Hey all, just dropping some content. Old pages plus four new ones.I've been recovering from a pretty horrendous depressive episode since last we spoke. I can't lie, I got overwhelmed by the negativity of what is transpiring at home. It's been hard to come to terms with the fact that a lot of what myself and Dad have had and done in the past won't be available to us anymore due to his developing disability. It isn't just what we have done, it is also what we haven't. He's broken down, I've broken down and it has burnt me out. I know this seems very 'me centric', I don't intend it to come off as such- I know Dad is suffering more than I know or may ever know yet I need to convey what my experience has been due to it affecting my work. I'm seriously trying to get things done, it is burning me out even more having this gnawing guilt for not getting the work out and the consequences of not doing such, but I really have had to step back to avoid damaging myself further and, of course, to be a supportive presence for my father. I will put a poll up shortly just to touch base with your wants and needs. Next Friday I shall do my best to get a more substantial update out for you all. I only started working again Tuesday or Wednesday.Thank you all for your patience, it means a lot. It has been a light in the darkness. Speak soon.