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(AS) B4 - Lesson 16: "Listen To Your Elders."

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Kailin stood rigid before the pill furnace, both palms pressed flat against the glowing white surface.

Sweat traced thin lines down her face, catching briefly along her jaw before dripping free. She didn’t seem to notice. Her entire focus remained fixed on the storm raging across the holographic display suspended in front of her.

Inside the projected chamber model, color and light churned in violent currents.

Bands of deep crimson crashed against spiraling ribbons of pale blue, while threads of gold flickered through the chaos like lightning trapped inside a storm. Every few seconds, the entire mass twisted violently, threatening to collapse into instability before another subtle adjustment pulled it back under control.

Kailin’s fingers twitched, and a current shifted.

The change was tiny, barely perceptible, but Alpha caught it immediately.

The storm reacted like a living thing responding to pressure. One turbulent stream bent aside. Another tightened inward. The violent collision of energies softened just enough for the surrounding currents to stabilize.

Around her, holographic charts floated in layered rings.

Temperature gradients.

Aspect saturation curves.

Energy density projections.

Kailin’s eyes snapped constantly between them, her breathing growing sharper as the refinement continued. Every movement became faster than the last.

Then faster again.

Her fingers danced across the surface in tiny, controlled motions, and Alpha found himself oddly reminded of an orchestra conductor building to a crescendo.

Slowly, the chaos inside the furnace began to change.

The storm still churned violently, but now patterns emerged within it. Spirals formed and held. Streams aligned instead of colliding. The scattered bursts of color condensed into structured rotations around a growing center point.

Kailin leaned forward slightly, shoulders taut.

Another finger flicked sharply across the surface, and the entire storm shuddered.

Then—

Brilliant light exploded from the furnace.

The chamber flashed white so suddenly that Hugo swore and threw an arm over his eyes. Garrelt recoiled half a step, blinking hard against the afterimage burned across his vision. Even Dr. Maria turned her head slightly as the flare flooded the lab in harsh brilliance.

Inside the holographic display, the storm collapsed inward all at once.

Every stream of energy rushed toward the center in a violent implosion, compressing into a single point of blinding light bright enough to resemble a miniature sun.

Kailin yelped and jerked both hands away from the surface, stumbling backward as she shielded her eyes.

The holographic display vanished instantly, and the floating charts blinked out one after another.

Silence followed.

Ding!

A tray slid smoothly out from the central cylinder.

Resting atop it were five perfectly smooth pills, bone-white and faintly glossy beneath the laboratory lights. Each one was nearly identical in size and shape, so evenly formed they looked almost manufactured.

For several long seconds, Kailin simply stared.

Her arms lowered slowly as the strain drained from her posture, disbelief overtaking the exhaustion on her face.

Then she laughed.

It began quietly, almost breathless.

Then the sound grew, her laughter climbed higher and higher until it bordered on manic.

Off to the side, Hugo exchanged a look with Garrelt, who slowly raised one brow in response.

Maria merely folded her arms tighter, though the faint curve at the corner of her mouth suggested she was enjoying this far more than she intended to admit.

Kailin suddenly slammed both palms against the furnace, and her head snapped toward Alpha’s hovering [Wasp]. The grin stretched across her face, wide enough to look almost feral.

“That was amazing!” she exclaimed.

Sweat still dripped from her chin, and damp strands of hair clung to the sides of her face, but she barely seemed aware of it.

Alpha chuckled softly as the drone drifted downward.

It landed lightly on the extended tray beside the pills.

“I’m glad you approve.”

Kailin shook her head hard enough to send droplets of sweat scattering.

“No—you don’t understand!” she nearly shouted.

She jabbed a finger toward the pills.

“For even the most skilled alchemist, successfully refining a pill is difficult,” she said. “That’s why recipes are adjusted to produce multiple pills per batch in the first place. If even one or two come out properly, the alchemist can usually recover the cost of the materials and still make a profit.”

