My lovely Patrons!(tl;dr more videos coming so soon I've just been taking a short, sort-of-not-my-choice breather)I normally only like to post if I have good news. Either a new video to show you guys or something to the tune of "one is coming soon!". Which is still the case! New 3 Minute Love Letters will be coming and I'll be doing a Q&A video for New Year's Eve! I just wanted to let you guys know that I had a lot more videos planned for this month, something like 6, but I just couldn't bring them to fruition. Some of you guys have followed me for a long time so you may know this, but I lost my dad last Christmas Eve and it basically shattered my life. I've been trying super hard all year to progress and work towards doing YT full time, and I know Christmas is the season for thematic content binging, but I must admit it's been very difficult for me to focus this month - esp. with my mom visiting to help my sister and I feel a little more Holiday cheer. I know he always wanted me to strive for things that make me happy, so to not be able to do that thing because his absence has left us so unhappy feels a little silly. Then again, people are kind of silly in general!Anyways, I'm sorry for getting a little humdrum and sentimental on you guys! I just always want you to know where I'm coming from! I hope you all have a very lovely holiday full of all of the warmth and kindness and happiness that you deserve (which is TONS!) and I can't wait to bring you guys more content! Who knows, maybe 2019 is the year I'll start doing this full-time!I can't thank you all enough for your support. YouTube gave me something to focus on and throw my passion into to avoid sinking. No matter how we all grow or evolve beyond who we are right now or who we were last December or the one before that, I'll never be able to repay you all for your kindness. <3Here's to a brighter 2019 for us all!