My Beautiful ASHOLES!!
I just wanted to speak to you all honestly for a moment.
Filming reactions with Hannah and laughing with you guys genuinely helps my mental health more than I can even explain. For those couple of hours it feels like I can breathe again, like I can step away from everything going on in my head. You guys might just see a reaction video, but for me it’s honestly therapy.
But right now it’s really hard. My whole family… literally everyone I know back home in Iran are there while the bombings are happening. Every day I wake up hoping I’ll hear they’re safe. That uncertainty is something I carry with me all the time at the moment.
So if uploads are a little slower or I seem a bit off sometimes, please just bear with me. Being here with you guys, laughing at movies with Hannah and this community, genuinely helps me get through it.
I appreciate you all more than you probably realise.
Ash