Her breathing quickened again as she gestured wildly between Alpha and the furnace.

“But this—”

A sharp laugh escaped her as she struggled to gather her thoughts.

She turned back toward the furnace and dragged both hands through her damp hair.

“Even for a low-level recipe, this kind of result is absurd,” she continued. “A one-in-a-thousand outcome—”

She stopped herself immediately and shook her head.

“No. One-in-a-million.”

Her eyes locked onto the furnace.

Alpha caught the sudden hunger in her expression. The twitch of her fingers. The slight change in her breathing. Pure, ravenous fascination burned across her face as she stared at the white structure as if it held the answer to every question she’d ever asked.

For the briefest instant, Alpha wondered if giving her access to the furnace had been a mistake.

Then again—

Na. It’s more fun this way.

The others stepped forward at that moment.

Hugo leaned in first, careful not to touch anything. His eyes narrowed as he studied the five bone-white spheres, each one resting perfectly still beneath the lab lights. He hadn’t seen many pills in his life, but the few he had seen usually carried flaws: tiny pits, uneven coloring, or a medicinal smell sharp enough to sting the nose.

These looked as though they had been carved from polished ivory.

“What did you make?” he asked.

Dr. Maria stepped up beside him and tilted her head, one hand rising to rub thoughtfully at her chin. Her eyes sharpened with professional interest as she examined the pills from several angles.

“They look like [Minor Vitality Pills],” she said slowly. “But I don’t think I’ve ever seen any so… clean before.”

Kailin’s grin somehow spread wider.

“Because [Minor Vitality Pills] don’t typically reach Golden Grade.”

Garrelt straightened slightly. Maria’s brows rose. Even Hugo, who only understood enough alchemy to recognize when something was expensive, felt his attention sharpen.

Kailin reached forward and plucked one pill from the tray, holding it delicately between thumb and forefinger. For all her earlier mania, her grip had gone careful now. Reverent, almost. She drew in a breath, then sent a tiny pulse of spirit energy into the pill.

For an instant, its surface shimmered with faint gold. Light rippled across the bone-white shell, soft but unmistakable. The glow vanished almost as quickly as it appeared, leaving the pill pale and flawless once more.

Maria leaned in a fraction, her eyes narrowing as something flashed behind them.

Alpha’s [Wasp] skittered closer on the tray and tapped one of the remaining pills with a thin metal leg.

“Oh?” he asked, tone light. “And why is that?”

Kailin turned toward him, excitement still bright across her face. She paused and drew in a slow breath, as if the simple act might help her organize the thoughts that were already trying to spill out all at once.

“Because Vitality Pills aren’t proper healing pills,” she said.

“They’re emergency support pills. Broad-spectrum stimulants meant to stabilize injuries, reinforce the body, and keep someone moving long enough to escape danger or reach actual treatment.”

She lifted the pill slightly, making sure the others could see it.

“A proper healing pill, like a [Bone Mending Pill] or a [Blood Restoration Pill], is specialized. It targets a specific kind of injury and repairs it directly. Broken bones. Blood loss. Damaged meridians. Torn muscles. That sort of thing.”

The pill rolled lightly between her fingers.

“Vitality pills are different. They’re intentionally generalized. Crude, even. Their entire purpose is to buy time.”

Alpha’s drone tilted.

“So,” he said thoughtfully, “they’re first aid kits.”

Kailin’s eyes lit up.

“Yes! Exactly!”

She pointed at him with the pill still pinched between her fingers, nearly vibrating again.

“That’s exactly it. A [Minor Vitality Pill] isn’t something a wealthy young master takes because he wants a perfect recovery after a duel. It’s designed to give an adventurer enough time to get away, take proper medicine, or find help.”

She nearly bounced on her heels.

“But that also means there’s almost no reason for an alchemist to chase higher-grade [Minor Vitality Pills]. If you’ve got the skill, furnace control, and resources needed to refine one reliably at Golden Grade, why waste that effort when you could make stronger pills?”

