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"Great work, man."

Zidane stepped out of the technical area as Sergio Ramos came jogging across the white line, Éder Militão hustling on past him in the opposite direction. The fourth official was already lowering his board. The Estadi Ciutat de València was filling and emptying the kind of crowd noise a no-stakes end-of-season fixture brings, a polite, half-bored ripple.

Ramos slowed, nodded, and started to angle past Zidane toward the bench.

Zidane reached out and caught him by the arm.

"Hey."

Ramos stopped.

Zidane stepped in a little closer, lowered his voice, the kind of voice that does not carry past the man it is talking to.

"You weren't yourself out there today, Sergio."

Ramos did not meet his eye. He looked at the grass.

"Everything alright?"

Ramos shrugged, a shoulder lifting and dropping. His weight shifted from one foot to the other. He did the thing he had been doing since Wednesday, the small tip-toeing motion when he did not want to say a thing.

"Yeah. Was just." A pause. "You know."

Zidane held his arm a beat longer, looking at him properly, then nodded once and let go.

"We'll talk about it. Properly. Go get some rest. The season's over now, eh?"

Ramos nodded.

Zidane gave him a small, real smile, almost paternal.

"You know we still need our captain for next season."

Ramos's mouth tugged, the smallest twitch. He let out a small awkward laugh, just air really.

"Yeah."

He clapped Zidane on the shoulder as he went past, and Zidane turned back to the pitch and clapped his hands hard at the field.

"Vamos, boys! Come on! Nice one! Keep going!"

This was the final round of La Liga, and every fixture on the matchday had to kick off at the same time. League rules. Anti-collusion. Anti-fixing. Whether the games mattered or not, you played them, you played them honestly, and you played them now.

Real Madrid were in Valencia, away, against Levante. Levante had finished safely in fourteenth, no relegation worry and no European chance. Madrid had locked third already, win or lose. The match was a bureaucratic obligation. Most casual fans had not even tuned in. Most of the players on Madrid's bench had not really tuned in either.

The score was two-nil. Benzema and Hazard had taken one apiece, both assisted by Vinícius Júnior, who was having one of those games where the grass seemed to bend toward him. He had been the only player on either team genuinely playing football all afternoon. The rest of them were going through the motions.

Ramos came down the touchline toward the bench. Marcelo was the first up.

"Hey, capi."

They shook, palm to palm, the long way, and pulled into a quick half-hug.

Lunin was next, a small handshake and a nod, the young keeper polite.

"Good shift."

"Cheers."

Ramos sat down at the end of the bench. He let out a slow breath through his nose and rested both his elbows on his knees, the towel one of the staff handed him going across the back of his neck.

A couple of seats up the row, Valverde and Rodrygo were huddled over a phone. Valverde let out a short, hard sound.

"Fuck. Fuck. It wasn't offside."

Rodrygo groaned next to him, palm dragging down his face.

"Honestly. It was tight. Tight tight. Could have gone either way."

"Yeah, but of course it went their way."

That match had been six days ago. The wound was still very fresh.

Now, Real Madrid and Atlético Madrid were rivals. Real Madrid and Barcelona were rivals. Atléti and Barça were rivals. None of them liked each other on any normal day. But the Clásico last week had been brutal, on the field and online. The memes had not let up since Sunday. Some of the bigger pages, the ones that even the players themselves followed on private accounts, had been running the same five jokes against them all week. And the Barcelona players had not exactly been quiet about it. Mateo King's mouth alone had given the Madrid fanbase ulcers. So when the choice came down to do we hope Atlético spoil it for Barcelona, recency bias won out, and almost every Madrid player on that bench was, for the first time in any of their lives, quietly pulling for Atlético.

"What are you boys muttering about?" Marcelo had turned around in his seat.

Valverde sighed. "Barcelona's goal got given."

Isco's head jerked up. "What. Another one?"

"Yeah," Rodrygo said. "Three-one now."

A low, theatrical groan rolled through the row.

"Are you serious?"

"Dios."

"Three-one to them."

Marcelo dragged both his hands down his cheeks. "Ahh. Ahhh. The discourse, man. The discourse is going to be insane for the next month. Insane."

Kroos, sitting at the end with his arms folded, lifted his chin. "I think I am going to come off Twitter for a bit."

The whole row cracked up. Kroos shrugged at them, his face flat. "What? I am being serious."

"That's the most you'll have said all season, Toni."

"I am too old for that website."

"sure man"

They laughed again, the warm relieved laughter of men with nothing on the line, killing time.

Because for them, here it was. Final whistle would come, the season would end, most of them would be on flights within seventy-two hours. Some to the Eurocup with their national sides, most to a beach. Madrid being the most scrutinised club in the world meant the next few weeks were going to be brutal, the comparisons, the columns, the same one hundred takes recycled across every paper and every podcast. Most of them planned to disappear for a while.

"What if they win the Champions League as well?"

Rodrygo said it almost to the sky.

Marcelo's hands flew to his ears.

"Oh, no. NO, no, no, no, no. Don't even put that into the air, brother. Don't even SAY that."

The bench was laughing again, theatrical, mocking themselves and their own pain.

Ramos sat at the end of the row and did not laugh.

He stared down between his boots and did not say anything, and the towel sat on his neck, and nobody could tell what was going through his head at that moment. Nobody asked. Nobody on that bench, in that stadium, on that day, was going to ask the captain of Real Madrid what he was thinking, because he had been doing this thing all season, and the answer never came.

Back in the Wanda Metropolitano.

"Come on! Come on, boys! UP! UP, UP!"

Koke had not stopped moving since the moment the goal had been given. He was the kind of captain Atlético had needed Atlético to have for the last fifteen years, a man who never went silent, who never let his shoulders drop, who picked his teammates up by the front of the shirt when he had to. He was doing it now.

He went to Oblak first, who was still on his knees by the goal post, gloved hands pressed flat to the turf. Koke reached down and grabbed him under both arms and pulled him up bodily.

"Up, Jan. Up. We need you. Eh? We need you."

Oblak rose, blank-faced, and Koke patted both his cheeks twice.

"You. Have. Been. UNBELIEVABLE. You have kept us alive. Now keep going. Now keep going."

He moved on. He grabbed Felipe by the back of the neck on the way past, shook him once.

"Up, Felipe. UP. Heads. Heads up. We are not done."

Felipe nodded, his eyes glassy.

Llorente got a slap on the chest. Trippier got a fist banged against his.

"We are not done. WE ARE NOT DONE."

He reached the front of the field. Suárez was standing there in his own patch of grass, alone, the hem of his shirt pulled up between his teeth, biting it.

Koke walked into his eyeline.

"Luis."

Suárez did not move.

"LUIS."

Suárez's eyes drifted to him slowly.

"We already did one. One more, eh? One at a time. ONE AT A TIME."

Koke shook him by both shoulders.

"It's not over. Eh? It is NOT. OVER."

The shirt slipped out of Suárez's teeth. He looked at his captain, and Koke kept his grip on him, his eyes locked.

"Not over."

Koke nodded once and let him go and moved on, shouting at someone else.

Suárez stood there for a long second.

And inside him, somewhere underneath everything, somewhere behind all of the thoughts, those three words found a place to lodge.

Not over.

He gripped them. He held them. It was possibly pure delusion. He knew that. He was not stupid. The maths and the form and the body of the game all said the league was gone. But as long as there is delusion there is hope, and right now delusion was all that he had.

He spat in the grass, slapped his own chest twice, and started jogging back into shape.

He was not the only one fighting with delusion.

On the touchline, twenty yards back, Diego Simeone had a hand on top of his own head and his mouth slightly open.

The Wanda Metropolitano was a wall of sound around him. The Barcelona home end was roaring, three thousand throats, a cascading wave of noise that did not stop at any seam, the singing rolling and rolling. Koeman was on the touchline, his fist pumping. The Barça bench behind him was up off the chairs, players and staff cheering, the whole technical area a churning thing.

The Atlético end behind the goal was a different sound. A long, low roar of disbelief, the murmur of fifty thousand men who could not understand what their eyes had just shown them, the song they had been singing two minutes ago dying in their chests.

And on his own touchline, his assistants were shouting at each other.

"It has to be Saúl. Saúl now. We bring Saúl in for Lemar, push the shape up, Saúl can run further than Lemar can right now, Lemar's gone, his legs are gone, we need more in midfield—"

"No, no, we need attack, gaffer needs to throw Moussa Dembélé on. Dembélé up top with Suárez, double striker, push Félix wide, we are not going to score this from deep, we need bodies in their box—"

"And expose ourselves? Are you mad? At three-one? Barcelona will tear us to pieces, you put Dembélé on at the cost of a midfielder, Messi has fifteen yards of space behind us every time we lose the ball. That kid King is going to eat us alive. We have to think defensively, contain, slow it down—"

"There is NO time for that—"

"If we go open, Mateo King runs in on Oblak six times in twenty minutes—"

"If we don't, we lose anyway!"

Their voices were rising over each other. One of them turned to him.

"Gaffer? Gaffer, what do you want? Tell us, what do you want—"

Simeone was in the middle of all of it. The Barça noise on one side, the Atléti groan on the other, his own staff arguing in his ears, and inside him a thing was building that was about to come out.

This is not possible. This is not POSSIBLE.

He had known, for a very long time now, that he was on a long road. He had known it since the day he became Atlético manager. He had walked into a mid-table club fifteen years ago, this club he had bled for as a player, this club that was his heart. He had worked, and worked, and worked, until Atlético Madrid had become one of the great names in world football, a club other clubs feared, a team that could call itself a giant in the same breath as the giants. He had done that. He had personally done that. And he had known, every day of those years, that his misery would not end, because who had put him in a league with Real Madrid and Barcelona, who had put him at a club that would always be number three in his own city. He knew his hardship was for life.

