I got my second MRI of the year done and it looks like my spine has gotten worse in a few areas. I've been having worse issues with walking, which makes me really fearful for my upcoming trip in a few days. It's embarrassing, but I have to let everyone know I have actually slightly pissed myself a few times because of my discs and nerve damage.
It turns out I have spinal stenosis in a few areas, and I have to wait till Oct 10th to talk to the first surgeon and then the 14th for the second. I tried to talk to my family a little about my back recently and well... Eh, fuck it. :)I am going to do my best to do up a commission for a really kind Patron and then schedule it to post before I go. Please forgive me for my silences, I'm just really really struggling, and this fucking sucks. I can't even walk without constant pain anymore. <3I haven't wanted to tell my partner how bad it is, and I haven't really told my friends how bad it is.But I want all of you to promise me you won't be like me, and if you are worried about pain to please keep track of your symptoms and talk to a doctor. Please. Much love and hugs to you all.