She turned back toward the furnace, staring at the smooth white surface as if trying to see the storm still hidden inside it.

“A standard Bronze Grade [Vitality Pill] is more effective than a Silver Grade [Minor Vitality Pill],” she explained. “It’s also usually cheaper and easier to refine than trying to force a [Minor Vitality Pill] into Golden Grade.”

Her laugh came out thin, almost disbelieving.

“So Golden Grade [Minor Vitality Pills] almost never exist intentionally. Most are accidents. Blind luck during refinement. A strong alignment between unusually compatible ingredients. Maybe the batch stabilizes strangely, or one pill forms better than expected while the rest come out normal. It could happen for any number of reasons.”

She looked down at the pill in her hand.

“And even then, it’s so rare that, even if everything goes perfectly, you might only see it once in hundreds of refinements.”

Her gaze drifted back to the tray.

Her voice softened with disbelief.

“But all five?” she asked. “All five reaching Golden Grade in a single batch? With no contamination. No instability. No degradation, and not even a variation in size or finish?”

Kailin swallowed, then shook her head, as though even she couldn’t quite accept what she was seeing.

“If you accomplished this with a normal furnace,” she said, still staring at the pills, “the sects would hail you as a once-in-a-millennium alchemical prodigy. They would go to war over you.”

The lab went quiet.

“Alchemical prodigy,” Alpha repeated, his voice light, though amusement edged every word.

One of the drone’s legs lifted and tapped against the side of its head.

“Well now,” Alpha said, and that amusement shifted into something that sent a shiver down the spine of everyone present. “Isn’t that interesting?”

Hugo felt the hair along the back of his neck lift.

Garrelt’s expression hardened by a fraction.

Maria’s eyes narrowed.

Alpha turned and fixed the drone’s optics on Kailin with bright, patient focus.

“So,” Alpha asked, his voice casual and friendly.

Yet beneath that warmth, something sharper waited.

Something hungry.

“Wanna see if you can do it again?”

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Kailin lay sprawled across the table like a woman who had won the battle but lost the war.

One arm dangled over the edge. The other curled possessively around a mug that was either almost empty or had been almost empty for some time. Several more mugs crowded the table around her, already drained. One lay tipped on its side in a shallow puddle that had begun creeping toward a stack of folded napkins.

Her eyes were red. Her hair had escaped whatever order she had tried to force on it, loose strands sticking to her damp cheeks or jutting in uneven directions. Every few breaths, Kailin sniffed, then took another drink.

The chair across from her scraped back.

Kailin flinched so hard her mug nearly slipped from her fingers. She jerked halfway upright and blinked hard, squinting across the table until Dr. Maria’s face resolved into focus.

The doctor settled into the chair with unhurried calm, set her own mug down, and folded one hand around it as she regarded Kailin over the rim.

Kailin stared back, her eyes narrowing into a watery glare.

“What?” she demanded, the word coming out thicker than intended. “Come to make fun of the poor alchemist?”

Maria raised one brow.

Kailin planted an elbow on the table, nearly missed, corrected herself with great dignity, and pointed at Maria.

“Poor Kailin,” she said, her voice wobbling between accusation and self-pity. “Poor, poor Kailin. Everything she learned. Everything she worked for.” She paused, blinked, then waved something away. “All those years of struggle, rendered pointless.”

She slumped forward again, chin nearly striking the table before she caught herself on one elbow.

Dr. Maria took a slow sip from her mug.

“You sound rather upset,” she said, “for someone who just refined so many pills.”

Kailin’s head snapped up.

“Seven!”

Her shout cracked through the room. She slammed her mug down hard enough to make the empties jump. One toppled, rolled in a lazy circle, and bumped against Maria’s cup before coming to rest.

Kailin jabbed a finger at the table.