But he had sworn, somewhere, in some private corner of himself, that he was going to carve out a piece of happiness anyway. A small piece. Not much. He did not ask for much. Just one season. Just one. A little corner of joy for a man who had worked himself into a state for almost a decade.

This season was supposed to be that.

This season was supposed to be the one. The one he could look back on and say, this. This one was mine. I made this. I built this. They could not take this from me.

And now all of it was coming down on his head in his own stadium, in front of his own people.

"Shut up."

It came out a little harder than he meant it.

The assistants stopped, mid-argument. One of them turned, blinked.

"Gaffer?"

"SHUT. UP."

The whole technical area went still.

"I am thinking. I am FUCKING thinking. All of you. SHUT UP for a moment. Eh?"

The assistants stood there, faces shocked.

Simeone closed his eyes. He took one long breath in through his nose, held it, let it back out.

No. No way.

Behind his eyelids the picture came up. The Barcelona end celebrating in twenty minutes. The Wanda Metropolitano with the championship board flashing across it. Messi lifting it. Koeman shaking his hand. Mateo King at seventeen years old, on his shoulders, on a podium, with a trophy that was supposed to be his trophy. HIS

No way I am letting them take this one too.

He opened his eyes.

The fire was back in them, deep and hot.

He turned to the assistant nearest him.

"Tell Saúl to get ready. He is going in. Now."

"On it—"

"Get Carrasco off. Saúl goes left wing, Lemar inside. Push Lodi all the way forward, I want him at the level of Trippier, the wing-backs both up to the top of the half." He was already moving, snapping his fingers, his voice carrying. "Push Llorente next to Suárez. We play two strikers. Dembélé warms up. He is coming on too in three minutes. Felipe stays. We pull Felipe ten yards higher. I want pressure on Ter Stegen, on Piqué, on Busquets. I want them to feel us. I want them, every time they get the ball, to feel a red shirt arrive within one second. ONE second. Tell them. ONE."

One of the assistants opened his mouth.

"Gaffer, that, that's going to leave the whole back—"

Simeone turned his head.

The look he gave was a small, flat, terminal thing.

The assistant's mouth closed.

"What are you all waiting for? Go. Go. Go go go go go."

The assistants scrambled, hands flying to headsets and radios, voices snapping into the comms, the bench behind them moving as the message went down the line.

Simeone stood there in the middle of it.

His back was straighter now. His hands had come out of his pockets. His jaw was set in a line.

He was going to see this match through to the end.

The way he had seen everything else through to the end.

For ten years.

...

"AHHHHHHHHHH!"

The family area exploded. Olivia and Aina were on their feet with their hands clasped white-knuckled together, jumping up and down and screaming, the high screams that come from a place that does not have any other thing it can do with itself. Isabella had thrown her head back, laughing, and Antonella was laughing along with her, both their hands on each other's shoulders. The three Messi boys had peeled off the sofa and were charging around the room, screaming, chasing Shakira and Piqué's kids, the cluster of them tearing in a wild loop past their uncle, who tried halfheartedly to grab one and missed. David and Andrew were on either side of grandma Núria, who had clearly decided she wanted to stand up and shout, and Nora was yelling at her in Catalan to sit DOWN before she broke something. Bodies and laughter and noise.

"They did it. THEY DID IT."

Olivia grabbed Aina's face in both her hands and shook it.

"OH MY GOD AINA THEY ACTUALLY WON IT THIS IS INSANE—"

"I KNOW! I KNOW!" Aina was laughing so hard her eyes were watering. "Oh my GOD, they actually won the trophy, this is, this is INSANE—"

The two of them collapsed against each other, half-hugging, half-dancing in place.

Olivia let her go after a moment, still glowing, and turned back to the field. The smile slowly steadied.

"They should defend it now, right?"

"Hmm?"

"Like." Olivia waved a hand at the field. "There's still twenty minutes. They should just, you know, do what the other team was doing earlier. Just stay back. Don't let them get any chances. Just kill it, Right?? Isn't that what the fans down were saying?"

Aina was still laughing, the high adrenaline of the celebration not quite out of her yet.

"Liv. They've already won this. What could happen in twenty minutes?"

Olivia made a face. "I don't know. I'm just saying. Twenty minutes is, like, a really long time, what if—"

"Olivia. They are two goals up. With twenty minutes left. They have already won the league; I mean like what could even go wrong."

"Okay, okay."

But Olivia kept her eyes on the field, and her hands stayed locked together in her lap, and her thumb began, without her noticing, to rub circles into her other thumb.

Back on the pitch, the celebration was breaking up.

The referee was waving them in, both arms going, jogging at the cluster of blue and red shirts piled on top of each other. Mateo was the first to peel out of it. He slammed a hand against his own chest twice and bellowed back at the Barça end as he jogged.

"VAMOS! LET'S GO, MAN!"

Pedri caught up to him.

"Dude. DUDE. You did it. That dummy. That dummy—"

"I know, I know. Outrageous, right?"

"Outrageous."

Messi tapped Mateo's shoulder on the way past, his small smile fixed, a single warm "Vamos." Alba reached up and rubbed Mateo's hair, the way an older brother rubs a younger brother's hair, his own face splitting open with it.

"Yeah, man. Yeah."

Behind them, Dembélé had not really moved. He stood in the patch of grass he had drifted to when the celebration had cooled, smiling, but his smile was a stunned thing, as if he had not yet caught up with what his own body had just done. He did not know what to say.

Messi drifted back across the field to him.

He did not say anything for a beat. He just walked up and tapped Dembélé's chest with the back of his hand, twice, the small captain's tap that Messi had been giving teammates for fifteen years now.

Dembélé looked at him.

Messi smiled.

"Good job, man."

Dembélé's smile got bigger. It got bigger in a way you could see it climbing his face muscle by muscle, the corners pulling, the cheeks lifting, the whole face lighting up.

Messi gave him a final pat and jogged back into shape.

Dembélé stood there a beat longer.

Then he turned to face the Barcelona end, and he walked a few steps toward them, and he sank down onto both his knees in the grass.

He raised his open palms up in front of his chest in the Muslim gesture of prayer.

He closed his eyes.

He stayed there for a long moment, his lips moving, his hands trembling slightly in front of him.

Lord knew, he had needed that goal.

"And the goal is given, the goal stands, and finally, finally, after a season of feeling like the universe was always going to leave them in suspense, the Barcelona supporters can breathe a small breath. The gap is back. A two-goal cushion. This is the mentality of a champion side, lose the lead, restore the lead, never let it get away from you. Three-one to Barcelona."

"But, Peter, my friend. This is not over yet. We have twenty minutes left. And if there is one team in the world you do not write off, ever, in any condition, in any state, at any score, it is the team in the red and white shirts standing on this pitch right now. Look down at that touchline. Look at what Diego Simeone is doing."

"And he is throwing the dice. He is. Saúl Ñíguez is coming on. Yannick Carrasco comes off, he has been quiet today, the change is shape-altering, this is Simeone moving to a more open formation, his wing-backs are going to be pushed forward, this is the manager committing his side to chasing the game with everything they have, and we are also seeing Moussa Dembélé warming up at the side of the pitch as well."

"Simeone is not done, Peter."

"Jim. He is not. Let us see how this plays out."

The referee got everyone back into position with a long minute of organising, the kind of long minute that drives stadiums mad. He checked his watch, lifted his arm, blew his whistle.

The match restarted.

The Atlético players did not waste the time the celebration had bought them. While Barcelona had been piled on top of Dembélé, the assistant coaches had been at the bench feeding instructions through the players who had been close enough to hear it, who had then passed it down the line in the seconds they had on the way back to position. By the time the whistle blew, every single red shirt on the pitch knew exactly what they were doing.

Koke's pep talk had worked too.

The shape was different. The intensity was different.

And the most visible difference of all was the man who had just come on.

Saúl Ñíguez had fresh legs in a game where everyone else had run for sixty-eight minutes. He carried himself like a man who had been pacing in the home tunnel for half an hour and was finally, finally, allowed to do violence.

"Saúl Ñíguez, his very first touch of this football match—"

Saúl took the ball on the left flank and went at Alba.

He did not feint. He did not slow. He just ran. Alba turned with him, the old hunter's instinct kicking in, his weight low, his arms out, but Saúl had not been chasing Barcelona players around the pitch for sixty-eight minutes. Saúl had been sitting on a bench.

Saúl pumped his legs and Alba's came off the floor.

"And he is past Alba. He is gone."

Saúl reached the byline and looked up. He did not pause. He whipped it.

The cross flew in low and hard across the six-yard area.

Suárez was sprinting in.

Piqué got there first by half a stride. The big centre-back's body slid across the line of the cross and met the ball with the inside of his foot, scrambling to bring it down, his torso shielding it from Suárez's arrival.

Suárez crashed in behind him, both hands at Piqué's hips, trying to wrestle past him.

Piqué did not give him a millimetre. He played it short. Araújo was already coming across to receive it, and Araújo took it, looked up, saw João Félix already steaming toward him, and lashed it long up the line, getting it as far away from his own goal as he could.

"And the danger is cleared, but my goodness, that touch from Saúl Ñíguez, that is the touch of a man who has come on to make a statement."

The 73rd minute. Atlético kept coming.

The ball was worked through the middle, Koke to Lemar, Lemar to Llorente (who was now playing higher than he had all season, almost a second striker), Llorente back to Saúl arriving in space.

Saúl took it and drove.

He went straight through the centre of the pitch. Busquets stepped to him, but Busquets did not have the legs to live with him, and Saúl skipped past with the touch, and De Jong came across, and Saúl shifted it onto his right foot.

He looked up.

He hit it.

A long shot from twenty-five yards, no thought, all conviction.

"Oh, SAÚL, SAÚL—"

The ball flew high and wide of the post, sailing into the home crowd.

But the message was clear.

"OOH. Oh, you see, you see, this is exactly why he came on. The substitution from Simeone, my friends, is doing exactly what he wanted it to do. Saúl Ñíguez is going to give them everything for these twenty minutes, and he is going to make Barcelona work for every inch of ground."

