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First off, let me just say I'm sorry. I'm not okay right now, I have not been in a while.
I don't even know how to explain what happened. I don't think I can. Several months ago I thought I was in a good place, I thought I had someone.
Very shortly after I realized I shouldn't have gotten comfortable, that was the start. Everything with my emotions snowballed from there and just recently I learned something else that just absolutely broke me. I have not even anything in days. I'm so sad I'm throwing up nothing. Substance is the only way I'm keeping myself alive.
I do not know when I will be better. I owe so many people so many things. I will try my best to get those done, then I'm not too sure after that.