“I finished seven refinements,” she said, each word dragged out with drunken precision. “Seven. Every one of them a success. Every one of them a full batch!”

She gave a harsh laugh that broke into a hiccup.

Her glare sharpened for half a second, then wavered.

Her lower lip trembled.

“Do you have any idea what that’s like?” she asked, voice cracking as tears welled again. “Knowing everything you struggled to learn, all the sweat and blood and sleepless nights and ruined batches and debt and stupid guild fees and stupid noble brats and stupid broken furnaces—”

She sucked in a breath, then lost it to another hiccup.

“—doesn’t matter?”

Maria’s expression softened by a fraction, though she said nothing.

Kailin lifted her mug in a crooked toast.

“Apparently,” she announced to no one in particular, “all anyone ever needed was a… faaaancy furnace.

She gave the mug a limp little shake.

“Whoopie.”

Then she tilted it back and drained the last mouthful.

The moment she finished, she folded forward again with a miserable groan. Her forehead hit the wood with a soft thud.

Silence settled over the table.

Kailin sniffled into her sleeve. Another small sob escaped her, muffled against the polished wood.

Maria turned her mug slowly between both hands.

“I do,” she said at last.

Kailin went still.

Slowly, she lifted her head just enough to peer over her arms. Her eyes were wet, her lashes clumped with tears, and the sharpness in her expression had dulled into something small and uncertain.

“You do?” She asked, her voice thin.

Maria nodded. She looked down into her mug, thumb brushing along the rim.

“You’re not the only one whose professional pride Alpha has ripped up by the roots.”

Maria chuckled softly, though there was little humor in it.

“I’ve spent longer than most people know studying the body. Not only humans, either. Animals, spirit beasts, beastkin, plants. Anything that lived, that I could examine, treat, dissect, heal, or learn from.”

She took another drink, then let the mug rest between both hands.

“There was a time when I could honestly say there were few in the Second Realm who understood the Truth we call Life better than I did.” Her mouth curved faintly. “Maybe even some in the Third.”

Kailin’s brows drew together as she listened.

Maria’s gaze stayed on the dark surface of her drink.

“Then Alpha came along,” she continued. “And in a few short months, I learned things that would have made that past version of me weep bitter tears over her own ignorance.”

She scoffed quietly.

“Assuming her pride let her believe any of it.”

Kailin’s fingers tightened around her empty mug.

Maria looked up from her drink, and this time her eyes met Kailin’s directly.

“That your cultivation hasn’t collapsed,” Maria said, “that you haven’t lost your Truth where many others would have shattered under the same realizations, says more about you than any perfect batch ever could.”

Kailin’s breath hitched. For a moment, it looked like she might burst into tears, but Maria continued, leaning back slightly in her chair.

“You’re still here.” Maria smiled faintly. “That’s a testament to your talent, young lady. And to the foundation you built before Alpha ever put that furnace in front of you.”

Kailin sniffed again.

This time, she sat up properly, or as close to properly as her current condition allowed. She wiped at her face with her sleeve and looked down at the mugs scattered in front of her.

“Really?” she asked.

Maria nodded.

“Really.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Kailin’s gaze drifted to the bottom of her empty mug. She turned it slightly between both hands, watching the last thin line of liquid slide along the inside.

Her voice came quieter when she finally spoke.

“But what do I do now?”

Maria’s smirk returned.

“What do you mean?”

Kailin stared down into her mug and sighed.

“I mean…” She looked up at the doctor and hated how small her voice sounded. She swallowed before trying again. “With this new furnace, even an apprentice could reliably make lower-level pills.”

Her fingers tightened around the mug. The warmth had gone out of it some time ago, but she held on anyway.

“I can only imagine what a real master could do with it. Once Alpha learns enough from me to start training others, where does that leave me?” Her voice cracked despite her effort to steady it. “Am I just another cog in the machine? Useful only until he can make a dozen better versions?” She looked down again, throat tightening. “Or will he throw me away like all the rest?”