The Wanda Metropolitano had gone quiet again. The home end had been about to start a song after the goal, but they had stopped now, the notes dying in throats. They knew. Two-goal leads are not as safe as scoreboards say. Atlético had momentum now. Real, dangerous momentum. And nobody, nobody in that stadium, in that city, in this league, was going to sing a song while Diego Simeone's team had momentum.

But the individual brilliance of Barcelona's side was not done.

Messi got the ball in his own half, took a single touch to settle it, and went.

He did the thing he always does. He did the thing nobody had ever quite figured out how to stop him doing in twenty years of trying. He glided, his shoulders square, his face empty, the ball at his foot as if it were a thing he owned.

"One. Two. Hahaha. Three—"

The commentary started laughing. Saúl came across to stop him and was gone. Lemar lunged and was gone. Llorente, dropped back, tried to brake him and was gone.

"¡ATRÁS! ¡ATRÁS, COJONES! Get BACK!"

Simeone was screaming on the touchline.

Mateo was running. He had already seen it. He had seen it three full seconds before any of the Atlético players had seen it.

Messi clipped a pass into his feet.

Mateo took it on the half-turn. Felipe arrived to close him and Mateo just span, the ball turning with him in one motion as if it were attached to his boot by string. He turned past Felipe, then past Savić who had come across to plug, and as Giménez arrived from the other side Mateo took one touch into the open space and looked up.

"OH! OH, MATEO KING, WHAT A TURN—"

He did not look at Dembélé.

He passed to him without looking, a no-look ball sliding straight across his body off the inside of his right boot, the kind of pass that should not be possible, the kind of pass a man on his second goal of the day has the confidence to even attempt.

Dembélé was through.

Trippier came across to close but Dembélé was already striking it before Trippier's leg even left the ground. The strike was placed, hard and low, the bottom corner—

Oblak threw himself across his goal. His whole body laid out flat, his right hand at full reach, and he palmed it. The ball spun off and out for a corner.

"OH! OH, OBLAK! Oblak again! Oblak AGAIN!"

"And listen to me, listen to me, you saw the move from Saúl, you saw what Simeone's substitutions are doing. But these Barcelona players are not to be played with. They are vicious as they are lethal. Who says you have to win a league with a two-goal cushion? They are going for the throat. Both teams. With ten minutes left at the Wanda Metropolitano, both teams are going for the throat."

That was how it stayed.

Seventy-fifth minute. Saúl carried the ball across the midfield, head up, hunting. He cut inside Pedri with a sharp shift and his standing foot caught on the grass and went out from under him.

"Oh—"

Saúl slipped. His leg shot out sideways from under him and he went down on his hip, his momentum carrying his body forward as the ball ran loose three yards in front.

Mateo was on it like a wolf.

"And Mateo pounces, Mateo's got it, he is GONE—"

He turned with it and ran. The Atlético midfield was caught flat. Felipe was the only man in front of him. Mateo dropped his shoulder and stepped Felipe in two beats, just shifted the ball one way and went the other, and Felipe was left hacking at air.

Mateo was through. Mateo was in on Oblak.

The stadium came up off its seats. The Barcelona end roared, the Atlético end howled in horror. Olivia was up off her seat with both her hands at her mouth. Antonella was already screaming.

Mateo's eyes went up. He saw Oblak.

He saw the corner.

He hit it.

The ball flew low and hard, screaming for the bottom right.

It went a yard wide.

The whole stadium let out the same sound at the same time. The Barça end a long deflating groan, the Atléti end the sudden cackling roar of a team that has just been spared.

Mateo skidded to a stop on the grass.

Both his hands came up to the top of his head. His mouth fell open.

"That doesn't happen, my friends. Mateo King does not miss those. He does not miss those. Mateo King is in on Oblak, one on one, a finish he has put away ten times this season, and he has put it a yard wide of the post."

"He looks at the side of the goal like he has seen a ghost, Peter."

"Like he has seen a ghost. Look at him. He cannot believe it. Oblak cannot believe it. Nobody on this pitch can believe it. There is a ghost in this football match somewhere."

Mateo stayed there with his hands on his head, both palms pressed flat to his hair. He could feel his own pulse hammering against his fingers.

What the fuck. WHAT the fuck.

Seventy-seventh minute. The midfield turned into a knife fight.

Saúl stole it off Pedri. The Barça end groaned.

De Jong stole it back off Saúl. The Barça end roared.

Llorente stole it off De Jong before he had even set his feet. The Barça end groaned again.

Busquets stole it back off Llorente with the lazy elegance of a man teaching a child a lesson. The Barça end started laughing.

Lemar stole it off Busquets, two steps later, with a desperate slide.

Mateo stole it back off Lemar three seconds after that.

Saúl stole it off Mateo.

"WHO HAS THE BALL? Does anybody have the ball? Does anybody at the Wanda Metropolitano know who has the ball right now? Because I have lost count, I am going to be honest with you, I have lost count, who has it, somebody just KEEP IT—"

Jim was wheezing.

It went out for a throw-in eventually. Nobody knew whose.

Seventy-ninth minute. Atlético worked a corner.

Trippier had whipped it across from the right wing twice already in the last few minutes, both balls cleared but neither comfortable. Atlético were starting to live in the Barcelona box. The home end was up off its seats, biting whatever they had to bite.

This time, when the corner was called, seven Atlético shirts went into the box.

Seven.

Savić. Felipe. Giménez. Saúl. Llorente. Lemar. Suárez.

Atlético were not taking any chances.

Mateo had stayed just outside the box. He stood there now, alone in a pocket, his hands on his hips, his eyes hunting the area. If the ball broke loose, if any single touch sent it skidding out toward his feet, he was ready. He was going to bury it. He was going to kill this game, right now, this minute, this kick, and he was already half-leaning forward, his weight on the balls of his feet, like a man on the start line of a sprint.

In the box, Ter Stegen was shouting.

"OUT! OUT! GIVE ME ROOM! GIVE ME ROOM!"

He shoved Suárez backward with one big glove against the chest. Suárez shoved him back. Piqué grabbed Suárez by the shoulder. Suárez shoved Piqué. Felipe was leaning on Araújo. Saúl had his arm hooked through Roberto's. Bodies were pressing and shoving in every direction in front of goal, the small low contained violence of every corner kick anyone has ever been at.

The referee was in there, both hands flat, separating bodies.

"Eh. Eh. Off. Off. Off. ALL of you. Off. Last warning. Last warning."

The pushing eased a fraction.

The referee stepped back. He blew a short sharp whistle.

Out on the wing, Trippier stood over the ball. He raised his hand. He took a long deep breath in through his nose. He let it out slowly.

He looked up at the box one final time, and his whole face was a small private war.

He was nervous.

Mateo drifted half a step further forward. If the ball broke. If the ball broke, he was gone.

Trippier ran.

He struck the corner.

The ball flew in. A whipping inswinger, climbing and dipping at the same time.

"And the corner is in—"

The bodies in the box went up at once. Piqué rose with Felipe, both of them locked together, Araújo went up against Saúl, Busquets buried his shoulder into Llorente, Roberto had Lemar in a death-grip. Giménez had been the one who slipped his marker. He came up in the centre and met the ball with his forehead at full reach, just past De Jong who had jumped a half-second late, and Giménez's header came down rocketing toward the bottom left—

"OH—"

Ter Stegen got across.

He flung himself sideways and palmed it, the heel of his glove ripping at the ball, deflecting it sideways instead of down. The ball spilled out into the six-yard area.

"Scrappy. Scrappy—"

Alba reached it first and hooked at it. The ball cannoned off Felipe's hip and ricocheted back. Mateo had charged into the area now, he met it with his right foot, tried to side-foot it clear, and Llorente got a body in the way, the ball squirted off his shin and dropped back into the box. Ter Stegen was already up off his line again, scrambling.

"GET IT AWAY! GET IT AWAYYYY!"

Koeman was on the touchline, screaming.

The ball ping-ponged off Piqué, off Saúl, off Pedri, off a knee, off a thigh. The whole six-yard area was a knot of bodies, mud, boots, shouting. Pedri got a head to it, nodded it sideways trying to clear, but the nod did not have enough on it, and the ball dropped down into the same scrum.

It dropped.

It bounced once.

It bounced twice.

And there was a leg.

A red boot. Stretched. Hooked. Poking.

The ball squeezed through Alba's planted leg and Piqué's lunging body and Ter Stegen's diving hand, and it crossed the line.

"SUAREEEEZZZZZZ—"

The stadium detonated.

The Atlético home end, fifty thousand strong, exploded into a sound that did not have a top to it. The Atlético players in the box went up. Felipe screamed at the sky. Saúl threw both his fists. Koke, ten yards out, had both hands in his hair.

Suárez did not celebrate.

He did not wheel away. He did not drop to his knees. He did not look at the home end. He bent over the line, ripped the ball out of the back of the net, and started sprinting back toward the centre circle, the ball pressed to his chest, his face hard as iron.

"¡UNA MÁS! ¡UNA MÁS! ¡UNA MÁS, EH! ¡UNA MÁS! ¡VAMOSSS!"

He was screaming at his teammates. Waving them back. One more. ONE MORE.

Ter Stegen was on the floor at the back of his goal, hands flat on the grass, his head down between his shoulders.

The referee jogged back to the spot, finger pointing at the centre circle, half-trying to catch up with Suárez who was already there.

"And, my friends, my friends, his SECOND. His SECOND goal of the game. The man whose name this club is built on, the man this club let go for nothing eleven months ago, has scored his SECOND. This is not a beautiful goal, this is a scrappy goal, this is a poacher's goal, but Luis Suárez is a poacher, and he does not care, he does not care AT ALL, and the manager does not care, and the home end does not care, and the only thing that any single human being in red and white in this entire stadium cares about right now is the scoreline on that board, which reads—"

A pause.

