Yesterday I was walking by the lake and found some poppies. I needed to draw them quickly. As an artist, I like the second photo better (before adding details). Because in the second one, I almost guessed how to build the logic of color and light and shadow - leave large, saturated red spots and make them lighter (light green and orange) as the objects move further away. Then I would have achieved an airy volume. But instead, I did the "AI effect" - the more details, the better... and ruined the drawing. Now it has no artistic value and I'm upset. In general, I drew these poppies when I was very upset about my health (I haven't been able to cure it for a year), my skills, and that I'm a loser. I'm not writing this because I want self-pity, it's just that in the last year I've felt so insecure and confused. It's as if the foundation of my personality has become shaky... AND I JUST DRAWN POPPIES 🤣Being an artist is so funny, I don't laugh at the circus🤡👏