Hey guys just another update for yall cause I love yall!
I was in the ER last night again cause I was having sharp pain in my chest as well as a burning sensation. My nurse things it could be GERD or maybe POTS. They referred me to a GI Specialist so help rule these things out.
I have not been able to sleep for the past 2 weeks. Iโm so exhausted. Sometimes I jolt out of my sleep and I canโt breathe. Some say it could be an adrenaline dump or sleep apnea. I have to do more testing, but Iโm genuinely scared to sleep because of it.
I think my body is stuck in a cycle right now for some reason. It keeps going into fight or flight mode but thereโs no reason for it to ๐ญ
I also got a referral for a 2nd opinion for my cardiologist because he sent me home with propranolol but my symptoms have gotten worse and itโs barely helping. He told me to just keep taking it cause it takes time but I genuinely have been in pain for almost a month at this point and I need relief.
And lastly Iโm seeing a psychiatrist in the next 2 weeks to help me manage my panic attacks better. I just set up an appointment today.
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I apologize for the inconvenience this week in terms of uploads. I know you guys understand and I havenโt seen any rude comments of course, but I always feel bad lol
Iโm gonna try to upload โthe walking dead 6x6โ and episode 1 of the uncanny counter sometime today for yall!
I havenโt had enough energy to film recently because of my pain but hopefully I can get back on track soon!
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Love you all and thank you so much for being so understanding during this difficult time for me ๐ฅน๐ซถ๐ฝ
See you soon! x