"Three. Two. Ten minutes left to play. Are Atlético Madrid actually going to do this? Are they actually going to do this?"

Jim's voice was small and wide-open.

"They were chased out of this club. They were dragged out by their ankles. And look at the man who is doing it. Look at him. Look at him refusing to even let his own teammates celebrate, look at him sprinting back, the ball under his arm, his eyes wild, screaming for one more. One more. They are not done. Ronald Koeman might be wishing, right now, in this very second, that he had never sent that man out of this dressing room. Because the man he sent away is the man dragging the league title back out of his hands."

In the family area, every single person had gone quiet.

The kids had stopped chasing. They were standing in the middle of the room, mouths open, looking at the field.

Isabella's hand had come up to her chest.

Antonella's eyes were fixed on the field, her phone forgotten in her lap.

Olivia and Aina had not moved. They were still half-standing, their hands still clasped, their bodies frozen mid-motion. The smiles had drained from both their faces.

Aina swallowed. Her voice came out small.

"It, it can't, right?"

Olivia did not answer her.

She just held Aina's hand harder.

And on the field below, at the centre circle, Luis Suárez was placing the ball back on the spot. Refusing to let anybody touch it. Refusing to let anybody slow him down.

Ten minutes left.

Three-two.

...

Mateo stood at the edge of the centre circle.

His head was a little down. His chest was rising and falling. Across the line, the Atlético players were bouncing, half-jogging on the spot, their faces lit up with something he had spent his whole life on the other side of. They could not wait to start.

Suárez was twenty yards away, his back to him, slapping his own thigh, prowling.

Mateo lifted his head.

His face went hard.

No.

His jaw set.

This is mine.

The fire came up into his eyes from somewhere down deep, the same fire that had walked into the Bernabéu and torn a hat-trick out of the heart of Real Madrid. The same fire that had said no difference into a microphone and made it true with three goals.

He stepped forward.

The last ten minutes of the final matchday of the 2020/21 La Liga season would be talked about, dissected, replayed, mythologised, and argued over for as long as men gathered in bars to argue about football. The mythologising of it would start before the whistle had even gone. By the time the clock had stopped, none of the people who lived through it would ever forget where they had been sitting.

It had not even begun yet.

Peeeeep.

It began.

Eighty-first minute. Twenty-four seconds.

Atlético worked the kickoff back to Saúl, who carried it into the centre circle and looked, and as he looked he took two paces forward, and Pedri arrived to shoulder into him. Saúl rode it and laid it short to Llorente, who one-touched it into the path of Lemar, who fed Trippier overlapping.

Trippier got down the line and whipped a cross into the box first time.

"And it's a cross. It's a cross. SUÁREZ—"

Suárez climbed off Piqué's shoulder. The ball found his forehead. His header came down low and hard, snapping for the bottom corner—

Ter Stegen got the heel of his glove to it.

"AND TER STEGEN! Ter Stegen, again!"

The deflection sent the ball spinning out for a corner. Suárez landed on his back and immediately came up onto one knee, his eyes hunting the referee, half-asking for a foul that had not happened.

"And we are six minutes into this last ten and Atlético Madrid have already had two looks at goal. Two. They smell it. They smell it now. And the Wanda Metropolitano knows it."

Eighty-second minute thirty-four seconds.

João Félix had been quiet since coming on, dragged out wide by Simeone's reshape, watching as the ball moved past him rather than through him. He set off on a curving run now, opening up across the front of the Barça back line, his hand snapping up at his hip, his eyes locked on Saúl.

"¡AQUÍ! ¡SAÚL! ¡SAÚL, AQUÍ!"

Saúl had the ball at his feet. He had seen Félix. He had not played him.

Saúl bent it long instead, the other way, to Lodi overlapping on the left flank.

Félix threw both arms in the air. His face screwed up. He came to a halt mid-run, slapped both his hands against his own thighs, and bellowed.

"¡AGAIN! ¡AGAIN! I am RIGHT THERE! ¡SAÚL!"

He turned in a small angry circle, his hands going in his hair. His head twisted, just for a second, toward the Barcelona half. He could see Mateo from here, jogging back into shape, head up, all the space in the world around him because the Barcelona midfield rotated like a clock and gave him every yard it possibly could.

If I played there. If I played for that team. If somebody passed me the ball one time when I called for it—

He shook his head once, hard, and ran back into the press.

Eighty-third minute eleven seconds.

Messi got it in the half-space. Llorente arrived to close him and Messi turned past him, and Saúl came across, and Messi turned past him too. He was inside the Atlético half now, gliding, the angle opening for him.

Saúl came back from behind. He pulled across Messi's shoulder, tracking, his arm coming around Messi's chest.

The whistle ripped.

The referee was already pointing. Foul on Messi. Free kick from twenty-five yards.

Saúl threw a hand up in apology. Messi just brushed himself down.

"And another free kick from a phenomenal area. We have been here before tonight. Lionel Messi over the ball. Oblak the man tasked with stopping the unstoppable."

This time Mateo walked across the ball as well.

The whistle hung off the referee's lips. Messi looked up. Mateo looked up. Their eyes met for half a second.

Mateo took a step back behind the ball.

The wall set. Oblak crouched. The Wanda Metropolitano hushed.

The referee blew.

And Mateo ran.

Messi rolled it sideways, a single touch, the ball squirting two yards to his right, and Mateo hit it.

From an angle that he should not have been hitting from. From a position no striker in his right mind would shoot from, the ball curving at his foot at an angle that meant the entire goal was effectively a sliver, ten yards of post and bar to bend the ball around—

He hit it anyway.

The ball flew. Low and screaming and bending in the air, threading through Atlético bodies, the players who had been ready for the chip over the wall thrown completely the wrong way, and the ball curved past the inside of the post and Oblak threw himself across—

A fingertip.

A fingertip again.

The ball spun off and out for a corner.

"WHAT? WHAT?" Jim was wheezing. "From there? From THERE? Mateo King hit that from a phone box, Peter, what was that?"

"He is angry. He is angry. He should not have shot from there. He knows he should not have shot from there. And he hit it anyway. And he hit it well enough that if Jan Oblak was a centimetre slower than he is, that would have gone in. Look at him. Look at his face."

Mateo was standing twenty-five yards out, both hands on his hips, his head down. He was breathing hard through his nose. He lifted his eyes and looked at the goal.

He did not say anything.

He just looked at it.

Eighty-fourth minute twenty-nine seconds.

The corner came in. Piqué climbed for it, sent it clear with the side of his head. Lemar trapped it twenty yards out and squared it to Saúl, and Saúl drove again.

"Saúl, ALWAYS Saúl—"

Alba came across to stop him. The Atlético midfielder shifted his weight, dropped his shoulder, and went past Alba with a touch outside the boot.

Alba reached out.

His arm caught Saúl across the chest, his foot caught Saúl's trailing ankle, and Saúl went down across the ball.

The whistle ripped.

The referee jogged up. Yellow card. Alba turned away with both his hands on his head.

"And Alba has been booked. The first yellow Barcelona have seen since Pedri's. And the free kick is in a dangerous area, ladies and gentlemen, dangerous, dangerous area."

Atlético worked it short. Lemar to Saúl. Saúl chipped it into the box.

Suárez climbed. Suárez headed it.

"OBLAK— I mean, TER STEGEN—"

Ter Stegen got down low, palmed it away from his own near post. Felipe came in to lash at the rebound and Araújo threw his body across the line. The ball flew off Araújo's hip and skidded behind for another corner.

"It is just constant. Constant. Atlético do not stop. They do not breathe. They are at this Barcelona penalty area like a tide that does not go back out."

Eighty-fifth minute fifty seconds

Dembélé got the ball in the right half-space and turned, trying to break the pressure, trying to take Atlético somewhere they did not want to be. Trippier read him before he was even moving and arrived to chase. Dembélé carried it forward and Trippier kept with him, the two of them shoulder to shoulder, their elbows working at each other, the slow private war that wingers and full-backs have been fighting since the game was invented.

Dembélé stopped, dragged the ball back with the sole. Trippier overran him by a half-step, twisted, came back. Dembélé feinted to go inside, then went outside. Trippier did not buy it. His leg came across the line of Dembélé's run and Dembélé tripped over it and went sprawling onto the grass.

The whistle ripped.

Yellow card. Trippier this time.

The Englishman threw both hands up at the sky as he jogged away.

"And that is the second yellow card in a minute. We have nine yellow cards in this match, ladies and gentlemen. NINE."

The fans had stopped knowing what to do.

The Barcelona end had been singing since the first whistle and now they could not sing. Their hearts could not bear it. The cushion was gone. The lead was gone. The trophy that had been resting on their fingertips ten minutes ago was being prised back out, finger by finger. They stood on their seats, every one of them, their hands clutching at scarves, at sleeves, at each other, their faces locked on the pitch, and they did not know what to do with their bodies. They could not sit. They could not look away.

So they sang.

A small group on the far side started it, hesitant, the chant low and uneven, but the section near them picked it up, and the section near them, and within twenty seconds it was rolling around the away end, the Barça, Barça, Barça of the club anthem, sung not in joy, sung not in celebration, sung as a hand reached out to a team that was sinking.

The home end had its own song.

Fifty thousand throats singing the Atleti, Atleti, Atletico de Madrid anthem, the song they had been singing for a hundred and seventeen years of disappointment and occasional glory, the song that had been swelling and dying and swelling and dying for the entire afternoon, and now, now, the song was coming up out of them like something with its own life, a song from people who could feel themselves close to a thing they had not been allowed to be close to in a long, long time.

The two anthems collided over the pitch.

Neither stopped.

Eighty-seven minute six seconds.

The ball went out for a throw down the right and the cameras cut to the benches.

Koeman was on the touchline, his hands in his hair. Behind him, the Barcelona bench had emptied. The subs were on their feet. The staff were on their feet. Every man on every chair was up and leaning forward, fists clenched, breath held, watching.

