I hope you all had a wonderful month so far! I know I didn't do an update last month but its mostly due to a lot of things going on with my family. It's a bit of a heavy subject. A lot of my family members had died in the past and it was mostly from natural causes. But this recent one in particular, it was a suicide and it was a huge thing that changed everyone. And if you guys are familiar with Asian culture, mental health and suicide is taboo subject.
However, with this particular one.. It changed everyone. And it brought up a lot of wounds in the family and I don't know if its good changes or not but it changed everyone and you don't need someone to point out the obvious either. I'm fairing better than my other relatives and have been trying to be there for them. But my uncle's death has opened a lot of wounds and trauma that I thought I healed from and it has been hard. But I am stronger than where I was years ago just.. It still feels surreal to me is all. Since I've dealt with suicide of old friends and it opened a lot of things. I do apologize for trauma dumping but it has been hard on me and everyone in the family currently.
I also do want to thank you all for the support and love. I always appreciate reading all of your guys messages! It always bring a smile to my face when I needed it most. You all are wonderful and I hope you all have a wonderful rest of the month. 💚
I'll probably make a separate post for updates and so forth later.