I owe you all a huge apology.These past few months have been very difficult for me, mental health-wise. I’ve tried to keep it in check on my own but I’ve hit rock bottom.Due to financial issues I had to stop seeing my therapists (both psychologist and psychiatrist) a while back ‘cause other stuff had priority at the time, including my wife’s surgery for what we thought for a while may have been breast cancer that thankfully it was not! I thought I could manage by myself after improving so much but life kept piling on to the point I couldn’t take it and I had to isolate myself and shun everything and everyone away, not a healthy way to cope at all but that’s what I’ve learned to do all my life since I was a child.The last curveball life threw at us is that my dad suffered a stroke and has been in the ICU for the past month caused by, I think it’s called in English, a thrombotic aneurysm to the back of his brain.
The doctors have ruled out any surgery because it’s too risky to operate so they are keeping him stable for now.Since then I asked for financial support from close friends and family to resume my therapy because I cannot do this on my own at all. I’ve been taking new meds for a week now hoping they can help me at least stabilize and deal with this crap.I’ve worked on a few sketches and illustrations here and there and I’ll be posting them a bit later once I finish organizing them.I’ll also extend access to the reward links indefinitely and I’ll send them as soon as they are ready as a very small compensation for everyone's support.I cannot tell you how much I appreciate your support, I am very aware of the lack of content and communication on my part and I am very humbled that some of you have continued your patronage when I’ve been so absent. You’ve been fundamental in my ability to keep going.Thank you so much!