Down the line, Simeone had not stopped moving. His hands were going. His mouth was going. He kept turning back to the bench and pointing at things only he could see. His assistants were nodding, scrambling, relaying.

In the family area, nobody had moved.

Olivia had Aina's hand pressed so tightly between hers that her knuckles had gone white. She was sitting forward, her body half-off the seat, her free hand half-raised in front of her mouth.

Isabella had her own hands clasped together in her lap. The Barcelona pin on the collar of her jacket caught a flash of light from the field, but she did not care about her club today. Her son was on the pitch just a few meters away and his face had gone tight, and she did not care about anything else in the world.

Antonella was sitting bolt upright, her hands flat on her thighs, her eyes locked on Leo.

The kids were not moving. The kids were not making a sound.

David was standing now. He could not sit. He stood behind the seats with both his hands gripping the back of one, leaning forward over the top.

Núria was muttering at the field in Catalan, the same three words, over and over, almost a prayer.

Eighty-eight minute forty-seven seconds.

Mateo got the ball deep, dropped between the lines like he had been doing all season, and turned.

Felipe arrived. Mateo shifted the ball across his body and Felipe went the other way, momentum left useless on the wrong side. Mateo broke through.

Twenty-five yards. Twenty. Eighteen.

Savić arrived to shut him down, dropped low, dropped low, dropped low. Mateo carried at him, then chopped left at the last second.

Savić's leg shot out.

Mateo skipped over it. Just. The studs of Savić's boot raked the back of Mateo's calf and Mateo stumbled, did not go down, his arms going wide for balance, and then he was past, and the goal was sixteen yards in front of him.

Oblak came out.

He came out with that exact loping, controlled stride that good keepers have when they have decided to take the angle.

Mateo did not have time to set. He hit it on the half-step, the side of his boot.

The ball flew at the bottom-left corner.

Oblak threw himself across, full extension, his whole frame in the air, and the ball struck his outstretched hand at full force and ricocheted up, up, straight up, and crashed down off the underside of the bar and out for a corner.

"OH. OH. OBLAK. OH. WHAT IS THIS MAN MADE OF?"

Mateo collapsed onto the grass at the edge of the area.

He stayed there, on his back, both hands over his face. His chest heaving. The Wanda Metropolitano had come up off its seats again, then collapsed back, then come up, then collapsed back, an exhausted wave of bodies that did not know whether to scream or weep.

Messi jogged up to him and reached down.

"Up. Up, chico. Up. We go again."

Mateo took his hand.

He came up off the grass and his eyes were red at the edges.

The board went up.

The fourth official lifted it above his head and showed it to the world.

The number on it was a five.

Five minutes of added time.

In the family area, every face dropped.

Isabella's mouth fell open.

David's hands tightened on the back of the seat until his fingers went white.

Olivia let out a single small sound that did not have a word inside it.

Aina turned her face into Olivia's shoulder and stayed there.

And on the Field, just below, in a stadium in Madrid that was now humming with a single deep dread it had not felt in a very long time, the referee was waving the players back into position for the restart.

Five minutes.

To hold on.

And these five minutes, if you were a Barcelona supporter, watching that field with your heart in your throat, were the five minutes when everything you had been holding for nine months came crashing down around you.

...

Lionel Messi got the ball.

He took it deep, almost level with his own midfield line, his eyes already up the pitch before his foot had even settled on it. He took one breath through his nose and started to move.

The whole stadium pulled toward him. Pedri checked his run and dropped off into a supporting pocket. Alba, despite his yellow, despite his lungs being shot, surged forward down the left to give him the option. Mateo drifted across the inside-right channel, his eyes locked on the small man with the ball, sprinting before he had even been looked for.

Messi carried.

He glided into the centre of the pitch and the Wanda Metropolitano rose around him like weather. The Atlético shape was deep now, very deep, a single solid red mass crouched in front of their own area, every man at home, even Suárez, even Félix, every shirt back to defend the lead they had clawed back.

Messi reached the front of their shape.

João Félix came across to stop him.

"¡FUERA, FUERA! AQUÍ, LEO ESTÁ AQUÍ!"

Félix stepped sharp, his foot stabbing. Messi rolled the ball with his sole away from the stab and turned past him. Félix lunged after, and his shoulder dipped into Messi's back trying to dislodge him, and Messi, the small man, leaned into the contact, used Félix's own momentum against him, and Félix tumbled across his back and went stumbling sideways.

"AHHHH—" Félix slapped the air.

Messi was through.

"VAMOS! VAMOS, LEO, VAMOS!"

Pedri was screaming for it. Mateo was sprinting through the right channel, his arm half-raised, his eyes locked on Messi.

Messi looked up.

Messi did not pass to Mateo.

He chipped it across.

Off the outside of his left boot, an angled clipped pass that should not have been possible from where his foot was, the ball spinning sideways in the air and curving into the path of Dembélé on the far left edge of the box.

"And it's a cross. It's a cross, but, OH, what a ball—"

The ball spun in. Dembélé reached it on the run, his right foot extending to bring it under control.

The ball clipped his ankle.

Dembélé's standing foot caught on the grass. His leg went out from under him sideways. The ball squirted three yards into the box in front of him.

Koke had been tracking back. Koke arrived at the ball first by half a step.

"NO—"

Dembélé scrambled back to his feet, falling forward, and lunged.

He caught Koke's shirt with his right hand at the base of the spine. Koke's body twisted with the pull. The Spaniard kept his feet, kept the ball, started to clear it.

Dembélé was on the floor. He was already going down. He had his hand pulling Koke, his body slipping out from under him, his right leg flailing.

And the leg hit the ball.

Not the clearing leg. Not Koke's leg. The leg of the player falling on top of him.

Dembélé did not know it had happened.

He did not know what his own leg had done.

He hit the grass on his side and rolled.

But he had seen it. He had seen it as it left his foot. The ball squirting forward through the bodies, through Koke's outstretched clearance, through the panicking lunge of Felipe behind him.

And what happened next was Barcelona's biggest nightmare.

The ball rolled out through the back of the Atlético defence.

And Luis Suárez had not stopped.

Luis Suárez had been doing what Luis Suárez has done his entire career, which is hunting in the gap behind the back line whether he is supposed to be hunting there or not, the predatory instinct of a man who knows that one ball, one ball, one ball is all you ever need, and now the ball was rolling out into the space behind the Atlético line and there was nobody in front of him.

There was no defender.

There was no Piqué.

There was no Araújo.

There was nothing.

Just Marc-André Ter Stegen, twenty-five yards away, and grass, and a ball, and Luis Suárez tearing onto it with everything his thirty-four-year-old legs had left in them.

"OH NO. OH NO. SUÁREZ. SUÁREZ IS THROUGH. SUÁREZ IS THROUGH ON GOAL—"

The home end came up off its seats.

The away end came up off its seats.

The benches came up off their feet.

Every single body in the stadium was up at the same time, the home end already starting to scream, the away end going into a low strangled gasp that did not have any oxygen in it, the family area a single frozen tableau of horror.

"THE HAT-TRICK. THE HAT-TRICK IS COMING. THE LEAGUE IS GOING WITH IT—"

Suárez ran.

His chest was on fire. His thighs were on fire. He had been running for ninety minutes. He did not feel any of it. He did not feel the ground under his feet. He did not feel the cold sweat on the back of his neck. He did not feel the eighty thousand pairs of eyes locked on his back.

He saw the ball.

He saw Ter Stegen.

Ter Stegen was already coming out, his enormous frame inflated, but Ter Stegen was twenty yards out and Suárez was eating ground and Ter Stegen knew it.

The keeper's eyes were huge.

Suárez was smiling.

Yes. Yes yes yes yes yes.

He was almost there. He could feel it. He had felt this hundreds of times. He had felt this every Saturday for fifteen years. The clear sight of the keeper. The settled ball. The empty net waiting on either side. This was the place he had lived his whole life inside.

Yes. Yes. Yes—

Mateo was sprinting.

He had been sprinting the second the ball left Dembélé's foot. He had not even known why he was sprinting. He had been somewhere else on the pitch, ten yards away from where he should have been, and the second he saw the picture, the second the ball spilled out behind the line, his legs were going.

No no no no no no no—

He was yards behind Suárez. He was yards behind. He could not catch him. He should not have been able to catch him. The geometry of it said it was impossible.

But Mateo did not care about geometry right now.

He did not know if Suárez had heard him coming. He did not know if Suárez had sensed him on his shoulder. He did not know if Suárez was even thinking about anything except the goal.

He did not care.

The two thoughts in his head were screaming, and they were the same shape, and they were the only two thoughts.

I HAVE TO SCORE.

I HAVE TO STOP IT.

His legs were pumping. His chest was pumping. The grass was tearing under his studs.

Suárez was almost at the edge of the box.

Suárez had never been a patient striker. Suárez had never been a man who took an extra touch when one would do. Suárez did not slow down. Suárez did not steady himself. Suárez did not check his weight or set his feet.

The ball arrived at his right foot at the edge of the box and he was already swinging. Suarez knew with everything in him. 

THIS WOULD BE A GOAL

His standing foot planted. His striking leg drew back, full draw, the chamber loaded, every muscle in him moving toward Ter Stegen's left post, his eyes locked on the bottom corner he had decided on three strides ago.

This. This. This is—

Mateo saw the leg go back.

The warning hammered in his skull.

NOOOOOO.

He was yards out. He was three full yards out. He could not get there. He could not get there. He could not get there.

He did not think.

He flew.

He threw his whole body forward, both feet going out from under him, his left leg lunging across the ground in a horizontal slide, his right leg extending, his whole frame turning into a single horizontal arrow at one piece of grass.

The studs of his boot reached.

Mateo's right foot slammed into Suárez's standing leg an instant before Suárez's striking foot connected with the ball.

The contact was not the ball.

The contact was not even close to the ball.

It was Suárez's planted ankle.

