

Cato spoke from beside the wall. “Is there a smaller healer in the back? Maybe one with one hand and less training?”

The clerk looked at him without amusement. “The donation required for a full laying of hands begins at twenty silver laurel. That is before a private chamber, night attendance, clean-water service, or rare draughts.”

Rius heard the number and felt the shape of it. Twenty silver laurel. Too much for a sick girl from the lower quarter. More than he had hidden. More than he could win without becoming the kind of draw the pit-master saved for men who wanted to watch a boy die slowly.

“I can bring more,” Rius said.

“Mercy cannot be reserved on future coin.”

“Look at her.”

The clerk glanced at Via. His face did not change. “I have looked.”

Via lowered her eyes. Her hand slid from Rius’s sleeve to her own lap, slow enough that she might have hoped he would not feel it leave.

Rius leaned closer to the screen. One guard shifted behind the clerk. “Bring a priest.”

“Make the proper donation.”

“She will die.”

“Many do,” the clerk said, and moved the purse back toward him. “Take the side packet from the blue shelf. Boil half in clean water if you can find any. Return when you can give properly.”

Cato’s hand found Rius’s wrist before Rius knew he had moved. The grip was old, thin, and certain. Rius could have broken it. He did not.

The clerk pushed a folded paper packet through the slot. Willow bark, bitter root, temple dust, and nothing that would change anything.

The clerk had not asked where they slept. He had not asked how long the fever had held her. He had written Livia where the tablet required a temple name, and after that she had become weight, complaint, donation, refusal.

Rius took the packet because Via was watching.

They descended the poor stair after the guards warned them not to block the gate. Halfway down, Via asked to walk. Rius let her, with his arm around her back. Cato followed in silence. The city stretched below them, roofs packed tight, smoke trapped between alleys, the aqueduct crossing the sky with clean water for bathhouses and villas.

At the bottom, Via stopped. “Maybe if we wait and save more.”

Rius looked at the temple packet in his hand. He could already smell the bitter root. Cato stood one step behind him, silent as stone and twice as heavy.

“No,” Rius said. “We are done waiting.”

The Ancient One came that night.

He did not knock at the front. Rius found him in the alley behind the charcoal yard, standing where no lamp reached. No hood hid his face now. He looked older than Rius had expected, though not old the way Cato was old. His hair was black, tied at the nape, with silver at the temples. His face was narrow. His eyes were gray under heavy lids. Nothing in him seemed hurried.

“You were turned away,” he said.

Rius did not ask how he knew. “Come.”

Inside, Cato stood at once. Via pushed herself up on the pallet, hair loose around her face. The Ancient One paused just past the threshold and looked around the shack. Broken shelf. Patched roof. Pan near Cato’s foot. Soot-dark rafters. Water jar. A table that had learned to survive by being repaired badly and often.

His expression softened with careful skill.

Rius saw the change happen. He hated it because it was practiced, and hated it more because a practiced kindness could still feel warm to someone freezing.

Via looked at Rius. “Who is he?”

“A healer,” Rius said.

Cato’s mouth tightened at the word.

The Ancient One crossed to the pallet and crouched. “May I?”

Via looked at Rius again. He nodded once.

The man took her wrist between two fingers. He did not close his eyes. He listened through touch the way Cato listened through walls. After a moment he placed his palm above her brow without touching it. The room cooled. Not much. Enough for Cato’s head to lift.

Via breathed in. Her shoulders lowered.

Rius saw it. The first ease in days. No draught. No prayer. No silver bowl. A palm held over her skin, and the pain stepped back.

The Ancient One released her wrist and stood. “I cannot work here.”

Rius rose with him. “Why?”

“Because this room is watched by poverty, fever, and every neighbor who has learned to hear through cracks. Because she needs clean water, controlled heat, draughts that cannot be carried in a sleeve, and a place where the work can continue without interruption.” He looked at Cato. “You have kept her alive longer than many would have managed.”

Cato did not accept the kindness. “What did you do to the air?”

“I listened.”

“No. You changed the room.”

“Yes.”

Via touched her own chest, wonder creeping through fear. “It hurts less.”

The Ancient One did not explain further. He only looked at Via. Her breathing had changed. That was answer enough.

