W-wait... don't come so close... don't kiss me yet, okay? I-I have something to say...
I really didn't expect you to confess so suddenly... I just... I just wanted to make you happy. The reason I'm dressed like this today is because you kept saying lately that you wanted to ride a Ferris wheel with a cute girl at least once. I thought, since you're my best friend, helping you make that wish come true wouldn't be a big deal... but I really didn't think you'd take it this seriously...
You don't believe me? You say I'm not him? But... look closely... this hair is a wig. It's brown, reaches all the way to my waist. I specifically chose one with a slight shine so it would look more natural. I trimmed the bangs myself so they'd sit neatly against my forehead and not reveal my hairline. I even clipped small flower hairpins on both sides, pinkish-purple ones, to hold down the edges of the wig cap near my temples. Otherwise, the wind would give me away.
The makeup alone took me a full two hours... I used concealer to completely cover any stubble, and picked a slightly lighter foundation shade, adding a bit of shimmer to make my skin look soft. I drew the eyeliner very thin, extending it slightly at the outer corners to make my eyes look rounder. I put on natural-style false lashes, not the dramatic kind, just enough to make my eyes look more glossy. I applied blush a little higher on my cheeks to create this... faintly warm feeling. The lip color was also carefully chosen, a dewy pink, so that right now... I really look like an actual girl.
And the clothes... this purple dress was ordered a month in advance. The white coat over it is to soften my shoulder line. I even added padding underneath to narrow the silhouette. And... since you're making me say it... I'm wearing women's underwear too. There's padding in the bra, and matching panties underneath... I even thought about the shape of my legs. I'm wearing black over-the-knee socks to make my calves look slimmer, and I chose short boots with fur trim so everything would look this... complete.
I even practiced how to sit. Knees together, toes slightly turned inward, fingers not spread too wide. When you held my hand just now, my heart was pounding like crazy, but I still tried my best to put on that... slightly shy yet slightly expectant expression. So do you still think I'm not him? My voice? Sorry, I've practiced it for a long time. It's a little hard to switch back now. I really only meant to go on this kind of pretend date with you for fun, but the way you just looked at me, saying you like me, saying you wanted to kiss me... I panicked.
You said it wouldn't matter even if it's me? Do you even know what you're saying?... You still want to kiss me? You... why don't you mind at all...
Fine... since we've come this far, I guess I don't have a reason to keep dodging anymore... Th-then be gentle. I'm closing my eyes.