"AHHHHHHHHHHH—"

Suárez's scream tore across the Wanda Metropolitano.

His body went up at the angle his striking leg had been driving him. His standing leg snapped sideways under the impact. He left the ground.

He came down hard. His hip went first, then his shoulder, then his head bouncing once off the grass.

He stayed down.

Both his hands snapped to his ankle.

The ball, the ball that he had not connected with, the ball that had been a foot from his boot, rolled three slow yards forward and was hacked clear by Piqué, who had arrived from nowhere to put a body in front of it.

The whistle ripped.

The Wanda Metropolitano was already screaming. The screams were not joyful. They were not. They were a single panicked exhale at what had just been done.

The Atlético home end was howling. The home dugout was on its feet.

Suárez was rolling on the floor, holding his ankle, his face screwed up.

"HE WILL HAVE TO GO OFF, OH HE WILL HAVE TO GO OFF, HE TAKES HIM DOWN. HE TAKES HIM DOWN. THE LAST MAN, THE LAST MAN, HE TAKES HIM DOWN AS THE LAST MAN—"

"And it has to be a red. It has to be a red card. Jim, it has to be."

"It has to be, Peter."

"That is a clear, denial of a goalscoring opportunity, that is a clear, last-man, tackle-from-behind, foul, that is, my goodness, my goodness, my goodness."

"Mateo King will get the first red card of his career."

"He will. He will. And he will not, the Barcelona fans here, will not care, ladies and gentlemen, I do not think any single one of them sat in this stadium right now is going to care, because this was the title. This was the title. He stopped the title from going."

Mateo was on his knees.

He had been on the ground from his own slide. He had not got up. His chest was on the grass. His palms were on the grass. His head was down.

He took one deep breath.

He pushed himself up.

He stood. He looked at the referee.

The referee was already moving. He was reaching into his back pocket and his hand was coming up.

The red card came out into the sky above the Wanda Metropolitano.

The referee was pointing at him.

The whole world saw it.

Mateo just nodded once.

He did not argue. He did not put his hands on his head. He did not look at the sky. He did not look at Suárez. He turned, very slowly, on his heel, and he started walking off the pitch.

The Barcelona players closed around him.

Messi got to him first, his hand on Mateo's chest, his face turned up at him, his eyes warm and old.

"Leave it. Leave this to us, chico. You did good. You did good. You did GOOD."

Pedri was beside him, both his hands grabbing Mateo's shoulders, shaking him once. Pedri did not have any words. Pedri's eyes were red-rimmed and he could not say anything. He just squeezed Mateo's shoulders, the way you squeeze a brother's shoulders.

Busquets was next, the old man, his big hand coming up to cup the side of Mateo's face, just once, just for a beat. The captain's nod from the second captain.

Alba was right there, his hand on the back of Mateo's neck.

"You saved us. You saved us, chaval. YOU SAVED US."

Roberto, Araújo, Dembélé, all of them, hands coming in, all touching him, all praising him, all of them quiet under the screaming of the stadium.

The Atlético players were not quiet.

Koke was in his face from the other side, screaming.

"YOU COWARD! YOU CHEAT! THAT IS NOT FOOTBALL! THAT IS NOT FOOTBALL!"

Lodi arrived behind him, shoving past Pedri, his face inches from Mateo's.

"¡COBARDE! ¡COBARDE! Look at him on the floor! LOOK at him on the floor! Are you proud of yourself, eh? ARE YOU PROUD?"

Giménez was shouting. Llorente was shouting. Saúl was shouting, his finger jabbed at the side of Mateo's face from a foot away.

"You should be ASHAMED of yourself! You SHOULD BE—"

The Away end, behind them all, had switched its song mid-anthem and was now drowning the Atlético players in a single roaring chant of MA-TE-O, MA-TE-O, MA-TE-O. They all gave him a standing ovation.

The Home end was howling abuse.

None of it registered. None of the praise. None of the insults. None of the chant. None of the screaming. None of any of it.

Mateo was walking. Just walking. His face calm. His eyes forward. His shoulders square.

He knew what he had done.

He knew what it had cost.

He did not have anything left to give to anybody else right now.

He reached the touchline.

Koeman was already there. The manager came across the white line and met him, one hand on Mateo's shoulder, one hand on Mateo's chest, his face shining wet at the edges.

"Hey. HEY. Look at me. LOOK AT ME."

Mateo looked at him.

"You did good. You hear me? YOU DID GOOD. You went back. Nobody else went back. You went back, jongen, you went back, that was the right thing, you did good, you did good. Go inside. Go inside, eh? We will finish this. We will finish this."

He pulled Mateo close and pressed his forehead against the side of Mateo's head for a single beat, his hand at the back of Mateo's neck.

"Go."

He let him go.

Mateo nodded, just once, and stepped past him onto the touchline.

He had taken two steps when Simeone arrived.

The Atlético manager had crossed his entire technical area in a sprint, his shirt sleeves still rolled, his hair flying, his face contorted, and now he was on Mateo's right side with his finger jabbing.

"You CHEAT! You CHEAT! Is that how you play football? IS THAT HOW YOU PLAY FOOTBALL? You pig! You pig, you piece of—"

Koeman was already moving. He crossed back into the line of Simeone's body, both his arms out wide, his big back across Mateo.

"Get away. Get AWAY from him."

"I am talking to that CHEAT! That is not, that is not FOOTBALL, that is not how you play this GAME—"

"Hey hey Are you happy with yourself, Ehn ehn, answer me Are you happy with what you did "

"He is a CHILD, Diego, get away from him. GET AWAY."

"He is a CHEAT, that is what he is, he just COST a man his ANKLE—"

"GET AWAY FROM HIM."

Koeman's chest was against Simeone's chest. Simeone was still trying to get past him, his finger still going, still jabbing, his voice still screaming. Koeman did not move him. Koeman did not push him hard. Koeman just stood. The wall of him in the way. Steady.

The fourth official was already in there now too, both his arms out, pushing the two managers apart, his face frantic.

"Stop! Stop! BOTH of you, STOP. NOW."

The two coaches stood there a second longer, breathing into each other's mouths.

Then Simeone shoved Koeman's arm off him, threw a hand at the sky, and turned away, his finger still jabbing at the air, his voice still yelling.

"CHEAT! CHEAT!"

In the family area, every single person was on their feet.

Isabella's hand was at her mouth. Her eyes were locked on the field, locked on her son, on her son's back, on her son walking off the pitch with the calmest face he had ever worn in his life.

Olivia was beside her, frozen, her hand half-out toward the field as if to touch his shoulder from up here.

Aina was crying without making any sound at all.

Antonella's hands were over her own mouth.

David's hand was on his wife's back.

The kids had not moved.

Núria had stopped muttering.

Olivia and Isabella were the only ones still looking after some point. The other faces had turned away, to each other, to the floor. The insults from the home end had started reaching here. But Olivia could not look away. And Isabella could not look away. And they watched together, the girl who loved him and the mother who had made him, as Mateo's back disappeared into the dark of the tunnel.

Both of their eyes had gone heavy.

Neither of them blinked.

Inside the tunnel, the noise of the stadium fell away.

The walls closed around him. The roar of the crowd softened to a deep thrum that he could feel through the concrete more than he could hear. His own footsteps were the loudest thing.

His shoulders, which had stayed square the whole way off the pitch, sagged.

He kept walking.

The lights overhead were sodium-yellow and old, casting a tired warmth on the corridor. His shadow walked beside him, long and thin and a little crooked, and he watched it for a step, and then he watched the floor, and then he watched nothing at all.

His chest was heavy.

The lift had gone from his step. His feet were not picking up the way they had been picking up for ninety-three minutes. Each step was a small effort that he had to remember to make.

And inside him, underneath the calm face and the steady walk and the hand of Koeman's at the back of his neck still echoing on his skin, only one thought was moving.

It was not loud. It was not even shaped like a sentence. It was small. It was small and uncertain and frightened, and it stayed with him every step of the dark walk.

I hope. I hope I made the right choice.

...

"Luis. Luis. LUIS."

Koke was on his knees in the grass.

He had both his hands on the side of Luis Suárez's shoulder, shaking him gently, and his voice was pitched in the soft way you talk to a child who has hurt themselves.

"Luis. Hey. Hey. Come on. Come on."

Suárez did not move.

He was lying on his side with his arm thrown across his own face. His knees were tucked up. His back was curved. He looked, from where Koke was kneeling, less like a thirty-four-year-old striker and more like a small body curled in on itself in a bed. He was not making any sound. His shoulders were shaking, but he was not making any sound.

Felix arrived from behind and knelt down too, hand on Koke's shoulder. Saúl was a few yards back, his hands on his hips, looking down at the grass. Giménez was further out, screaming at nobody in particular.

Underneath his own arm, behind his own eyes, Suárez was somewhere very far away. He had been a foot from it. A foot. He had felt the ball at his boot. He had picked the corner. He had picked the corner three strides before the swing. He had been there. He had been there.

And he was not there.

The thing he had been waiting nine months for. The thing he had been waiting through the phone call for. Through the loaning of his locker to a younger man for. Through the slow careful goodbye for. Through the press conferences for. Through the season for. The thing his whole second act of a career had been building toward, the moment that would have said I told you, I told ALL of you, you let go of the wrong man, and it was a foot away from him, a foot, and it was gone.

And what was inside him, underneath the arm, was not anger.

It was grief.

His tears were soaking the inside of his sleeve.

The commentary was hushed.

"I am, I am still trying to take in what just happened, Peter. He was through. He was through on goal. He had a hat-trick coming. He had a league title coming."

"And the question becomes, was it the only thing Mateo King could do. And I think, in the most honest answer I can give you, yes. Yes, it was. He could not catch him with his legs. He could not catch him with his speed. He chose to catch him with his body. He took the man down because the only other option was watching a hat-trick go in. That is not a choice any seventeen-year-old should ever have to make. But he made it. And Barcelona are now down to ten men with five minutes of injury time left to play and a one-goal lead."