Dr. Maria didn’t answer immediately.

She only watched Kailin from across the table, her hands folded loosely around her own mug. The silence stretched just long enough for Kailin to regret saying anything at all. Her cheeks burned, and she fixed her gaze on the thin line of liquid left at the bottom of her cup.

At last, Maria nodded.

“I see your concern,” she said. “But let me ask you this. Suppose you’re right. Suppose that in a year, Alpha has entire teams of new alchemists producing pills at a rate this city has never seen.”

Kailin’s shoulders curled inward.

Maria continued, her voice even. “Would any of those new alchemists have your experience? Your understanding? Your instincts? Would they know why a refinement failed before the furnace told them? Would they know when a recipe was lying to them? Or why it worked in the first place?”

Kailin lowered her gaze.

“Well… no,” Kailin admitted quietly. “Of course not.”

The answer gave her no comfort.

Her reflection blurred as another tear slipped down her cheek and fell into the cup.

“But what does that matter if the bar gets lowered?” she asked. “If anyone can do the basics, then the basics stop mattering. Expectations rise. Everyone demands more. And I’m back where I started.” Her mouth twisted. “Scrambling to prove I deserve to stand in a room everyone else was born inside.”

Maria’s cup lowered softly to the table.

“See,” she said, “that is where you’re limiting yourself.”

Something in her voice made Kailin look up, and her heart froze in her chest.

The woman sitting across from her was still Dr. Maria. She had the same small frame. The same wrinkled face.

But something in her eyes had changed.

They were no longer the eyes of the kind old doctor who had wiped soot from her face, complimented her explanations, and sat with her through a drunken collapse of professional pride. Those eyes were sharp enough to pin her in place. Focused. Burning with the terrible certainty of someone who had cut open the world, found it wanting, and decided to keep cutting.

Kailin wasn’t unfamiliar with people talking about her behind her back. Some called her… intense. Others, obsessive. Unsettling when she forgot herself and chased an idea too far.

But compared to the gaze fixed on her now, Kailin felt like a mewling kitten standing before a roaring tiger.

As those eyes locked her into her seat, the doctor continued.

“You’re judging yourself by what you are now,” Maria said, her grin widening. “Not what you will become.”

Kailin’s fingers clenched around the mug, and her hand began to shake.

“You see the opportunity in front of you,” Maria continued, “and you’re already grieving the worth you think you’ll lose when others gain access to it as well.” Her voice remained quiet, but every word struck like a dagger to the heart. “That’s the wrong question.”

Kailin’s lips parted, but no sound came.

Maria leaned forward slightly.

“You shouldn’t be asking what happens when others reach where you stand.” Her smile widened, thin and fierce. “The question is how far you intend to go before they even get there.”

A chill ran through Kailin.

Maria’s eyes gleamed.

“What limits will you reach?” she asked. “What boundaries will you touch?”

Her smile sharpened.

“And when you find them…” Maria’s voice dropped to a near whisper. “What will it look like when you shatter them?”

The words settled into Kailin’s chest like a struck bell.

It took the alchemist a long moment to realize the deep, uneven breathing she heard was her own.

She drew in one final lungful and swallowed.

Then Maria stood, lifted her mug, tipped her head back, and drained the last in one smooth swallow. When she looked at Kailin again, the kindly old doctor had returned.

“Change is coming to this world, Kailin,” Maria said. “In ways I don’t think any of us fully understand yet. Perhaps that means some things we once thought extraordinary will become ordinary.”

Her expression softened.

“But it also means the ceiling we once thought unreachable may finally come within reach.” She smiled faintly. “I don’t know about you, but as someone whose art means more to her than her life, I am very much looking forward to seeing what lies beyond it.”

Maria turned and walked away.

Kailin remained where she was, both hands wrapped around her mug.

For a long while, she said nothing.

She only stared down into the dark dregs of her drink, watching her reflection tremble.

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