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I worked R-18 to client who I promised R-18 thing a year ago
I don't service R-18 now tho...
Promise is promise.
but
as I expected I realized that working on R-18 is still really big burden to my mind.
people asked me about my health problem.
its something like Panic disorder / Paranoia
little stress things trigger it
and It effects to my body too.
Then cant sleep, cant breath, cant relax, fucking heart problem too
So I recently turning on meditation music all days.
( I recommend (Tibetan bowls youtube)
It really helps if you want to relax mind)
and deep breath
walking in forest, mountain.
thinking positively
working for normal job
I'm still looking for best way.