"Was it the right choice, Jim."

"Honestly. Peter. I don't know."

Twenty yards away, the referee had separated Simeone from Koeman. The fourth official was now physically standing between them, one palm on each of their chests, shouting himself hoarse.

The referee jogged over.

"Both of you. BOTH of you." He pulled the yellow card out of his pocket. "You. Yellow. You. Yellow. Now back to your benches. NOW."

He held the card up at Simeone first. He held it up at Koeman second.

Simeone threw both his hands at the sky. He turned, mid-spin, his finger already pointing back at Koeman.

"COWARDS! Is this how you play? Is this RUGBY now? Eh? EHN? Twenty seconds left and you take a man's leg?"

"You are one to talk." Koeman was shouting back, his face crimson. "YOU are one to talk, Diego, YOU are. The defensive masters, the kicking masters, the YOU are one to TALK."

"Cowards! COWARDS!"

"Get to your bench. GET TO YOUR BENCH."

Simeone threw his hand at the sky one more time and stalked back to his technical area, his shoulders thrown high. Koeman stood there a second longer, his chest still moving. He looked down at the medical staff converged around Suárez.

For a single beat, the anger went off his face.

Luis.

His mouth set.

He turned and walked the few paces back to his own line. As he did, he raised his middle finger, fast and small, half-hidden against his hip, in the direction of Simeone's back.

"Get Dembélé in. NOW," Simeone was already shouting at his assistants. "Faster than fast. GO."

"And it appears, it appears Moussa Dembélé is already coming on. That is, I think, an acknowledgement that Luis Suárez may not be able to continue. They had him warming up before the incident, but now this is a forced change. Atlético are going to have to play their final five minutes plus injury time without their hat-trick man."

The medic had reached Suárez and was bent over him with both hands on his ankle.

"Where? Where is it? Here? Here?"

"Check his leg," somebody said from over his shoulder. Felipe. Felipe was pointing. "That little BASTARD went STRAIGHT for the leg, look at it, look at the ankle, you check the ankle—"

"Where, Luis? Talk to me. Talk to me. Where?"

A voice came out from underneath the arm.

It was wet. It was thick. It was choked.

"I'm fine."

The whole circle of red shirts went still.

"Luis."

"I'm fine."

"Luis. Luis, you have already done. You have done your part. If it is hurting, you can tell us. You can come off. Nobody is going to think anything. You came back and scored two—"

"Check it." Another voice from the cluster, Giménez. "Check it fast. We don't have time, doc, just check it—"

"No." Suárez's voice was sharper now. He moved his arm. "No. I am good."

He pushed himself up off the grass with both hands, his palms flat. He came up onto one knee. He came up onto his feet. He stood for a beat, half-bent, his hands on his knees.

The medic was searching his face.

His eyes were red. The skin around them was puffed. The fronts of his cheeks were wet, and a thin line of clear drainage from his nose ran toward his lip. Everyone there knew, every man in that small circle, that Luis Suárez had been crying.

They also knew it was not the leg.

Luis Suárez did not want to get up.

He had truly, honestly, with his whole soul, believed that was it. That was the moment. That was the thing he had been chasing for nine months. He had been so close to it he had tasted it.

But he had to get up. He had to play. He had to see this thing through to the very end. Because that was who he was. That was who he had always been. That was the only thing he had ever been.

He nodded at the medic.

"I am good. Go."

The medic looked at him a second longer.

Then the medic stepped back.

"He is up. He is up. He is, he is. He is looking at the bench. The medic is stepping away. Is he going to continue? Is he going to continue?"

Down the line, an assistant was sprinting across to Simeone with a radio at his ear.

"Gaffer. Gaffer. He says he wants to continue."

Simeone blinked.

For a single second his face did a thing it had not done all match. The mask cracked. Something flashed underneath it that was almost a smile, almost a wince, almost a small awe at the man he managed.

Then, behind him, Moussa Dembélé arrived with his shirt half-untucked, his eyes wide, his hands going.

"Gaffer. Gaffer. What about me. What about me, what do I do, gaffer—"

Simeone turned to him.

His eyes were already on fire again.

"You. You, you, you are going in. You are going in. Suárez stays. Llorente comes off. You go in next to Luis. Two strikers. Get in front of Ter Stegen. Both of you. I want bodies at the goal."

He grabbed Moussa Dembélé by both shoulders.

"This is what you came here for. This. THIS. Go and win me a league. GO."

Moussa Dembélé nodded once, hard, and started bouncing on his toes.

A few yards down the line, Koeman was shouting himself raw.

"DEFEND! DEFEND, NOW! DO NOT WASTE THIS SECOND LIFE! YOU HEAR ME? THIS IS IT! THIS IS WHAT WE DO! THIS IS THE NEXT FIVE MINUTES! EVERY MAN BEHIND THE BALL!"

His face was crimson. The veins in his neck were up. There was actual spit on his lower lip as he shouted, and a thin line of it sprayed when he lifted his voice. He was not coaching. He was reaching out across forty yards and trying to hold his eleven men in place with his bare voice.

"BACK! BACK! ALL OF YOU! GO BACK!"

An assistant came up at his elbow with a clipboard.

"Gaffer. We should bring Umtiti on. Umtiti and Mingueza for an extra centre-back. We push to a back five and we sit. We absorb. With ten men we cannot keep going as we are, we have to—"

Koeman did not look at him.

His eyes were blood-red. His voice was almost gone.

"No."

"Gaffer—"

"No. We go as we are."

"But—"

"WE GO AS WE ARE."

The assistant closed his mouth and stepped back.

Koeman turned back to the field, both hands cupped around his mouth, and bellowed again.

"BACK! BACK! BACK! EVERY ONE OF YOU!"

"And what an intense few minutes we have had at the Wanda Metropolitano, my friends. What turns. What turns. Moussa Dembélé, the Frenchman, the second striker, the one Simeone has been keeping in his pocket for exactly this kind of moment, is coming in for Marcos Llorente. He is going to play next to Luis Suárez. Simeone is betting everything, EVERYTHING, on getting one more goal."

"And five minutes ago. Five minutes ago, we were saying that this Atlético Madrid did not deserve to lose this title. Five minutes ago we were saying Luis Suárez had a hat-trick coming. And then in eighty-eight seconds, a slip from Dembélé, a tackle from Mateo King, a red card, a substitution, and we have, we have, my goodness, where do you even start, where do you even start—"

"Did Mateo King make the right choice, Peter."

"Jim. We are about to find out."

The referee blew his whistle to restart.

Ninety-third minute thirty. Atlético came.

Saúl drove the ball forward through the centre of the pitch, every red shirt streaming with him, the shape collapsed completely into one wave of attack. Moussa Dembélé was leading the line with Suárez ten yards behind him. Felipe had come up. Trippier had come up. Lodi was almost level with Trippier on the other side.

Saúl carried it into the Barça half and looked up, and there was nothing in front of him except blue and red. Six Barcelona shirts in the box. Three across the front of it. Messi himself had dropped almost into his own area, his hands on his hips, his eyes hunting.

Saúl shifted it to Trippier, who whipped a cross in first time.

"And the cross is in. Moussa Dembélé climbs—"

The Frenchman rose between Piqué and Araújo. The header arrowed for the bottom corner.

Ter Stegen was already moving. He punched it. Two fists into the ball, hard, sending it spinning out toward the touchline.

Pedri got there first. He hammered it into the stand.

"And Pedri clears it. Pedri clears it for a throw. But, oh, listen to that punch from Ter Stegen, listen to the sound of that, two fists. That is the goalkeeping of a man who does not care about pretty. He just wants the ball out of his goal."

Ninety-fourth minute fourteen. Atlético came again.

The throw came in, Saúl flicked it, Moussa Dembélé got his shoulder onto it and bullied his way past Araújo. He shot first time from twelve yards.

Ter Stegen got his glove to it.

The ball spilled forward off the deflection. Suárez arrived to lunge at the loose ball, and Busquets, of all people, Sergio Busquets, who had not slid a tackle in a competitive game in five years, threw his whole thirty-two-year-old body across the line and got a leg in the way. The ball ricocheted off his shin and into Piqué's arms, who fell on it like he was protecting it from the cold.

The Wanda Metropolitano let out a sound somewhere between a roar and a sob.

The Barça end were no longer singing. The Barça end were standing on their seats with their hands gripping each other's heads, their mouths open, their faces locked in the same expression of pure, unbearable suspense.

The Atlético end were doing the same.

Fifty thousand throats had stopped singing the anthem. They were just screaming now, a single open uneven yell, the sound of a fanbase that had been close to a thing for so long and could not believe the universe was about to take it away again.

The pin-drop silence that fans talked about for the rest of their lives in football came in the half-seconds between the chances. Fifty thousand people had stopped breathing.

Ninety-fifth minute six. Barcelona had a brief counter.

Dembélé got the ball wide left after a quick Ter Stegen kick out, and for one second, just one second, the Atlético shape was wrong, Saúl was too high, Felipe was too high, the back line was not where it should have been. Dembélé carried it. He saw Mateo's space.

Then he remembered.

Mateo's space was empty.

Mateo was not on the pitch.

His head dropped for half a beat. He kept going. He drove down the line and tried to find Messi cutting in. Trippier arrived back at full sprint to close him out and Dembélé was forced to roll it back to Alba. Alba took it down. The chance was gone before it had even properly arrived.

The Barça end groaned. It was the groan of a stadium remembering that one of its best men was sitting in the locker room.

Ninety-sixth minute eight. Atlético came again.

A long ball from Oblak, of all people, the keeper hitting it sixty yards as if he had decided he was the one who was going to score the goal himself. The ball landed at Moussa Dembélé's feet just outside the box. He took one touch, swivelled, hit a shot.

It curled away from Ter Stegen. It curled toward the top right corner. It curled. It curled. It—

CLANG.