Rius looked at Cato because victory needed a witness. Cato looked toward Via and seemed, for one breath, almost ready to believe.

The Ancient One moved toward the door. “Take her to the priests if you prefer. Keep boiling packets. Keep counting copper. I will not drag her from this house.”

“You said you could make her better,” Rius said.

“I can try, if you bring her to me.”

“When?”

“Tomorrow after dusk. The cistern near the fish steps.”

Cato stepped forward. “No.”

The word landed hard.

Via’s fingers tightened on the blanket. Rius turned. “Cato.”

“No,” Cato said again. “This room went cold when he touched her. Fever leaves a room hot. Whatever he brought in here knows another road.”

The Ancient One bowed his head a little, as though hearing wisdom. “Blind men often know what others miss.”

“Do not praise me in my own house.”

“Your house has done more good than the temple above it.”

Cato’s grip on the pan tightened. “That doesn’t make you clean.”

Rius moved between them. “Enough of this.”

Cato’s face turned toward him. “Listen to your own voice.”

“It sounds like mine.”

“No. That’s why I’m afraid.”

Via whispered, “Please don’t fight.”

She looked from Cato to Rius, then toward the door where the Ancient One waited. Fear stayed on her face, but under it was the small, stubborn part of her that had kept breathing through fever after fever.

Rius looked at her. The pain had returned around her eyes now that the Ancient One had stepped away. It came back fast. Too fast.

“You kept us alive,” Rius said to Cato. “I know that.”

Cato’s face did not move.

“But what kept us alive isn’t enough anymore.”

Cato flinched more at that than he had at any blow from Severen’s boys. “And what have I been doing all these years?”

Rius hated the hurt in his voice. He hated that it made him hesitate. “I know what you did.”

“No,” Cato said. “You know the parts that kept you free to run.” His face turned toward the door. “Families do not hand children into tunnels because a stranger made pain step aside for a breath.”

Rius looked back at Via. The relief had already thinned from her face.

“Waiting is what we call it because the other word hurts too much.”

Cato went still.

Rius knew he had cut too deep. He knew it while the words still hung between them. He also knew he would not take them back with the Ancient One standing at the door and Via breathing in short, broken pulls.

Via pushed herself higher on the pallet. Her arms shook under the effort. “Cato.”

His head turned at once. “Lie down, little flame.”

“I want to go.”

The room went quiet.

Rius looked at her. He had not told her to say it. That made it worse.

Via’s lower lip trembled, but she kept her eyes on Cato. “It hurt less when he touched me. I know he’s frightening. I know. But it hurt less.”

Cato’s hand tightened around the pan until the old metal gave a soft sound.

“I’ll come back,” she said. “When I’m better, I’ll come back and eat the awful barley. You can complain that I step too loud.”

Cato’s mouth opened. Nothing came at first. At last he said, “You never step too loud.”

Rius packed before dawn. There was little to pack. A blanket. Via’s spare dress. The berry tray, because she cried when he tried to leave it. Cato sat by the hearth and mended a strap with the bone needle, each stitch too neat.

They did not leave at dawn. Rius had thought they would. Via slept after crying herself empty, and Cato sat beside the hearth with the strap in his lap, saying nothing each time Rius looked toward the door.

The day passed in small noises. Water poured. Cloth folded. Via coughed through a thin sleep. Outside, carts moved toward the market and the temple bell called men who had enough coin to answer it.

By dusk, the room had grown too small for all the things no one had said.

At the door, Rius stopped. “I’ll come back.”

Cato kept sewing. “I know.”

“With news.”

“I know that too.”

Rius looked at the back of his bowed head. “You can come with us.”

The needle stopped.

For one moment Rius thought he would say yes.

Cato touched the table, the hearthstone, the wall beside him. Each touch was small. Each one found the room exactly where he had left it. “I know this house. I know these streets. I know which neighbor lies, which stair has a loose edge, which dog bites before it barks. In his tunnels, I’m only blind.”

Rius had no answer for that.

Via crossed the room with the blanket around her shoulders. She put her arms around him. Cato’s hands hovered, found her back, and held her with such care that Rius had to look away.

“I’ll come back,” Via said.

Cato held her a little tighter. “Then I’ll keep your place by the hearth.”

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