Hello Patrons! It's time for an update as I hate this silence I'm putting you all through.
I am headed back to the Hospital with Mom this coming Sunday. I'll be gone for just a couple days. This is a visit to look at her liver (A re-check from the last visit in late December/early January) and determine if she's developing cancer there or not.
Life is hitting me hard right now. Full stop it's- been a burden on me since Dad passed to deal with everything. I'm managing but it's worn me down more than I thought it would. My mother's health isn't great either. I worry about her and more and more with the changes I have seen since the start of the year. I'm not a fan of events going on lately in the world (I am not interested in this being discussed in detail). A lot is heavy on my mind right now and I am not doing the best that I could.
I'm gonna slowly crawl back out of this. The experience will slowly harden me and I'm doing what I can to ensure that I am hardened in a beneficial way for the future.
Thank you all for your patience. I'm going to pause payments for April if I get nothing done in the next few days.