The bar.

The bar.

"OFF THE BAR! OFF THE BAR! OFF THE BAR! HOW DID THAT NOT GO IN? HOW DID THAT NOT GO IN?"

The whole stadium screamed.

The rebound ricocheted up. Suárez had been arriving. Suárez tried to head the loose ball back across goal. He could not get there in time. The ball dropped at the feet of Felipe, who had come up like a forward, and Felipe smashed it goalwards with every ounce of nine months of frustration in his legs.

Araújo's body was already in the way.

The ball hit him flush in the chest and dropped at his feet, and Araújo, almost weeping, hacked it forty yards into the sky.

Suárez stood with both his hands on top of his head.

Felipe was on his knees in the grass, staring at his own feet.

The Atlético end made the sound a stadium makes when it has accepted that the football gods have decided.

Down in the away dressing room, Mateo sat alone.

He had not changed. His shirt was still on. The grass was still in the laces of his boots. His shorts were still streaked with the green stains of his slide. He had walked down the tunnel and into the room and he had sat on the small wooden bench at the end of his stall, and he had not moved since.

The room was empty.

The lights overhead hummed faintly.

Somewhere very far away, through the concrete and the corridors, he could hear the deep thrum of the stadium. He could not pick out individual sounds, only the swell and ebb of the noise. Every time the swell came up he felt his shoulders tense. Every time it ebbed he felt his shoulders sag.

He had been counting the swells.

He had stopped counting somewhere around twelve.

He sat with his elbows on his knees. His head was down. His hands were clasped together loosely between his thighs.

Then he laced his fingers, and he pressed his palms flat together, and he lowered his forehead onto his thumbs.

He closed his eyes.

Thank you, Lord.

Thank you, Lord.

His lips moved without making any sound at all.

Thank you for the chance. Thank you for the season. Thank you for the family. Thank you for the team. Please. Please. Just five minutes. Just give us five minutes. I will not ask for anything else. I will not. I will be good. I will be good for the rest of the year. I will be good for the rest of my life. Just let them hold. Just let them hold.

A breath he had not known he was holding came out of him on the next inhale.

Please. Please, please, please, please.

The weight he was sitting under was the weight of every person who had ever loved this club, all of it sitting on the back of a seventeen-year-old who had taken a man's ankle to save a title.

He prayed.

The walls did not answer him.

The game did not care.

Ninety-seventh minute thirty-three. Atlético came.

Trippier whipped another cross in. Moussa Dembélé got his head to it. Ter Stegen made the save, low, two hands, and then he stayed down on the ball. He stayed down. He pulled it into his chest. He pressed it against the grass with both arms wrapped around it.

He stayed there.

The referee jogged up.

"Get up. Get up, eh? Time."

Ter Stegen did not get up.

"Eh. Eh. You have to get up. You have to play this. Up."

He did not move.

He was lying on the ball with the ball in his arms like a man lying on his child to stop her from being taken away.

Eventually, eventually, he rolled up onto one knee, took ten full seconds dusting his shorts, and rose. He walked the ball back to the edge of his area. He took another five seconds setting it down. He took another three setting his feet. He took another five looking up at the field.

"And Ter Stegen is wasting every single second he can, and you cannot blame him, you absolutely cannot blame him, this is a goalkeeper protecting his football team. We are now into the ninety-seventh minute and frankly, frankly, this is now or never for Atlético Madrid. It is now. Or it is never."

Ter Stegen kicked it long.

He kicked it as long as he could. He tried to put it on Dembélé's head out wide, deep in the Atlético half, kill three more seconds with a Barça throw.

Dembélé did not get to it.

Trippier did.

The English right-back arrived first by a stride. He shouldered Dembélé off, who tried to scream "HEY! HEY!" the words coming out high and useless, and Trippier had already taken the touch and was looking up.

He saw Koke unmarked, ten yards inside the Barça half.

He played it.

The ball arrowed across the grass.

And out of nowhere.

From a place nobody on the Atlético team had seen him coming.

Pedri.

Pedri was sprinting in from the right.

Pedri got there.

His body crossed the line of the pass and he took it cleanly off Koke's foot with a clean nick, his momentum carrying him forward into the space in front of him, the entire Atlético team committed forward, all of them in the wrong half.

Koke screamed.

"¡ATRÁS! ¡ATRÁS! ¡EH! ¡EHHH!"

It was already too late.

Pedri was already running.

He had the ball at his feet and the entire field open in front of him, and he was running.

"AND PEDRI! PEDRI HAS BROKEN AWAY! PEDRI ON A SOLO RUN, THE WHOLE OF THE ATLÉTICO HALF IS HIS, HE IS GOING, HE IS GOING—"

He crossed the halfway line.

He kept going.

Oblak was screaming at his back four to get back, but his back four were Trippier and Lodi who were sixty yards up the pitch, and the only men running were Saúl and Lemar, neither of whom had the legs left to catch an eighteen-year-old.

Pedri did not look up.

Pedri did not pass.

Pedri did not need to pass.

This was what Luis Suárez had wanted to do.

This was what Mateo King had wanted to do.

This was what Pedri was actually doing.

He carried the ball into the Atlético half. Twenty-five yards. Twenty-two. Twenty.

Felipe came staggering back. Pedri shifted left. Felipe slid. Pedri stepped over Felipe's leg.

Eighteen yards. Just outside the box.

His standing foot planted.

His striking leg drew back.

BANG.

He hit it.

He hit it the way you hit a ball when you have wanted to hit one your entire life. He hit it with the same pure violence a man hits a wall when he is angry, except this was the opposite of anger, this was joy and terror and devotion all moving through one teenage leg.

The ball flew.

It flew like it had been shot from a rifle.

The shot rose, screaming. Oblak dived. Oblak laid himself out flat against the diagonal, his whole frame in the air, his fingertips reaching.

The ball was already past him.

It struck the inside of the top-right corner of the goal. The corner. The exact corner. The bit of net that does not have any meat behind it, just the join of the two posts, the place a striker dreams of and rarely finds. The ball cannoned off the netting, off the inside of the post, off the back of the net.

The net snapped.

"PEDRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII—"

The Wanda Metropolitano exploded into a sound that the people who lived through it would later say was the loudest sound they had ever heard in their lives. Louder than weddings. Louder than birthdays. Louder than anything they had ever sat inside before.

The Barça away end came up off their seats in a wave that tore through their tiny corner of the stadium, the wave swallowing itself.

Pedri turned and started running.

His face split open. He was running and he was laughing and he was screaming and he did not know what he was running toward, his arms going, his body going. Mateo would have grabbed him first. Mateo was not on the field.

Messi grabbed him first instead.

Messi launched himself at Pedri's back and the two of them tumbled, the captain wrapping the boy in both arms, both of them screaming.

Alba arrived. Busquets arrived. Dembélé arrived. Araújo arrived. Piqué arrived. Ter Stegen was sprinting the full length of the field with both his arms in the air to join the pile.

Koeman was on the touchline going to his knees. Bouncing back up. Going to his knees again.

Down in the away dressing room.

Mateo sat with his fingers laced under his chin and his eyes closed.

The thrum of the stadium swelled.

The swell did not stop. The swell did not ebb.

His eyes opened.

The swell was still rising. The swell was rising into something. It was not the noise of a save. It was not the noise of a near miss. It was the noise of a goal.

His head came up.

He stared at the wall in front of him.

His mouth fell open a little.

His chest stopped.

The noise was still building.

He was not breathing.

His hands had gone to flat on his thighs.

The sound from the stadium kept rising and rising and rising, the unmistakable shape of a Barcelona goal swelling through the concrete and the corridors and into him, and his ears were straining for it and his ears could not believe it.

Then it broke.

He heard it break. He heard the chant come up out of the swell, even down here, even nine doors away, even through the walls. The chant of his own surname coming up out of the swell with somebody else's name laid on top.

PEDRI! PEDRI! PEDRI! PEDRI!

His hands flew off his thighs.

His whole body came up off the bench.

"GOAL!" he screamed.

He screamed it once, full-throated, his voice tearing.

"GOAL! GOAL! GOAL!"

He spun in a small circle in the empty room. He punched the air. He hit nothing, just the air, both his fists, again and again.

"GOAL! GOAL!"

"He has won the league with barely any stoppage time left to play! It is just the most extraordinary scenario you could have dreamed up. Where does football go from here? Drama of the ultimate kind. Tears of distress have turned into tears of unrivalled joy." 

Peter Drury's voice sounding from the tv screen.

The third scream came out smaller. The fourth came out smaller still. The fifth was halfway to a sob.

His voice was dropping.

The weight was leaving his body, leaving him in great heaving shudders, and what was left in its place was something he had not known he had been carrying, the awful certainty he had been carrying since the moment his studs had connected with Suárez's ankle, the certainty that he had done the worst thing a footballer can do, the certainty that he had killed his own season.

The certainty was leaving him.

His knees buckled.

He dropped onto the floor of the dressing room.

He went down sitting first, his back against the bench, then sliding sideways until he was lying on the cool tiled floor, his cheek against it.

He was crying.

He was laughing too.

The two things were happening at the same time and he could not separate them.

"Goal," he said again, very small now, to nobody, to the ceiling.

"Goal."

His eyes were wet. His mouth was open. His whole face had cracked into a smile so wide and so wet that he could not feel the edges of his own face anymore.

He lay there.

He lay there on the floor.

He lay there in his kit with the grass still in his laces and the green still on his shorts and the sweat still on his hair and he laughed.

He laughed and he cried.

"We did it."

He whispered it to himself, like a prayer that had finally been answered.

"We did it. We did it. We did it. We did it. We did it."

And there, on the cool tiled floor of an away dressing room nine doors away from a stadium that was screaming his teammate's name, at seventeen years, two months, and twenty-eight days old, Mateo Alexander Nicolás King had won his first major trophy.

Mateo King was a champion of Spain.

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