i swear for my life literally yasterday i was convinced i wasnt going to be lewd because i felt weird about it, and not even 24 hours have passed and im SO needy i'm even shy to say this but i found it hilarious because i was absolutely sure of being a saint and now im just touching the microphone softly because i want to feel something in my hands, and fantasizing, reeeeallly wanting to be with somebody, and fdsjfjja im such a hopeless romantic but with hope :3